Written & Produced by Chandler Rogers

I see you in my mind 
Follow me
I can’t leave behind 
What you mean 
To me

It’s tearing me apart 
I can’t forget your face 
The way you held me close 
Your lips pronounced my name
My fingers in my eyes 
I can’t erase your name 
Or all the love I had
Now black and killing me

I’m afraid if you come back 
You’ll leave the same
I sat and watched the black 
Take everything

Black

Written & Produced by Chandler Rogers

SHAPES

I showed you who I was 
I watched you run away 
I opened up, I trusted 
That you’d always stay 

You always told me that 
Drew shapes on top my chest 

I 
Never took you for a liar baby 
some reason you can’t tell the truth 
I always said that I can’t live without you 
I wasn’t lying when I said I do

I Never took you for a liar baby
Some reason you can’t tell the truth 
I always said that I can’t live without you
I wasn’t lying when I said do 

Now I’m drawing shapes alone 
Now I’m drawing shapes alone 

I just want to forget her
She won’t ever change 
It doesn’t matter if I 
Could give her everything 
I’m lost inside my world 
She was my everything 
I’m lost inside my head 
With shapes of memories 

Never took you for a liar baby 
some reason you can’t tell the truth 
I always said that I can’t live without you 
I wasn’t lying when I said I do

I Never took you for a liar baby
Some reason you can’t tell the truth 
I always said that I can’t live without you
I wasn’t lying when I said do

Shapes

Written & Produced by Chandler Rogers

DESTROYER

Why don’t I peel my skin 
To show you underneath 
My heart caged up in wire 
You somehow got beneath 

afraid that I’ll consume you 
With no room left to breathe 
Is this what you wanted 
Why would you love me?

The pain 
I feel 
I live 
Alone it’s meant to be this way 
To keep 
You out 
I need 
You safe 
You’re better off 
Without me

Destroyer

Written, Performed, Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Chandler Rogers

FOREVER ENDS

 I got so much on my mind 
I got so much I need to say
I don’t know where to begin 
Or if you’d even feel the same 
I know you’re lonely on your own 
Your pain exists because of me 
Im so sorry that I let you close 
then took you into me

It’s my fault 
Yeah I know it is
It’s eating me inside 
Im no good 
And I told you that 
You said you didn’t mind 
Where’d you go
Why’d you dissapear
But say that I was yours 
I’m alone 
In my room, I’m here without you anymore 

Now I’m caving in 
I opened up the blinds 
Daylight crawling in
As bright as both your eyes 

But it won’t hold me 
No, it won’t give what you did 
I don’t know why 
None of this makes any sense 
Im afraid that 
I don’t even matter to you 
How could I 
No longer even matter to you 

It’s my fault 
Yeah I know it is
It’s eating me inside 
I’m no good 
And I told you that 
You said you didn’t mind 
Where’d you go
Why’d you dissapear
But say that I was yours 
I’m alone 
In my room, I’m here without you anymore
It’s my fault 
Yeah I know it is
It’s eating me inside 
I’m no good 
And I told you that 
You said you didn’t mind 
Where’d you go
Why’d you dissapear
But say that I was yours 
I’m alone 
In my room, I’m here without you anymore

Forever Ends

Written, Performed, Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Chandler Rogers

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FADE

I never wanted 
To feel like this 
I never 
wanted You
to go away 
Like ripping pages 
From a half wrote book
Now faded letters 
From the ash, remains 

And I know 
You’ll fade 
And I know 
You’ll fade

I gave the world to you
from off my back 
I watched you
Let it fall, away
Too heavy for your heart 
You said 
I’m left with nothing 
But your name 

And I know 
You’ll fade 
And I know 
You’ll fade

And I know 
You’ll fade 
And I know 
You’ll fade

Fade

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E4Zz-ZhTJ10

Why do I love you
So much that I hate you
It’s something I can’t control 
Why do you need me
Then say that you want space 
You don’t have a clue at all 
How did I mess up
I said all the right things
At least that I thought it was 
How do you hold me 
Turn cold and ignore me
I didn’t know how wrong I was 

