I used to pray for the day he finally dropped

recorded 4.20.2021
whats the time gotta get back to my pad
stay the night is whats she said, i said no thanks
overslept yet again n its my fault
overslept yet again n its my fault

just give me a chance im not wasting ur time
n i dont know if its her or if its i
just give me a chance im not wasting ur time
n i dont know if its her or if its i

ive been waiting forever
days are getting longer
i cant find my charger
u gon have to let go
u dont gotta do anything, just leave it all to me
i think im going crazy, when ur not with me
i know that its our little secret thing but im just thinking
wouldnt it be nice if we treat it like a relationship

just give me a chance im not wasting ur time
n i dont know if its her or if its i
just give me a chance im not wasting ur time
n i dont know if its her or if its i

(la la da la la da)

Time (demo)

Written, Produced and Recorded by Me

i wanna fix it (i want you right by my side)
don’t you wanna be my girl?
won’t you just listen (i want you right by my side)
please just tell me how you feel
ohh baby now
i just miss what we used to have
i just wish you could understand
i just miss what we used to have
i just wish you could understand

everything that’s supposed to be bad makes me feel so good
(i know im bad for you but i need you right now)
everything that’s supposed to be bad makes me feel so good
(i know im bad for you but i need you right now)
you’re so good to me i don’t deserve it
paparazzi caught us again
its a lot on my mind was it worth it?
its so meant to be but you can’t see that no more
you and me just riding in your black corvette your dad loaned you
how can i say i feel bad for you, without saying i feel bad for you? (i feel bad for you)

i wanna fix it (i want you right by my side)
don’t you wnna b my girl?
won’t you just listen (i want you right by my side)
please just tell me how you feel
ohh baby now 
i aint mean to hurt your feelings
i just wanna make u better
now u got me contemplating
but u said it doesn’t matter
i know u feel the same
at least i hope its that way
i don’t think we’re good for each oth-
-er but we can make it work ugh

fix it (i want you by right my side)
don’t you wanna be my girl?
won’t you just listen (i want you right by my side)
please just tell me how you feel
ohh baby now
i just miss what we used to have
i just wish you could understand
i just miss what we used to have
i just wish you could understand

BoysByGirls (demo)

ig @bronclair @feardorian

lyrics: 

i said you, ooh
you my one
but i was never the one that you want
you always put up that wall
you was never the one to talk
like where does this go?
i dont even know
bitch im feeling odd
watch my money grow 
counting up this cash
bitch im like a pro
all these niggas talkin 
but i dont care on the low
all this drama, dramatic
niggas fanned out, fanatic
jus pan out, cinematic
i feel dead already in the casket 
i said you, ooh
you my one
but i was never the one that you want
you always put up that wall
you was never the one to talk
i said you, ooh
you my one
but i was never the one that you want
you always put up that wall
you was never the one to talk

spotify

casket prod feardorian

hell

⋆౨ৎ˚⟡.•
p. bonxpf
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqzIWU3HKmw&ab_channel=NinaCanterNewYork

knitsweater

lyrics:

i been feeling like i seen you somewhere in my dreams
dont know where to go from here and i dont know what it means
you been playing tricks on me, its not what it seems
i been thinkin bout you baby i got what you need

hate when you out of sight
hate when you out of mind
but when i close my eyes
just wanna call you mine
when it comes when it goes
love it flows love it flows
feelings rose in ya
watch my hopes grow

i been feeling like i seen you somewhere in my dreams
dont know where to go from here and i dont know what it means
you been playing tricks on me, its not what it seems
i been thinkin bout you baby i got what you need

tense prod yan

third song ! :) ig: 1yyujin

prod @chxncex 
mix @danikiyoko
cover art on spotify- ig: oneblindmice

lyrics:

what do i do
what do i 
have to lose
i’d do 
anything (anything, anything, anything…)
whatever it takes
to keep you
feel like i have to
back away
but every time 
i see your face
it puts me in a place
i can’t escape
why do i
have to be
this 
way

(be this way… when you ,, then you!)

say to me
i’m always in your dreams
but then you
push me away
never to be seen
who am i
to you
tonight
wait here
what a waste of time

it’s my fault
for falling 
for you
knew i 
knew better
not to 
but now you’re 
still stuck in my head
everything you never said 
wonder if you think about me
too

begin again (prod chxncex)

kick that hoe like soccer
no I don't need your number
she ask for my cucumber 
I'm too locked in the ceiling 
I'm too locked do you hear me 
I hit up my bro once a month
like do you midsoma
like do you midsoma
I'm up in the soma
my life is midsoma
wish I could go out when I wanna
fuck the law screaming out karma
tell them all the truth bout karma
that they won't understand karma 
and they won't understand karma
no they won't 
boy you just like yo mamma
no they won't 
if you love me today 
would you join me tomorrow
would you love me today
if you love me today
would you join me tomorrow
please just join me today
then join me tomorrow
I'm so stuck in all this sorrow 
would you please join me tomorrow
I'm so stuck in all this sorrow
would you please join me tomorrow
I know you wanna hear sorrow
but  got no sorrow
so join me tomorrow
maybe find sorrow 
maybe find karma
or maybe find wealth
I'm still so worried
dont know if you heard me
I been on this new girl 
I been on this new world 
Please come and join me 
please come and join me 
please come and join me 
please come and join me

him produced by db808

A letter to a friend.
Written and recorded for those that needed to hear.

