Lyrics:

Got it out of my system
I really do miss em
I’m sure I’ll be back before I 
Even Realize

Oh But I know 
I’m playin to the system now
Paint it all rose
I can make myself forget somehow 
That’s just how it goes

Well shit
I guess I’m really starting to miss it
But that’s it I’m reminiscin 
Through the fog on my memory
It’s all colored rose

Truth is nobody knows
I guess we’re all guessin
To see rose
I guess thatsa blessin 
God knows
I’m tired of stressin
To learn to let go
Ain’t that a lesson

U can’t teach that in school 
can’t preach that to fools 
I wish u could but Thats just up to the individual 

I kept to the rules
Man what a tool
It’s easier to follow than individualize
Eyes been on the prize
But has what I’ve been playing for all been lies
I won’t lie it’s easy for me to fantasize 
Than face reality with unfiltered eyes

Got it out of my system
I missed em
I don’t know but it’s hard to see
That far ahead

Oh But I know 
I’m playin right into the system now
I can make myself forget 
But that doesn’t get rid of it

Hurt now and indulge from your success 
Or indulge now and hurt from your failure
I know how easy it is, looking for comfort
To go to what’s been holding u back

I can’t tell u my problems
I don’t even know them 
I think I rationalized them
And see em through a lens
That covers all my missteps
All my messups 
Playin catchup 
For everything I passed up


Truth is nobody knows
I guess we’re all guessin
To have that rose
Ain’t that a blessin 
God knows
I’m tired of stressin
To learn to let go
Ain’t that a lesson

U can’t teach that in school 
can’t preach that to fools 
I wish u could but Thats just up to the individual

I kept to the rules
Man what a tool
It’s easier to follow than individualize
Eyes been on the prize 
But has what I’ve been playing for all been lies
I won’t lie it’s easy for me to fantasize 
Than face reality with unfiltered eyes

Rose

Just Let Go

Go outside the world is so bright
only dark in your mind
that's right the only shadow is what you find inside
dwellin on what happened or what will is suicide
it's better than you think
isn't that nice

You can't guess if someone loves you just trust in yourself
you can't make yourself happy bein someone else
or ignorin somethin deep inside that you just felt
but it's better than you think
isn't that nice

isn't that fine
it'll be alright
quiet your mind
just wait and see
how itll be
that little voice
can mislead

it's shinin
silver linin
im so blinded

its shinin 
silver linings
im so blinded

yeah yeah yeah

Findin love in the rain can seem a little insane
but bein sad in the sun is just the same

Silver Linings

Backing vocals, guitars - Fog City Foggy (my big bro)

HEAD AND HEART
From now on
Head and heart
Nothing goes right
When they live apart
 
Can’t say no
Won’t say yes
Never quite sure
And don’t want to guess
 
Trying to function
Trying to function
With head and heart
 
Lie asleep
Lie awake
Lie to cover up
One more mistake
 
Out at last
Think and feel
Walk in silence
And let time reveal

Head and Heart

lyrics:

I don't wanna get out of bed
I was I was just somewhere inside my head
time to return to the dead

I dont I dont I dont I dont wanna get out of bed
I was stuck dreamin somewhere inside my head
guess I'll return to  the dead

Can u make all of my worries melt away
I've got some things on my chest that I've really got to say
Sometimes it gets tough to just communicate 
like what the hell did u just say 

why do I get upset
it's all in the mindset
don't want to forget this
I just want to fix this  

I feel like I slipped up
forgot that it's all mindset
why do i get tripped up
I just want to fix it 

nothin is real
and nothin really matters
so why aren't you here next to me on a silver platter

yeah

nothin is real
and nothin really matters
so why aren't you here next to me on a silver platter

I don't wanna get out of bed
I was I was just somewhere inside my head
time to return to the dead

I dont I dont I dont I dont wanna get out of bed
I was dreamin somewhere inside my head
guess I'll return to the dead

Dreamin

Lead Guitar: Fog City Fogey
Track mixed and mastered by Woods Studio

LYRIC
It’s a lovely day in an ugly world
Would you mind if you find I'm gonna spend it where the cat lies curled?

