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sample: Capstan - Reprieve <3

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

tothegood - I AM A LIAR

"I knew this fly flowerchild that had a vibe like no other, to the riverbank we went. To talk about God's creations, the cosmos & to just let the time pass."

THIS IS HER STORY.

Thank you guys so much for 2K.

Featuring the incredible : @curtistootrill
Produced by the phenomenal : @tomppabeats

Follow IG : @squared313
Follow Twitter : @SquaredGolden

#DUSTERA #ForeverGolden

flowerchild (riverbank) feat. curtis roach [prod. TOMPPABEATS]

letdown

Ft: https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
Prod: https://soundcloud.com/sheltr666

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

Let go w/ Fats'e (Prod. sheltr )

@lilskil x @lilxlotus x @fats_e x @scummusic

prod @lederry

fats'e x rainy bear x lil lotus x scum  -  11:11   [prod lederrick]

"Get You" (feat. Kali Uchis)
Written by Daniel Caesar & Kali Uchis
Produced by Jordan Evans & Matthew Burnett
Music by Jordan Evans, Matthew Burnett, BADBADNOTGOOD, Ian Culley & Wes Allen
Mixed & Mastered by Riley Bell

"Japanese Denim"
Written by Daniel Caesar
Produced by BADBADNOTGOOD, Matthew Burnett & Jordan Evans
Music by BADBADNOTGOOD, Matthew Burnett, Jordan Evans, Daniel Caesar & Ian Culley
Mixed & Mastered by Riley Bell

Follow @danielcaesar
www.danielcaesar.com
facebook.com/dannyixxi
twitter.com/danielcaesar
instagram.com/danielcaesar

Get You - Single

Music Video

Get You (feat. Kali Uchis)

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

it's been a while..experimenting with something new:)
guitar/vox by the outset

lyrics:
i'm up late but why
little things on my mind
they're bigger than i know
uglier than i show
my eyes are heavy now
i'm going like a hound
i see the stars up at night
more than i see the sun
i need to get some sleep tonight
but certain things aren't sitting right 
so take me out tonight
sipping something right
i just wanna close my eyes
so take me out tonight
sipping something right

i just wanna close my eyes

twitter: twitter.com/theoutsetx
instagram: instagram.com/theoutsetx

insomnia (prod. the outset)

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

Mixed by They Say and Lil Lotus
Written and recorded by Yung Lazarus & Lil Lotus
Fool For You EP coming soon

Spotify

Street Lights (ft.Lil Lotus)(prod.killedmyself)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

@fats_e
@93feetofsmoke
prod.  https://soundcloud.com/ceasedmusic


LIL LOTUS:

you can find me dead inside my whip
death by hollow tips
try to talk about it i might slip
tighten up my grip

fats'e:

i just really want to fill my body up with lead
stop my heart from beating i will feel at peace at last
put the draco to my skull don't need another chance
steal my life with steel against my temple make it fast

93FEETOFSMOKE:

you can find me 
walking with a sense
snakes still round my limbs
been this way 
guess since I was a jit
tighten up my fist 

homie caught a rock 
up threw his head
ya I miss my friends
lil bo's hose winding 
inside the whip
a I miss my friend 

LIL LOTUS:

you can find me dead inside my whip
death by hollow tips
try to talk about it i might slip
tighten up my grip

hollow tips ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE x fats'e [prod. ceased]

Bruce Brookins's Album

Last touch prod deadalive

would you go

VIDEO: youtu.be/RWo_yQr_8bA?a

BODYBAG EP(Prod. Nedarb)

Prod:
https://twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM
https://www.instagram.com/nedarbnagrom/

Art: 
http://roelun.co
https://twitter.com/roelun
https://www.instagram.com/roelun/

Lyrics:
I'm just tryna get to u
Shits been hard 
But I'm making moves 
Well I'm trying
I'm trying 

And I just hope u understand
All the pain in my back 
And blisters on my hands 
It's all u
Now you're screaming 
At the top of your lungs
I don't need u

Ask me what's my problem
Baby come outside 
Pulling on my hand like everything's alright 
Messing with my 
Something's just not right 
I don't wanna go back 
Baby u should know that 

Bitch don't hit my line
Do this every night 
Phone on 2% 
Like ya i swear that shit gone die
I've been getting money 
pretty baby what u like 
I've been getiin money 
pretty baby what u like

At The Top Of Your Lungs (Prod. Nedarb) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION *

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

LYRICS

with everything you left unsaid
i'll never get you out my head
i wish i felt the way i did
but i can't stand the way we live

only way of keeping track is by the blisters on my hand
wish that you weren't so distracted wish that you would understand
only thing that ever mattered was the life that we had planned
but you know that every life will have to end, i've been thinking bout

everything you left unsaid
i'll never get you out my head
i wish i felt the way i did
but i can't stand the way we lived

the two of us are dying

killstation - the two of us are dying (prod. killstation)

the worthless

uncertain

the water

is rising



im choking

help me

i dont know how much more i can take



oh what a beautiful night it is

the wind is howling at my skin

inching me closer to the window

and im not scared at all



a walking corpse

cleanse my soul

rid me of all my impurities



or let me rot

6 feet deep

either ways fine with me





i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares



and i always think about how fucked up it is that we live our whole lives trying to please others



but we can never please ourselves 



day after day

night after night

its just never enough and it will never be enough



now everyday i just sit in this bed and feel sorry for myself and the cycle repeats like clockwork



years to months to days to hours to minutes to seconds



and i swear the only way out of this prison i put myself in is a bullet to my fucking head or a bottle of spilt pills



i need to learn

to just to give in

theres no point in fighting it anymore

i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

Ur Dad Has A Gun w/ Shinigami (Prod. Shinigami)

download: http://tinyurl.com/failuredownload
album cover shot by b.g_i
logged by hightosis
recorded at seshstudios
www.teamsesh.com

lyrics

WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE 
WE WILL ALL BE DUST SOON SO WHO CARES ANYWAY
LOWER MY IN THE GROUND
HOLDIN ONTO MEMORIES WILL LEAD YOU TO ONE PLACE
NIGHTMARES NIGHTMARES
IF YOU WAKE UP ILL BE RIGHT HERE

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Chase Carlson