Lyrics:
You got way too famous
Remember you was aimless
Told me on that call you’d fucking do it then you made it
I’m so fucking proud of you but I can’t even say it
Cuz I’m jealous and I hate it
Bitch I’m jealous and I hate it
Had a talk with the old homies they keep saying that you ain’t shit
I get where they speaking from, I just don’t want face it
Took a blunt I faced it
Took a blunt I face it
Took a blunt I face it
Took a blunt I- damn
You was in my Top 5
Then you in my Top 10
Then you in my Top 5
Treat you like my best friend
Thought you was my best friend
Thought you was my- damn
It’s funny how you meet the wrong people at the right time
Funny how you meet the wrong person say the right line
Used to talk like everyday, now it’s all on your time
Now it’s all on no time
Fuck it now it’s showtime (applause)
Is it the money, or the fame?
Got a brand new car, brand new friends, brand new name
Tried to establish contact but that shit ain’t the same
Ain’t even tell me happy birthday, but miss me everyday?
(you miss me every day)
Does that make any fuckin sense?
But you miss me everyday.
And I’m just one call left away
If I hit the dirt, can you bury me in gravee?

Part 2:

I miss you... I want us to be okay

I strike, you strike, we fall? I fall.
Diamonds dripping on me I got lean up on the Eiffel
I kinda do miss her and at times I do regret it
How she independent?
Got a name up on her pendant
I strike, you strike, we fall? I fall.
Diamonds dripping on me I got-
Yuh, I strike, you strike, we fall? I fall.
Diamonds dripping on me I got
You can move along but don’t move on too far away-
You can move along but don’t move on too far away
Hear it in my voice you can’t see it in my face
Damn I missed my intersection but I had the right of way
Red cola in my cup
Blue pills, green bucks
Black cars, black clothes, black guns, get fucked.
Red cola in my cup
Blue pills, green bucks
Black cars, black clothes, black guns, get fucked.
Need a one way ticket to get out your fucking head
I’m like ### with that tec
Don’t want you I want the check
Don’t want clout I don’t want friends
I don’t need that pain again
Put some money in they mouth they gone switch up to the feds
Fuck
Everything changes and that sucks
Gravee shit
S/o gang s/o @f3arme

im sick of my own friends.

famous; falling (prod. feardorian)

lyrics:
she a scene bitch but she on the west coast
i aint feenin so i had to let her know
turnin up wit dorian thats my fuckin bro
at the party then i hit the store
yea i wear what i want n i get it tho
niggas love sayin my name can u leave me lone
yea i been in my shine ya my fuckin glo
everything so fast tho
goin fast goin fast yea im chasing the racks
niggas walk around they fake as fuck aint een got no tags
niggas rly aint givin a fuck until they see u win
bitch im countin up the sins that i did that i did
can explain it so well but they will not understand
see my ig pics n they blowin up again
then i check my phone n that shit fuckin dead
niggas cant be themselves everything a fuckin trend
when im away from home i jus miss my fuckin bed
with all this stress i dont want it to end
im jus tryn to see where it goes
yea u been there when im low
yeah i rly care n it shows
yea i been through it all like woah
she a scene bitch but she on the west coast
i aint feenin so i had to let her know
turnin up wit dorian thats my fuckin bro
at the party then i hit the store
she a scene bitch but she on the west coast
i aint feenin so i had to let her know
turnin up wit dorian thats my fuckin bro
at the party then i hit the store

imy prod feardorian

i been feeling some type of way i cannot explain ya
i been doing everything to get u out my brain ya
asking why u doin this why we gotta part ways now
the high u gave me thats one thing i cant stop chasing
ur eyes the size of the moon
im glad that u feel it too
u make me feel brand new
when im with u i cant lose
i was lost than u found me
i like when u around me
these niggas so lame n they aint got no boundaries 
makin too much money i jus stopped counting
(counting)
i been feeling some type of way i cannot explain ya
i been doing everything to get u out my brain ya
asking why u doin this why we gotta part ways now
the high u gave me thats one thing i cant stop chasing

Time (demo)

chase salvia

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