silent hills ft. seezenz (p. linkey)

ignored every sign

prod. pekarot

ive become a carbon copy of all of the things that i used to despise
maybe ill feel much better with some conversation and the touch of your skin tonight
jump my bones
bleed me dry
take it all from me i swear its fine
i dont know who i am without our hand’s intertwined 
and the picture i keep is a symbol of time
im way more fucked up than I realized 
shot myself in the foot, i ignored every sign
i pray to god we hit every red light 
cause when moments are fleeting, the now must suffice
maybe we can fall in love again for a night
forgive and forget, I dont care who was right
He might be remembered, but we’ll never die
search for salvation in all your goodbyes

Oh what a shame we became 
Such a fragile broken thing 
Wish we could’ve stayed the same
Oh the pain that it brings
When I think of all the ways that I could’ve seen it coming 
Would’ve fucked up anyways
Still dont know what im running from , so the songs are how I deal with what we’ve become
The glow in your eyes is as bright as the sun and it stays there even when push comes to shove
you mean more to me than you realize 
Girl you color my sky
why the fuck would i lie?
your face is a mainstay inside of my mind
read the texts back in your voice like every time
give me the chance to take you on a drive 
the way that you hold me makes everything fine 
moments so perfect at every red light
and i wish i could feel it at least one more time

red light (prod. pekarot)

as i come back to this place 
i see the lights dim on the way
when the sunset takes a vow
i wish that one day you’ll be here now

i’m alone, i’m alone
i’m alone, i’m alone
i’m alone, i’m alone
i’m alone, i’m alone

prelude to disaster (neverforever)

(prod. cxrter x the sound clown)

lyrics:
oh my youre the danger zone
i let you get so close
then you go and take control
of every muscle

you have me by a piece of string
ill be your puppet just let me in
ill give it up ill let you win
do i mean a thing

here we go again
acting innocent
lately its been different
youve been so distant

oh my youre the danger zone
i let you get so close
then you go and take control
of every muscle

oh how its killing me
you love to watch me bleed
still do it so willingly
anything you need

you have me by a piece of string
ill be your puppet just let me in
ill give it up ill let you win
do i mean a thing

Danger Zone

2nd single <3

lyrics 

darling our love ain't the same
still getting fog in the brain
pissed off but can u still stay
i'm longing but walking away

she wanna sit on high hopes
lie on bad copes
soon ill fly home 
soon ill fly home 

pouring in slowly
rolling up sacks
to moving so quickly
how do we do that uh baby

i see all all the skies that we’d watch go by before we’d sleep
i cant help but keep these memories locked away

baby our love was the top
made sure we’d feel in the top
like baby you're hitting the spot
baby you're hitting the spot

just take my heart
it's not the same 

she don't wanna stop, like can you just drop it, no way
like, i wanna love you, i wanna fuck you yeah aye

she coming back, back to me
i'll keep it a stack, dragging me
like can you relax actually
just trying to figure out who i really wanna be uh

i wonder why you don't say i love you anymore directly to my face
i can't even let these words out no more, just pour the champagne

'coz i wanna love without help
wanna learn to love you by myself
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind as long as i'm sane
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind long as you're s-
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind long as you're safe

love song, this a love song baby
love song, this a love song baby

pouring up champagne
rolling up fast
smoking a stack
making it last uh baby

i see all the stars but you
you
you 
are the one

homebound

homebound (jabarionthebeat)

Shoutout sevenfeet for the amazing collab!!

Lyrics:

Devin's World:
So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

Can't sleep I roll over and hold you
Act like I haven't told you
You're my safe space, with you I always feel at home
Give you a kiss and all a sudden all my dreams implode

It's too late I'm hooked on what you give
The tingling I feel inside my head still
Feel like you preyed on my, cause I was fucking vulnerable
Now I lie, cheat, and steal, I'm not so honorable

So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

Sevenfeet:
And i'll still give you my heart you know i'm waiting for the day you come back in my arms
I promise I aint giving up, lets go back and restart
Missing part of myself when i withdraw from your touch

You left me alone just to prove that I need you
Calling your phone but you just let it ring through

I was lost, you told me lies, through hazel eyes
I felt alright, now its over just let it die

Devin's World & Sevenfeet background vocals:
So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

One Inhale feat. sevenfeet (prod. jewelryboy)

(prod. afterlife)

devin's hook:
call me up again
when you get home safe
never know whats going on
in my own brain
but youre the reason im alive today
yeah youre the reason i survive my days

sevenfeet:
Your head on my shoulder
keeps me warm even when I’m acting colder
and you’ve been patient when I’m struggling staying sober
I just hope you stay in to my arms as we get older

You’ve been chipping at the layers of my heart tryna
Make a difference to the way I hold my guard im
Kind of learning what I think it means to love again
I’m feeling things I’ve never felt do you understand?

