this is actually insane bruh I'm glad I found you

a poem about suicide.

lyrics:

you got the 
right type of wrong
can't take that back
that love's gone
leave cuts in both of my arms
I'm bleeding
(yuh)

it was like that 
right song
in that 
right place
with that
wrong drink
and that
right face
it's so 
hard to know what you
can't replace

and now the world is crumbling and I can't escape it 
so

the demons inside me
they dance around the yard
the angels they stand there
and taunt
like prision guards
I just need to get
this message out
but it's so hard
to even formulate my sentences
(yuh)

the myth of a happy life 
it lives inside your dreams
we all know we die
and then there's nothing left
to see
I'm ending my life
cause no one would begin
with me

the other side it calls
it's beckoning

and now it's over
folding
falling apart

you took every part of my soul
and ripped up both of
my hearts

you made a monster
tears falls
out of my eyes

oh "kali ma"
you ripped my heart out
I saw you take a bite
(oh woah, woah)

the demons inside me
they dance around the yard
the angels they stand there
and taunt
like prision guards
I just need to get
this message out
but it's so hard
to even formulate my sentences
(yuh)

the myth of a happy life 
it lives inside your dreams
we all know we die
and then there's nothing left
to see
I'm ending my life
cause no one would begin
with me

the other side it calls
it's beckoning

demons & angels

ALL PLATFORMS

demons & angels (xlilgx)

THIS SONG GOT PLAYED ON DR P3!
PROOF: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i4G94KUkiOY&ab_channel=FLTR
Enjoy
Collab EP Soon!

rotting (with Dreijs)

5-hydroxytrytamine (p. everest)

REDUCTIONS!

produced by janj0

wispir x staggy x sadboymood :p

back & forth w/ wispir + staggy

prod. zupehr
mix. me
lmk!

Lyrics

They say home is where is the heart is
Guess that’s why I’m trapped inside this darkness
Where have you been my dear 
I been tryin my damn best but you don’t HEAAAAAAAAAAR

I close my mouth to drown the person inside,
Everytime we talk you say it’s all fine
He might treat you well but you know you are all mine
You are all miyiyiyiyine
I close my mouth to drown the person inside,
Everytime we talk you say it’s all fine
He might treat you well but you know you are all mine
You are all miyiyiyine

I deserve this, all this torture 
For everything I did to make you feel
Worthless
You wake up next to him
But still think of me
Tell me why is love such a god damn mystery

I close my mouth to drown the person inside,
Everytime we talk you say it’s all fine
He might treat you well but you know you are all mine
You are all miyiyiyiyine
I close my mouth to drown the person inside,
Everytime we talk you say it’s all fine
He might treat you well but you know you are all mine
You are all miyiyiyine

home is where the heart is (prod zupehr)

*Lyrics*

And I’ve been so trapped I been filled with fear but I always look back ooh oh

But don’t try to say oh no
That you’re trying to change 

I been falling out of love 
putting ash inside my lungs 
So much poison on her lips that’s it’s killing me enough 
That you won’t recognize 
Oh my soul no more it just ain’t right 

Oh inside her web she got my heart 
Existential dread is just the start
Got a hold on me 
You need to let go 
Oh a cobweb kiss is all I know 

I keep on trying to run 
But it never works 
So I’m going ghost 
I’m hoping it’ll work 
And maybe I’ll know 
For better or for worse
If this is all worth it , worth it 

I been falling out of love 
putting ash inside my lungs 
So much poison on her lips that’s it’s killing me enough 
That you won’t recognize 
Oh my soul no more it just ain’t right 

Oh inside her web she got my heart 
Existential dread is just the start
Got a hold on me 
You need to let go 
Oh a cobweb kiss is all I know 

Hold on me Hold on me
Hold on me Hold on me 
Hold on me Hold on me 
Hold on me Hold on me

Cobwebs prod Lil Biscuitx Yeezo

prod.trace.unknown
gor3 w/xel
Written & Performed by LiL TAILZ & @xelsius
Mixed By LiL TAILZ & @xelsius

TAILZ - yeah yeah i don't really wanna go anymore
why does everything turn to a gore
it just burns right through to my core

why am i the person they care for
hey I'm open to explore
first lemme escape out the back door
my whole life just turns to gore