I wish you had figured out 
I wish you just left me alone
I wish that I did the right thing
I’ll never be enough at all

Not Enough

WRITTEN/PRODUCED BY STRANGER
https://youtu.be/Hvaz8g8aMDw

I gave you all I had
It isn't what you want
I guess it's best I go
I gave you all I had
But I'm not what you want
I'll never be the one
I gave you all I had
It isn't what you want
I guess it's best I go
I gave you all I had
But I'm not what you want
I'll never be the one

Breakdown

Written/prod me

Kept it on the low so long
can’t worry bout what’s in my past 
Didn’t mean do you wrong 
Im moving on, can’t look back 
Gotta stay focused on 
Myself while I’m making my path
Didn’t mean to do no harm 
Can’t stress can’t take it back 

No I know how life ain’t fair 
Not wasting my time not wasting my tears
Love broke me apart but isn’t it fair
I’m alone in the dark 
I got nothing to fear 

Said you’d always love me 
I knew that’s a lie 
Couldn’t fault you though 
Because you really tried 
Going back and forth 
Between my heart and mind 
Now I’m left alone 
Here in the darkest night

Betrayed Freestyle

Never The Same

Lying To Myself

WRITTEN & PRODUCED BY STRANGER

Today I’ve watched 
As the world it fades
Becomes so dark 
Can’t make a shape 
I’ve loved 
I’ve lost 
They both feel the same 
I’ve hurt
Ive learned 
I will be okay 

Whenever I’m alone it’ll fade 
I don’t recognize anything 
All I know is nothing at all 
No matter how much that I think

Today

WRITTEN BY STRANGER
PRODUCED BY STRANGER AND @blaineelmore

Tell me I'm not
The one to blame
I know the truth
It's on my face
But I
Could I
Run away 
Until it's through
I'm scared that I
Can't tell the truth
So why
Am I
The one that hurts
The one that feels
Wanted more
Too much to deal
But I
Could I
Is it enough 
And is this real
I'm waking soon
Just shake me
Because I
Am I

Am I? (Demo)

WRITTEN/PRODUCED BY STRANGER

Music Video https://youtu.be/pl5xEGCDQ-k?si=TpPFJHKIeIBXOMWZ

No One

Promise

Mirrors

I sat 
And I watched the rain 
I hoped 
But I got the same 
Trying
I feel that I’m to blame 
I know
That things between us changed 

I’ve been 
So hard to reach 
And I can’t 
Say it isn’t me 
This hurt I 
Thought would go away 
I know
That this is part of me 

As long as you still love me
As long as you still 
As long as you still love me
As long as you still 
As long as you still love me
As long as you still 
As long as you still love me
As long as you still

I Know

Tell me I’m not 
The one to blame 
I know the truth 
It’s on my face 
But I, could I? 

Run away 
Until it’s through 
I’m scared that I
Can’t tell the truth 
So why, am I?

The one
That hurts 
The one 
That feels 
Wanted more 
Too much to deal 
But I, could I?

Is it enough?
And is this real?
I’m waking soon
Just shake me
Because I, am I

Am I?

Written/produced by STRANGER

I guess what it was
Wasn’t love
Or maybe what is
Just Isnt enough 

And I hoped 
I hoped 
And I hoped 
I hoped 

I’ve forgotten the day 
What time it is 
My world feels small
Since you have left it

And I hoped 
I hoped 
And I hoped 
I hoped 

Don’t you miss me the way 
We used to be?
I was hoping someday 
You’d come back to me 

And I hoped 
I hoped 
And I hoped 
I hoped

I Hoped

Written/prod by STRANGER
photo by @lilemothugg

What was it I asked from you?
It wasn’t much 
Too much for you
My heart has been torn apart 
I wanted us
To make it through 
And all of my life 
It seems
I’m giving more 
Than getting through 
I wish I was right for you
It cuts so deep 
It hurts me to

