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Evelyn Waugh. HUH! What is he good for?

Published on SC 1 August 2023

Work in progress

Sky Burial

..FABULA: doublesided | darkbleed..
50:17,12.06.22,Electronic
tracklist:
1. песнь первая ; истинная история - свет
2. kusabimaru					
3. ai-tsuki
4. laptopstorytell
5. bbllaadde
6. non-organic oile
7. falling tear reflecting as a mirror
8. seaside5ix
9. lost toy
10. волк воющий на солнце	
11. u; can[ not ]
12. urheart ain't
13. rise to fall n rise again
14. segment'[_]zen
15. песнь вторая ; истинная история - тьма
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[ что я хотел бы сказать себе тогда ]
Чувствуя глубину мириад планет фибрами,сам себя ограничил и опустошил. То наполнялось,что в конце оставила кратер на своем,некогда,теплом месте.
Все более погружаясь в эскапизм,отсекая мир реальный,отторгал все то,что будет ценно после. Слепо чувствуя истинное и искреннее в том, что подобным поделиться не могло.
Присущее  свойство оказалось радикальным присвоением,что было высечено путем самообмана и нелепого оправдания.
БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,БЕГИ,но не убегай; 
Говори то,что хочешь сказать,то,что искренне желаешь;
Бойся отсутствия возможности,не результата;
Чувствуй,что чувствуешь,это нормально; 
Помни о целостности, о крови и ответственности;
Не усложняй и не отдаляйся, не сублимируй и не  забывайся.
Проснись.
Забирай свое и что принадлежит тебе, не бойся принять правду к себе и своему,ты таков,каким являешься.
Обрастай связями и доверием,формируй путь и освещение. Цени друзей и не позволь угаснуть любви к [...]. Старайся и не падай ниц пред крайностью и неудачей.
Прими боль,выжги.
Ты виноват в своей опустошенности сам.
Старайся не терять себя и свое,помни дорогу домой.
Обретай силу и спокойствие.
Формируй историю сам,пока это возможность у тебя не отобрали
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[ what i wanted to say then ]
Feeling depth of myriad planets by fibers, me restricted myself and devastated. filling up, what left behind a crater in ,once, warm place.
More and more diving in escapism, cutting off real life, rejected all that, what will be valuable after . Blindly feeling true and sincere in that, what couldn't share the same.
Inherent feature turned out radical appropriation, what was carved by self-deception and ridiculous excuse way.
RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, but don't run away;
Say what you want to say, that, what you sincerely wish;
Fear the lack of opportunities, not result;
Feel what you feel, its normal;
Remember about integrality, about blood and responsibility;
Dont complicate and dont move away, dont sublimate and dont forget oneself.
Wake up.
Take what's yours and what belongs to you, dont fear to accept truth to yourself and yours, your are  what you are.
Overgrow with ties and confidence, form a way and  illumination. Appreciate friends and dont let the love to [...] fade away. Try and dont kneel if front of  extremity and failure.
Take the pain, ignite it.
You are to blame for your emptiness yourself.
Try to not lose yourself and yours, remember a way to home.
Form history yourself, before this opportunity took away.

FABULA: doublesided|darkbleed

saisho no kyoku - jitsuwa : hikari

A song that touches on the realm of mental health and how we need to help break down the defence of such a powerful illness. It’s not a box to tick or a problem to solve its far more complicated than that. 
If theirs someone we love or just someone we know or even a complete stranger just shine a little light into there corner. This will let them now they are not alone and we are here to talk and help. 
The song as been recorded with live instruments remotely and me and Sarge  we would like to thank the musicians who got involved.
Sarge as produced, played several instrumentals and liaised with the other musicians to make this happen. Enjoy

Darkest Corner ~ Under This Sun _

This is an original love song that recalls such a vivid passion that he temps fate by dare asking if all these years later it could be reignited. Despite all odds, he ponders the seemingly impossible.

Lyrics:    Like We Could by Craig Durgy

I’m sure we can’t recall, the name of that motel
Where we parked our cars and hugged so hard we, 
Nearly fell
Like first time teenage fool-arounds we, 
Unlocked that door
And our summer duds went flying to the floor

And I loved you like no other, ‘cause I could
Never love another, the way we would
And I’d go back to that day with you, when it felt so good
Would you kiss me now, as if we really could
Can you understand, what we understood
And felt so good, like we could

The sun just melted all our cares, that distant day
But the bluegrass bands, like sonic fans just, 
Blew the sweat away
And I held you by your cut-off jeans like, 
Somewhere deep I knew
That loving you was too good to be true

And I loved you like no other, ‘cause I could
Never love another, the way we would
And I’d go back to that day with you, when it felt so good
Would you kiss me now, as if you really could
Can you understand, what we understood
And felt so good, like we could

Like We Could

St. Martin's Day In Poznań

As Winter Holds Me

with the congregation on acoustic bass
Recorded at fredrick street studios and bowling alley

Them’s the breaks 

Without a doubt I understand 
I figured out what life intends
Would hope seem sweeter 
Would fate feel fair
To rob Peter
With no Paul to care

Without a doubt I understand 
I figured out what life demands 
It ain’t money 
And class is lame
What it is
You get to name

Them’s the breaks
The horse you saddle
Like a snake without a rattle
Dropping down from the sky
Like an anvil
You’re up yer life
Without a paddle 

Take what we want 
Not what we need
Steal a glacier for just a drink
Sell them rope when they sink
Screw the others
We’re taught to think

them's the breaks w/ the congregation

Not sure what this is…. 
It’s kinda rock, soul ? 
Anyway … it’s here ..

Waves

Recorded in 2023
Released on 31 March 2023

Pump Up My IV

the way back to you

Plight of the BubbleGum
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someone put lSD in my bubblegum
I wanna get it on but my head is twisted
where the world ends is when I existed
what is truth when it lies fixated 

in my bubblegum, I wanna get it on
but my mind is empty
my thoughts they fall in tandem  
I see strangers and panic at random

hey there not so fast priest
you wanna tell me what It is I’m missing?
I pray to mother mary but it’s
all illusion until I start drinking

well-water will rise in earth
the scorched land and comet hearth
and whoever put holy water next to me,
it’s no bother, it chills levity 

and if I’m a hypocrite, I’ll stick my bubblegum in it
if I stick it on your artwork well, I’ll chew it straight to hell
and when I get there lines are formed, some are sleeping queens
adorned in radiant whistles aimed at the sky,
light them up! let them fly!

light them up, let them fly!
I wanna get it on where tongues are twisted
the stuff that makes gum chewy? it is… it is…
whatever it is, I missed it

one more moment fast
where rockets fly in the night cosmic blast
where all soldiers pinned beneath the sky, 
don’t cry, I got bubblegum

it’s a mystery to me, worth lies beneath cosmic beauty
it scars me wide it’s coming straight to Ayhem (Son of a Lion) surprise
One more time I stick my bubblegum in your eyes
I’ll have you blind than lie to me one more time

Plight Of The BubbleGum

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