Modern Baseball - The Weekend

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This dimly lit confinement that I call my own apartment has sucked me in a web of self pity and decay
I seem to find myself just lying awake in bed until 2 PM on Saturdays just wasting myself away


I'll never leave

Tell me that I'm different. I know it doesn't make a difference that my differences differ, it's all the same anyways
cause I try (yeah I try) and I'll try ( yeah sure,"try") but in the end I'm still alone and just totally lame
At least I tell myself that anyways

I'm hard on myself and I can't seem to stray from the idea that I'm worthless and have nothing else to give
I haven't slept a wink in what feels like days but I know I've only been awake since noon today
And it's 4 PM

God damn it

Tell me that I'm different. I know it doesn't make a difference that my differences differ, it's all the same anyways
cause I try ’yeah I try’ and I'll try ( yeah sure, "try") but in the end I'm still alone and just totally lame



Since you left I haven't felt the same. The reason that I live, 3000 miles away
It's just hard to sit around all day and not be reminded of all the things you'd say
To make me laugh, to make my fears go away
A condition that's position eats me everyday
I just wish there could be another way for you to come home, back to me, back to the old days

These days that I just lay awake have taught me what you really mean
I should be more dependent but I find it hard to determine if it's even worth living my own days


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The Obsessives - Bored

ALLUSION , ILLUSION 

Couplet 1 :

Yeah… between two worlds
Allusion… Illusion…
Allu-sion! Illu-sion!
I walk on words that glitter under neon lights,
Promises in windows, truth just out of sight.
Signs in the dark, a wink from the horizon,
The city talks in halves, in coded revelations.
One foot in the real, the other in a haze,
I read between the lines of all my yesterdays.
The echo of a future whispers in my ear,
Choose the chiaroscuro or burn in daylight’s glare.
If I reach out now, is it a signal or a dream?
Is it a silver thread or the web that pulls on me?
Between the undertones and crafted fiction,
My heart beats like a riff in contradiction.

Refrain :

So often, life-at times-life is made of illusions and allusions
Illusions! Allusions!
We dance, we scream, we fall, we rise in fusion,
We rise again!
Allusion, Illusion-my compass in collision!
Collision !
Tell me, tell me, which version ?
Which version ?
Allusion… Illusion…
Allu-sion ! Illu-sion !
I draw my line through the confusion.

Couplet 2 :

Your eyes are speaking low, never giving all,
Your gestures are the cards we learn to fold and call.
I paint fresh constellations on station ceilings high,
I rhyme our quiet fears with roads we choose to try.
The world keeps throwing signs at every crossing light,
I tremble while decoding angles of attention’s bite.
If hope’s a glass to fill, I drink straight from the rain,
Between what I am told… and what you won’t explain.
If I tear the veil, is it dawn or just illusion ?
Is it a siren’s cry or the final, clean solution ?
My heart’s an overdriven amp on saturation,
I’m chasing the truest note, the right translation.

Refrain :

So often, life-at times-life is made of illusions and allusions
Illusions! Allusions!
We dance, we scream, we fall, we rise in fusion,
We rise again!
Allusion, Illusion-my compass in collision!
Collision !
Tell me, tell me, which version ?
Which version ?
Allusion… Illusion…
Allu-sion! Illu-sion !
I draw my line through the confusion.

Couplet 3 :

I want the truth, even if it burns my hands,
I want whole words, not velvet mirror-lands.
If I choose the flare and refuse the blur,
Is that the end of shadows… or the end of us?
Allusion…
Illusion…
Now I cut the line-I run, I surge !
Hey ! I smash the glass of all confusions,
Hey ! I keep the fire of my visions,
Hey ! I love the signs, I love the friction,
But I want the real in my songs’ rendition !

Refrain :

So often, life-at times-life is made of illusions and allusions
Illusions! Allusions !
We dance, we scream, we fall, we rise in fusion,
We rise again !
Allusion, Illusion-my compass in collision !
Collision !
Tonight I choose… my own version !
Your version !

Outro : 

Allusion… Illusion…
Allu-sion ! Illu-sion !
Between two dreams, I make my incision…

ALLUSION , ILLUSION ( Feat. Matt Buseberg)   (INTERNATIONAL Heavy Rock)

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