But I had to 
But I had to 
But I had to 
But I had to 

Let you go 
Let you go 
Let you go
Let you go

I Had To

Written, produced, and performed by Chandler Rogers

Castle

Morning

Away

Wish It Was You

Wanderer

Far Away (Time Pass)

If you fade away
Don’t come back to me
Take all that you left 
We’ll never speak again 
If when you can’t see
There’s everything you need 
Right in front of you
Is all that you can’t change 

Wait
Wait

Does it hurt to bleed?
Your hurt is hurting me
Close off, you’ll push away
Whatever you can’t see
If it’s meant to be 
Too numb to feel or think 
Left behind is me
So far, out of reach 

Wait 
Wait
(It hurts so bad, it can’t be)
Wait
(And I don’t know what you’re wanting
Why, oh why, are you going?)
Wait
(I can’t tell, did you know me?)

Wait

Last Song

Written & Produced by Chandler Rogers
Drums performed by Ryan Ouse

Wasting 
The arms on the clock
Never stops from turning 
Until it’s up 

Sunshine 
The sky opens up 
The ground sinking, below me
Now it’s done 

It seems like a dream this feeling 
can’t get over, give it up
The world wouldn’t stop from turning 
I guess that I made it up 

Thinking 
I get in my head I’m stuck
Complicating every
Thing I love 

Naive 
Not Brave enough 
Mistakes couldn’t kill me
But keep me up

It seems like a dream this feeling 
can’t get over, give it up
The world wouldn’t stop from turning 
I guess that I made it up

Dreaming

Guitar and Production by Chandler Rogers

Video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QY2YeiDg5AU

Lyrics
Absence of feeling
I've grown to know
Stare at the ceiling 
As time it goes

What else do I have to give
To show you that I care?
No matter how hard I try
I find there's nothing there

So give me my space
But don't go too far away from me
The day that I fell to Earth
I knew this place ain't meant for me

This place ain't meant 
For me

Always grow colder
Days falling shorter
Where and the hell am I am?

Here from a past life
Been through this more times
Than I could count on my hands

Fallen

Guitar by Chandler Rogers, @blaineelmore

written, produced, arranged, mixed & mastered by Chandler Rogers

I don't wanna be here
I just wanna find a place to hide
I don't want to think here
Too much of thought kills me inside
I don't wanna be here
I just wanna leave 
I'm stuck inside
I don't wanna breathe here
I'm dealt too much in such short time

No one cares to talk to me
Ask me how I feel
If the tables turned the other way
Find me caring still
No one seems to notice me
As if I wasn't real
Maybe I'm just a thought
Or a ghost that once was real

I don't wanna be here
I just wanna find a place to hide
I don't want to think here
Too much of thought kills me inside
I don't wanna be here
I just wanna leave 
I'm stuck inside
I don't wanna breathe here
I'm dealt too much in such short time

Hell Of Mind

Written And Produced by Chandler Rogers

I could put my best foot forward
For you, To try 

(To try, to try)

I hesitate a little bit as I realize 
I 
Can’t be the best 
Can’t be the best for you 

You’re like a light, a blessing 
But I find, 
But I find you might need anothers sky 

no matter if I want you to
Your needs
They Come before mine
Someone needs you more than I 
(I do)

Maybe It’s the way I hold you 
Maybe it’s the time we shared so long 
Or Maybe it’s that we’re not meant to 
Maybe it’s cause you were never mine 
And  I was wrong

You Deserve More

Written & Produced by Chandler Rogers

She made her way into my heart 
With ease 
Killing me 

I could give away
The things that make me
Me 

But she’s too far away from home
Afraid she’ll keep fighting me 
Do not want her to feel alone 
I know the way it feels to be

Chandler Rogers

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