just sang this song cuz it makes me all mushy in weird ways

pov: you’re speaking to 2017 you about a love that just won’t go away....

out like a light (headphones only)

you are the roots from which i have learned to love. i love you.
& i like the way ur head rests on my head when u hug me

ain't never felt this way
can't get enough so stay with me
it's not like we got big plans
let's drive around town holding hands

and you need to know
you're the only one, alright... alright
and you need to know
that you keep me up all night, all night

oh, my heart hurts so good
i love you, baby, so bad, so bad
oh, oh my heart hurts so good
i love you, baby, so bad, so bad

mad cool in all my clothes
mad warm when you get close... to me
slow dance these summer nights
our disco ball's my kitchen light

and you need to know
that nobody could take your place, your place
and you need to know
that I'm hella obsessed with your face, your face

oh, my heart hurts so good
i love you, baby, so bad, so bad
oh, oh my heart hurts so good
i love you, baby, so bad, so bad

and you need to know
you're the only one - alright, alright
and you need to know
that you keep me up all night, all night

my heart hurts so good
i love you, baby, so bad, so bad
oh, oh my heart hurts so good
i love you, baby, so bad, so bad...
so bad, oh
oh, my heart hurts...
oh, my heart hurts...
oh, my heart hurts...
so bad...now.
really quite bad...

ILYSB, stripped (headphones only)

i really hope this file isn’t corrupted lol

this song has always had a lot of meaning for me emotionally and I have to say that I love the journey that it has taken me on. from letting emotions control me to controlling my emotions, things haven't always been easy but they are for sure feeling easier. and I am happy with that. 

also I like my voice better now, I think it sounds more raw so enjoy ig

underground - remastered

this is all over the place really, but haven’t featured alex on here since the winter so welcome back to a shortened version of our usual podcast!

featuring willow by taylor swift in the bg!

:)))

alex and i talk echolocation and mothers

original song and lyrics from even if it’s a lie - demo by matt maltese 


best to listen with headphones of course
this is my demo version of the demo so enjoy :)
update: flatmate very impressed with the speed at which i made this track

:))))) love this song v much

voice excerpts from THAT scene in little women <///3333 heartbreaking af

lyrics:

I was growing younger day by day, there was love and it was all arranged
And I held you with the wandering eye
Now I know the girl I shoulda known, now I feel the love I should've shown
And I pull you in but you push me out

And I, know, you don't love me so but please say it once before I go

I know that you can feel me
Tell me that you don't love me
But say it one more time
I'm going darling, I'll step lightly
Live on as if you still love me
Just say it one more time
Even if it's a lie, even if it's a lie

Colours in the dress you used to wear
The way that you'd put up your golden hair
But I'll turn the lights down and leave
All the ways that I could say it now
You're the girl to push away my doubt
But it's too late and were too young to know

And I, know, you don't love me so but please say it once before I go

I know that you can feel me
Tell me that you don't love me
But say it one more time
I'm going darling, I'll step lightly
Live on as if you still love me
Just say it one more time

I know that she can feel me
Just tell me that you don't love me
But say it one more time
I'm going darling, I'll step lightly
Live on as if you still love me
Just say it one more time
Even if it's a lie, even if it's a lie
Even if it's a lie, even if it's a lie

p.s. to the person this is for: i love you so much that i hate you. it’ll never be anything other than that.￼

p.p.s. big heart to gabby for making the cover look so pretty <33333333

even if it’s a lie - demo

i’ve been wanting to finish this one for a while and finally got round to it, so here it is <3

it is so much better with headphones you will not regret it!! 3D sound n that!!

tape recording sample taken from hide my face by acid ghost !!

the song is my heart is buried in venice by ricky montgomery

lyrics + added stuff

come rest your bones next to me
and toss all your thoughts to the sea
i’ll pull up each of our anchors
so we can get lost, you and me
my heart is buried in venice
hidden beneath all my worries and doubts
my heart is buried in venice
waiting for someone to take it home

even when you try to hide it
a smile creeps out from your teeth
i never thought that I would have to say I'm sorry
for anyone but me
now my heart is buried in venice
waiting for someone to take it home

say, say what you mean
tell me the truth (just tell me the truth)
or tell me you're through (i can’t do this anymore)
(overlapping arguing/chatter)
don’t leave me to breathe
don’t leave me to bleed
for someone who chose to leave me be
(don’t leave me be)
(don’t leave me be)
(don’t leave me be)

my heart is buried in venice
waiting for someone to take it
home.


idk for me this song perfectly captures the tragedy that is having a big heart, and how painful it then is when it’s broken, also how painful it is being alone sometimes when you have so much love to give and nobody to give it to in the way you want to.
i guess that shit can kill u if u can’t control it.

enjoy…

my heart is buried in venice (headphones only)

best with headphones on full volume 


lyrics:

I woke up underground
Not a light, not a sound
I threw my voice into the dark
But the dark had no remark,
Just repeated what I said

Claustrophobic at first
Struck by hunger and thirst
I stood up and looked around
There was nothing to be found
Just a world I couldn't see
(hey it’s really dark down here!)

And I heard whoo
I can't see you now
I'll find my way underground
(i’ve never really been a fan of tunnels)

Then my fear began to ease
From far away was felt a breeze
Telling me to move along
Move along there's nothing wrong
So I cornered my resolve

Took a breath and took a step
Encountered metal on my left
(uh i don’t really like the sound of this)
What a strange thing to find
Metal in this place of mine
Running lengthwise down the hall
And I heard whoo

Then a light broke through the black
I was standing on a track
That little light began to grow
There was no where I could go
(no NO, STOP IT!)

Oh oh and the ground began to shake
No time left to hit the brake
That little light was closing in
And suddenly I'm floating

Love I see you now, oh
You found me here, underground.

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for me this song was a breakdown of my emotions. 
the satisfaction, the confusion, the panic, and finally; the death. 

life will keep on going, the trains won’t stop for you.

underground (headphones only)

featuring kyoto by phoebe bridgers in the background :p


alex had more to say but i don’t like giving her a platform for her extraverted propaganda 🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼

the cover is the cake we made today together btw

alex and i screaming our pain to an empty field

this is literally my fourth time posting this so pls soundcloud don’t copyright claim me. i literally had to replace the instrumental grrrr

OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS LITERALLY OFF BEAT IN THE MIDDLE SKSJDLAJO!!!

okay whatever i don’t even care anymore. enjoy this ear attack ://////

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wanted to post this a few days ago but i only felt like it today. simple as that really. bye i guess.

this town (headphones only)

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