NO SMILES NO LAUGHTER 
THE TRAIN RIDE DISASTER

Femme Fatale (cover).wav

befriending your body

first time making a song in this general style

numb

I am not that.
I am not that.
I cannot hear it.
I cannot feel it.
Everytime this happens I cannot feel anything.
Yet, at the same time... I feel everything.
I have broken all of the bones.
You do not have to take anything away, I have given it all.
I have fallen, I have feared, I have loved, I have seen.
I have seen way too much, fuck, I have seen way too much.
I have seen you, in all of your glory, all of your power you hold on me. 
Fuck, I am in the palm of your hand. 
The feeling when you squeeze your fist tighter gives me a sense of euphoria.
What is life without this feeling of pure joy and bliss.
This feeling, it is everything.
Yet once again, this feeling is nothing at all.
I start over, counting the mistakes I have made in my head.
One.
Twenty three.
forty eight.
eighteen.
These numbers rise, and some other numbers fall. 
I see it happening every single day, yet I feel bigger in every way.
Everyone is worried. 
But frankly, I would rather die than let this all stop. 
Tell me, who am I, what have I done?
I am not that.
I am not that.
I am not that.
I am not that.
I am not that.
I am not that.
I am not that.

i am not that

there will never be another u

WHO DAT BOY REMIX

i dont care

hiding my true self FINAL.wav

the pottery sits there all night long MASTER.wav

MISERY.wav

just a friend (demo)

rough night

hey there delilah by the plain white tees

iris by the goo goo dolls unfinished.wav

for change UNFINISHED

drums ezra geissler
bass aidan shapero
guitar and backup vocals colin ratcliff

recorded and engineered by goodway studios
mixed/mastered by charlie lomonaco

thank you cuckzine for having me
thank you ezra aidan and colin for playing with me
thank you goodway for capturing the audio 
what a fun time 
pain was not played

live at cuck 6/14/24

your might

hey there delilah by plain white t's

i cant hide

i tried again

tell me why

enough for you

i think she looks like me

just a friend

stuck

it's not your fault

pain

much love and respect to P.H.F. for the collaboration <3

when it's hard (feat. P.H.F.)

this is where i shit post my tunes. i had my name spelled wrong on here for idk how long..........

charlie lomonaco

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