I can see outside if I so choose
But if you shout take a look out the window I may refuse

When all of a sudden dark clouds hold sway
It’s not unexpected on a lovely day in an ugly world

Is the glass half full and half empty too?
The optimist and pessimist will tell you that so I guess both are true

The point remains I could use a drink
It’s 5 o’clock somewhere, that’s what I hear and I choose to think

I could make a quick exit but I choose to stay
There’s a chance that tomorrow will be a lovely day in an ugly world

So the sun is out
And the sky is clear
Ignore all the screaming, keep on daydreaming and you'll love it here

If all of a sudden dark clouds hold sway
It’s not unexpected on a lovely day in an ugly world
which I will spend where the cat lies curled
On a lovely day….in an ugly world….

A Lovely Day In An Ugly World

Lyrics:

Taking the best of me
Taking the rest of me
Trying to hold in as I start to pretend
And briefly I can breath again

Walk down memory lane
That shit drives you insane
and the sidewalk is slanted
and never the same

And some things never change
They're just masked up and hid
There's things I wish I could change
I wish I never did

I'm afraid of the future
I'm afraid I'll have nothing
That I'll be a loser
And forget my convictions

Then I start to pretend
That it all makes sense
That I understand it
The way I should live

So I'll let my mind rest for now

When it was me and you girl
I didn't have to pretend
Now my heart's jumpin out of my chest
I just want this feelin to end 

I don't know why it hurts so much so 
I'm just waiting for it to end

Oh my girl can't you see
When I was with you I could finally breath

so trying to hold in as I start to pretend
and briefly I can breath again
and briefly I can breath again

Breath Again

They say go and smoke some weed
relax man just take a drink
god get me somethin to eat
anything but overthink

They say go and smoke some weed
relax man just take a drink
god get me somethin to eat
anything but overthink

I feel like I do what I'm supposed to
not supposed to do what I do
no that I'm poised to get into
block out the noise and get to what I'm meant to

And I still don't resent you
But all the time I am thinking about
Realizing all along it was bound to
Fall apart cuz I was reading your mind too

And now that you're distant
thinking bout you feels so different
maybe it isn't maybe it isn't

They say go and smoke some weed
relax man just take a drink
god get me somethin to eat
anything but overthink

They say go and smoke some weed
relax man just take a drink
god get me somethin to eat
anything but overthink

and now that you're distant
thinking bout you feels so different
maybe it is
and maybe it isn't
forget the intentions
and forget all the indifference
i hate that it ended
how i envisioned

anything but overthink.

Lyrics:

But I'm still just scratchin the surface
All that I want and I'm trying to earn it
Still hidden and tuggin at curtains
think about it and then I start burnin-

Up, ups and downs and highs and lows
my heart still drops as I remember those
wanna be the best and want em all to know
but wanna keep my head and keep my peace

can't focus on what that guy said
can't let the fire come and turn my eyes red
those sposed to be green-lit really don't seem it
girl I want you but you know i don't need it

Girl I want you but you know I don't need it

THe love that's inside is back under construction
I'm crossed up I don't know how to function
and I don't know em, turned back from the function
where to go next, I'm weighin all my options
Feelin lost like i'm runnin out of options
think about how i was and i feel nauseaus
stopped givin advice cuz its a lost cause
stopped givin a fuck that was my last one

And I've spent all the time I need, feelin sorry for myself
Waiting for someone to come around around to fix it all 

I hate to think that all my time could come to waste for someone else
I hate to think I'd fade away always waiting for something else

And even if all falls apart and I lose my hold on myself
living halfway never helped the unease and the fear I've felt

I've lost pieces of me in the hole they left grew something else
Something only I could ever really know the meaning of 

THe love that's inside is back under construction
I'm crossed up I don't know how to function
and I don't know em turned back from the function
where to go next I'm weighin all my options
feelin lost like I"m runnin out of options 
think about how I was and I feel nauseaus
stopped givin advice cuz its a lost cause
stopped givin a fuck that was my last one

I waited on you (yeah) and I'm so glad that I did
texting you all day and night and I never got bored of it
well maybe a little but I'm fine with bein bored with you
fine with wasting time and stayin up talkin it up with you

I'm high again (yeah) got a whole new frame of mind
life's too short to waste it feelin guilty all the fuckin time
Happiness takes effort and some willingness to sacrifice
sitting back feels good for now but that's until you pay the price

Rose

Charles Hacker

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