Long lost jam from early June. Inspired by Dead Surf's "My Baby Doesn't Want Me" with Brucey Siler slappin synthz.

Am I Even Here

You've got to get more sick before you get better
There ain't one path to joy with fair weather
And though you hate the thought of bein chipped away
With every step you walk
Know the world's a sculptor and you're its marble block

Recovery is discovery indeed
You'll see what you want is finally what you need
You ain't beyond saving if you still have the strength
To look at your reflection and say
I won't settle for this
I can't settle for this
I can get over this
I'll find my way out of this abyss

Your mind could slip succumb to this whole downpour on your head
If you don't pay close attention, it'll take your health instead
Your flesh and blood can be destroyed, someday you'll just drop dead
But defeat, that is a choice, my friend, please do not be misled.

Don't give in to the crying that the sad and lucky sing
It's just a fad, being sad ain't doin' anything
It sure is easy reveling in pity and despair
But gimme a break, everyone awake has done that and been there
It's better to climb than to sit and whine, so do what you wanna do with your time, I know what I'ma do with mine

Cause I know I won't settle for this
I can't settle for this
I can get over this
I'll find my way out of this abyss.

The Road To Recovery

The Sad Smile That Remembers Our History

4 21 14, 3.12 AM

katfeelings

Changed Or Sometin

Recorded under the influence of love + funny juice

Funny Juice

Recorded with instruments of recording sound

Cloud City Streets

on the bus

If you're feeling lost and lonely come and grab a seat
There's a spot next to Misery, who could use some company
You've met our host Self-Loathing and his old friend Apathy
Motivation couldn't make it, she's back home with Dignity

And you with that you could join them, but instead you're here
Erasing one of your few nights alive with each 2 dollar beer
The song playing is hopeful, but the ending of it's near
and the lonely last note's echo
Drifts softly through your ear

The Mirror Behind The Bar

Here are some songs that I went and did. Mostly recorded using only my laptop. 

chaplainchaplin

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