Timeframes/tracklist

0:00 XiiiDolor - Im Sorry, I Couldn’t Be Him.

2:05 Maji - White Forces(Prod. Nel1k)

3:47 Vinay - bajo la vena

5:35 SNOWINTERLUDE - GHOSTSNEXTDOOR ft. R SOUL, SwoonHearts

8:27 L A T R E L L - GRAVE DIGGER (prod. JXLN)

9:48 XiiiDolor - Fairy Tale

11:26 SLYSLOSTSOUL - kill confirmed

13:17 CRXMSON - vertigo (prod. yun head)

14:54 KashKuro - hero killer stain

17:28 CursedStar - numb

20:52 XiiiDolor - Into the Stars (prod. longlost)

22:52 OctoberXI - BLOOD ON THE FLOOR (PROD. DEADSATURRN)

24:27 imaginarymandy - I don’t need you anymore,goodbye [prod.illuminehill]

25:53 Constant - 1k freestyle (prod. xaid)

26:46 MAXZZ KABUKI - hvtred (prod. spaceghostpurrp x herinskvn)

29:57 XiiiDolor - RED ROOM // *ASYLXM*

32:00 Dotto - She Wanna Dance (prod. Lonebwoy)

34:31 Sopperior - extinction! ft. XiiiDolor x XIXVII x Arc.Angelo

38:37 WISDOM FOREST - CURSE (PROD. ILYLUNA X MAXOKOOLIN)

39:43 XiiiDolor - HUGH HEFNER (Prod. Supreme)

41:43 JUSTVANISH - MERCY (FREESTYLE)

44:56 KILL XIETY - ILEAVEEMINBODYBAG$ (PROD. OUTRAGE)

45:43 CHARMCAS111N0 - Rose Garden

50:19 Cvrsed Kyubi - DICKINYOURBITCH

51:19 XiiiDolor - Destiny

13th Cult Mix Vol. 6 +HAVOC+

Song List

1.
JUSTVANISH - Aristocratz (Ft. KIDCOLE, MAXZZ) [0:00 - 2:00]

2.
KYUBIIJAZU - Disappearance in the Winter (Prod. Mo Beats) [2:00 - 4:35]

3.
BRUSHOKANA - Annefrank (Ft. KUZEKU) [4:35 - 6:23] 

4.
CVRSED KYUBI - Cvrsed Pt. 1 (Prod. Lunace) [6:23 - 8:33]

5.
CHARM - Rose Garden [8:33 - 12:57]

6.
XIIIDOLOR - inmycoupe (Prod. IZANAMIII)
[12:57 - 14:56]


Nebula ✨💫🌟

Andromeda mix vol. 1: Nebula

[everything you hear holds meaning]

lyrics

i can't seem to fucking understand it
i don't even know what "it" is
ever since i was a kid i would go outside to look at the stars and think, like
this is what life is?
this is what existence is?
this is what's here for me?
it's so fucking unreal, like
i remember when i was young
i was so fucking worried i would just die and there would be nothing for me
but the older i get the more that becomes a comforting thought
i'm so fucking tired
i'm so fucking exhausted
and i feel like i'm losing myself again
i don't know

the moon calls to come home
i'm crying & i'm dying i can't even feel my damn self
bottled up emotion for a couple fucking years
now i'm bleeding in the slow, while they sit up on a damn shelf
and so i saw an angel and she saved me i don't even know why
underneath the hanging tree i wasn't meant to die
baby you're an angel, why you really wanna fly
grab my fucking wrist and we can both die,
tonight

so used to this life that we're living
i don't feel alive anymore
don't care how i feel
don't care how i feel
they don't care how i feel anyways, i guess
tell me what's meant for me
look at this life cause this life is what's left for me
tell me what's meant for me
look at this life cause this life cause it's all that is left for me

there's gotta be more for me

charm - fade to static (2021 rare) [prod. hoodieslut]

like a drug

angel (first song)

prod. kashmirre

(lyrics)
it's a hopeless feeling
as if nothing will ever be enough for me
i feel so out of place
like this body isn't my own
as if i'm not supposed to be here
as if i don't belong
the more & more i try to fill this void
the more empty i become
i just wish it didn't have to be this wat
i wish things could be the way they were again
nowadays i only feel alive in short, fleeting moments
my insomnia is killing me
i barely sleep 
i barely eat
i just float
disconnceted from it all
disconnected from you
and i hate myself for it
i hate myself for the the fact that i only feel like i'm myself when i'm high
i only feel like myself when i'm not myself
and i'm so sorry
i wish things were different
but i think i'll feel this way until i die

12/25/18

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