That I’ll answer when you call, I mean it
You said you’ve been betrayed, my dear I know the feeling
Long black sleeves and I can tell you’re freezing
Let me make repairs cause I know we’re both healing

scorpio:
when i look into your eyes
i see a new life
shining in a dazling light
a future with you, so bright
i know
im dreaming of a place called home

majoraeclipse:
When I'm wasting away 
Alone in my bedroom and light up a strain 
I fight with the sentiment to be what you wanted 
I think I know that I can't be that, if I'm being honest 
I'm growing tired of you 
If things had been different, I might've been cool to have around
I guess I'm kind of a fool 
For thinking I could make it from the start 
Now the consequences tearing me apart

kiddamo:
dont tell me that you love me
i can see it in your eyes
if its till death do us part
then girl lets die tonight
i know it dont feel right sometimes
im walking on thin ice sometimes

theres more to your story beneath the cover
ill turn the pages until im your lover
ill put them in a bodybag if you find another one
up all night long so

heyzbee:
Hold me dear
I need you here
Surrounded by things 
That cause me tears 

While I’m falling apart you’re always there for me
Ive been failing back to back for centuries 
But when you’re with everything becomes a harmony 
All alone, you’re the only thing that I could see

augustin:
call me up im wide awake
it would be a dream to hear your voice again, im lonely
i wish i could run away
run into the past and live my life as the old me

and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby
and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby

home safe

lyrics:
(me)
Oh, I don't know if I wanna die (wanna die)
What would change if I lied (lied)
Please show some fucking empathy
Keep lookin' back at our remedies
Oh, why do I fuck up everything? (fuck up everything)
My whole life turned into a downswing

Why am I such a mistake? (mistake)
Just gimme a damn break
(gimme a break,, gimme a break)
Nobodies perfect
Sorry I'm indirect
I'm tryna be better
Oh, gimme back my sweater (gimme back my sweater)
Was I ever really worth it?
No I'm not ok I assured it
Think I reached the worst epitome
Better off being infamy

(Vails)
I'm so sick of saying no
I'm embarrassed never anywhere to go
Leeching off my friends
They got my back
I know I'm always straying from the path

I should stay inside but I'm hunting the drugs
Just wanna feel no emotion
Like nothing at all
So surprising the amount of people staying by my side
Even though I'm on the worse route
I'll follow the lines
I wanna die
I'm not gonna lie
It's to much to handle
Maybe I should cry
I wanna die
I'm not gonna lie
It's to much to handle
Maybe I should cry

wanna die w/ vails (johnnyfriend)

(prod. mackk)
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
take me from this place
i dont wanna be there anyway
you said you hated all he is
then u were with him for that night
i just wanna hold you close and tight
hope u dont leave me all alone
i just wanna hug u one time
maybe ill make u my life
and lets just know u did
and its been like this
i been all inside
i felt more than fine
hes been holding u
oh the timing fuck
more i do
has got me more in love with you

i thought i found a reason i could hide
who was right?
she took it all from me
and now i will lose my mind

now hes taking off your clothes
in his room, ur all alone
oh he used you?
who would have thought
when he bruised you in the heart
howd u forget, i warned you
lies sent, i trust you
welp right, i shoulda known better
without you,
ill drown in this weather
n i been feeling like you wouldnt care
she took it all from me n
she knew that i would be here
n i been hurting inside for the last time
cause i dont wanna be here oh no

Should Have Known (mackk)

neverforever
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
i could lay on top ur chest
n i would be right here to rest
n u would leave a thought on top of my head
whats it take to rid of doubt
i been gone for long, it dont count
what you did for me, how i couldnt leave
n it just wont be forever
if you dont let me be there
i could give u all i had
if you didnt leave oh
i just wish you were the one for me
but as this time moves on its looking bleak
n i just didnt know how long i had in this life
oh

10/21/2024

A Future With You (neverforever)

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