How you feel when the girl you love loves someone else

WHAT DO I DO

I am Never Upset for the Reason I Think

"Lie to Me Once More" is an intimate, soul-stirring acoustic ballad that captures the raw ache of love slipping away. With delicate piano melodies, haunting violin swells, and lyrics that cut deep, this song invites listeners into the fragile space between heartbreak and hope. It's a desperate plea for one last moment of closeness, wrapped in the bittersweet comfort of a beautiful lie. Perfect for emotional acoustic playlists, heartbreak collections, and late-night reflections.

For fans of Lewis Capaldi, James Arthur, and Phoebe Bridgers—this is the song you didn’t know you needed until it breaks you in the best way.

Lie to Me Once More

Battling Depression
The lyrics explore a battle with depression.  The phrase "heartbeats going backwards,"  “HGB,” captures the essence of being stuck, regressing, and revolving back to the beginning.  It’s like the second hand on a clock clicking away but never moving forward.

Heartbeats Going Backwards (HGB)

Do what you do
You get what you get.
To hold or place that bet.
It’s how we believe
In that subject.
The point is not to neglect
In the way we connect.
Through a spirit that
you may not understand
The dialect,
The propagation of time
Is how we confuse the mind.
It’s caught in some web
Forfeiting to the beckoning
Of the belief in what it said.

THE HEALING EXAMPLE

Version 2. 
For my dad and all who have lost their dads. 

Emotion up a notch with lyrics by DjSas.
Song by DjSas.

- Guilty


{ Verse }
I see the mirror
 but it don’t reflect love
Just the weight
 of what I  gave up
Dad’s patience 
worn Mom’s tears like rain
I packed them quiet
 into my suitcase of shame

[Chorus]
Guilty keeps knocking
 at the door of my soul
It's heavy like the chains
 that I can’t let go
For all the times I broke
his heart in this home
Guilt’s my shadow I carry alone

[Verse 2]
Sister called me out
 dad and I 
never saw eye to eye
mum always came 
in between us
Seperating us 
I drowned out her pain
 but her hurt filled the air
Her prayers soft 
but they cut through bone
Dad’s silent eyes
 felt sharper than stones

[Chorus]
Guilty keeps knocking
 at the door of my soul
It's heavy like the chains 
that I can’t let go
For all the times I broke
his heart
The troubles 
I caused in this home
Guilt’s my shadow
I have to carry
all  alone.

[Bridge]
If I could rewind
 to the times
we fought
Tell him how much 
I loved him
it would be so raw 
But regret is no healer
 it just turns to scars
Wishes don’t work
 when you’re now falling apart

[Verse 3]
I’ve built apologies
in my head
 that crumble with time
Still searching for words
 that fill with regret
Sister forgave me
 for the grief I caused 
Mum loves me 
but i broke her heart too
 my guilt’s a ghost
 that follows me everywhere.

{ Verse 4 }
Now I go to visit him knowing his not there
 flowers I lay at his grave 
Tears running down my face
“Dad, why did  you leave me ?” “All alone”

Guilty 
is a burden I have to live with. 

Now that ,Now that  I’m a dad  too.

Guilty

"Built From Silence" is a heartfelt modern pop anthem that captures the journey of someone who’s always stood in the background, until now. It’s about finding strength in solitude, honesty in quiet moments, and rising from years of feeling overlooked. With steady rhythms, soaring melodies, and emotionally raw lyrics, the song turns silence into a source of power. It's for anyone who’s ever felt invisible,  but stayed true to themselves anyway.

Built From Silence

An aching song of grief and emotional residue after someone’s departure. It’s about the things left unsaid and the presence that lingers in silence.

Lights Are Still On

friend zone

Our intention with our musical poetry is to discover a rhythm for peace of mind. Stand on your purpose, Live through each day, Rest, Listen and pray. Pray for the meditative rhythm as we work and play.

THE HEALING EXAMPLE

TUNE Your Mind