(death)

xel - too much shit on my mind
i can't lie, i ain't been feelin fine
shut up, i need some quiet
still can't find my peace in silence

how you say you love me then start talkin on my name
fuck it
how you say you there for me, i almost blew my brain
fuck it
i just want a friend, could give a fuck about the fame
tryna find a way to make sure i don't go insane

i been on my rude shit so i'm sorry if i pissed you off
i'm lying, i'm a pessimist, don't give a fuck if i've been wrong

but why the fuck you so pretentious
high as fuck, you never did shit
i'm still checkin off my wishlist
you're still checkin on my insta

tailz - yeah yeah i don't really wanna go anymore
why does everything turn to a gore
it just burns right through to my core

why am i the person they care for
hey I'm open to explore
first lemme escape out the back door
my whole life just turns to gore

yeah yeah i don't really wanna go anymore
why does everything turn to a gore
it just burns right through to my core

why am i the person they care for
hey I'm open to explore
first lemme escape out the back door
my whole life just turns to gore

gor3 w/xel

(prod. bleachcraft + erdo)
Idontwannatalk 
Written & Performed by LiL TAILZ 
Mixed By LiL TAILZ
#hellcore
lyrics :

yeah im feeling tired i don't wanna talk 
i don't wanna go cause ill hear the gunlock
my brains in a headlock my brains in a head lock
feeling like i hit a mental block

yeah yeah and i'm feeling like I'm toxic 
bodies about to hit the floor like i've lost it 
gotta clean up all my mess no redemption 
all you wanna do is talk talk talk
why you looking at me like im crazy for?
i called you my friend, i felt betrayed i felt betrayed 
i felt betrayed i felt betrayed  lemme grieve all my pain away 
your gonna pay, your gonna pay, your gonna pay 

yeah im feeling tired i don't wanna talk 
i don't wanna go cause ill hear the gunlock
my brains in a headlock my brains in a head lock
feeling like i hit a mental block

yeah yeah and i'm feeling like I'm toxic 
bodies about to hit the floor like i've lost it 
gotta clean up all my mess no redemption 
all you wanna do is talk talk talk
why you looking at me like im crazy for?
i called you my friend, i felt betrayed i felt betrayed 
i felt betrayed i felt betrayed  lemme grieve all my pain away 
your gonna pay, your gonna pay, your gonna pay

idontwannatalk

kurtains crowbars+cover
Performed by LiL TAILZ
Mixed By LiL TAILZ
#hellcore

lyrics :

You a loner
I can't find you in my folder
Come and see me in the back smoking doja
Crowbars, yeah we tryna come over
Take all your shit, then we sell it to the old us
You a loner
I can't find you in my folder
Come and see me in the back smoking doja
Crowbars, yeah we tryna come over
Take all your shit, then we sell it to the old us
Ain't no chance of survival
Twenty shots to your spinal
And if you wanna go cry boy
We gonna pull up with that rifle
Where you at then?
Said you wanna fight real hard, but you're Madeline
Keep a little clip like a guard, bring a subtle man
Giving me that lip, then I dip it with a mini skeng
You a loner
I can't find you in my folder
Come and see me in the back smoking doja
Crowbars, yeah we tryna come over
Take all your shit, then we sell it to the old us
You a loner
I can't find you in my folder
Come and see me in the back smoking doja
Crowbars, yeah we tryna come over
Take all your shit, then we sell it to the old us
Yeah, I was sipping soda (Hi Dopa)
Fucked up off some liquor, I don't know her
Crazy how you turn into a hoe, yeah
Boring, like the state of North Dakota
Walk into the club like I'm 18, it's crazy
Fake ID, and the police gonna chase me
I just threw up in the back, they gonna hate me
Now I got a cop on my ass tryna taze me
I'm a soldier (John)
I'ma walk into the spot like I'm its owner
And my bros all packing heat, it's like a sauna
I've been posted up, been smoking Kosher
I've been posted up, been--
You a loner
I can't find you in my folder
Come and see me in the back smoking doja
Crowbars, yeah we tryna come over
Take all your shit, then we sell it to the old us
You a loner
I can't find you in my folder
Come and see me in the back smoking doja
Crowbars, yeah we tryna come over
Take all your shit, then we sell it to the old us

kurtains crowbars+cover

Written by @chasemonroe1
Produced by @chasemonroe1
Mixed & Mastered by @chasemonroe1
Featuring @fallleave_s

FIEND (Feat. FallLeaves)

chase monroe

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