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OPM Sundays // July 2023

feel something

gayze

Putangina ng lahat

ep launch siguro (di ako makakapunta)

sana nandito ka

wag kang umiyak
sandali gumayak
aking sigaw

sa pagmulat ng mata
akoy di makapagpahinga
pagod na pagod ngunit
hindi ko kayang umidlip
sa paggising sana
mundo ay wakas na
bawat talata 
ng mga liham na pinadala
hindi kayang mabasa
dahil ang mga letra ay binura

ang pagwakas ng lahat
sinulid nakatatak
hindi ko
kakayanin

century tuna at skyflakes sa antigong papag

LYRICS:

All this time i thought i’m alright
Started feeling lost from my mind
Voices in my head, it’s a plight
Help me get away from this pain

Ahhhhh, Ahhhhh, Ahhhhh
Ahhhhh, Ahhhhh, Ahhhhh

Sometimes i feel like i will die
These thoughts they kill me inside
And i wish it stops
And i wish it stops
And i wish it ends
And i wish it ends

Will i ever be myself again?

hindi na makakain
hindi na rin makatulog
dahil sa malalim na malalim na kalungkutan

hindi na makaligo
hindi na ako makalabas
dahil ss malalim na
malalim na kalungkutan

sa pagpitik ng bawat segundo
iniisip ko nalang sana
kaya kong magpahinga
kahit isang buwan
kahit isang taon
isang linggo
gusto ko lang naman mawala muna sa mundo sa maiksing oras at bumalik kung kelan kaya kona lumaban muli
sana ganon lang kadali
sana buhay ay madali
hindi kasi ako mapakali

hindi na makausap
hindi na makapagaral
dahil sa malalim na
malalim na kalungkutan

hindi ko na kaya
hindi na pwede pang
sumaya
dahil sa malalim
hindi ko maintindihan

hindi na mangyayari

pagmasdan
mo ako
hindi
hindi maitatago
sakit at dungis
ng nakaraan
hindi ko kayang
balikan
sikreto ko
ay nakatago
pangalan mo
ay malabo

kanta ng sampaguita

kasama ka sa paotsin
kumakain ng shark fins
pagkatpos manood ng gig
magyoyosi lang sa gilid

sumasarap pag kasama ka
sumasarap pag kasama ka
sumasarap pag kasama ka
sumasarap pag kasama ka

pwede bang wag mag alala
pwede bang wag mahiya
hahatid kita kahit pa
matulog sa kalsada na
bukas ba'y magkikita
san naman tayo pupunta?
kahit san basta kasama ka
mas masaya kapag kasama ka

mas masarap kapag kasama ka
mas masarap kapag kasama ka
mas masarap kapag kasama ka
mas masarap kapag kasama ka

MATOKI, Walktrip - paotsin

Lyrics:
Habul-habulan
Doon sa kawalan
Mataya-taya
Kay kamatayan
Dugtong-dugtong bugtong
Ng katanungan
At pasahang bulong
Ng kasagutan

Langit, lupa, o impyerno
Sa'n nga ba ako tutungo
Langit, lupa, at impyerno
Nasaan na ba ako?

Tagu-taguan
Naghahanapan
Ng kahulugan
Sa pinagmulan
Patintero at
Lukso sa kamunduhan 
Wala bang masama
Kung pagbibigyan? 

Langit, lupa, o impyerno
Sa'n nga ba ako tutungo
Langit, lupa, at impyerno
Nasaan na ba ako?

Bata, bata
Ba't ka nawawala? 
Bata, bata
Nasa'n kana kaya? 
Bata, bata
Ba't ka nawawala? 
Bata, bata
Nasa'n kana kaya? 
Bata, bata
Nawawalang mukha 

Langit, lupa, o impyerno
Sa'n nga ba ako tutungo
Langit, lupa, at impyerno
Nasaan na ba ako?

Bata, bata
Nasa'n kana kaya? 
Bata, bata
Nawawalang mukha

Amberta Lert (demo)

Mixed by MATOKI
Mastered by Dan Monreal

the words i read between the fine lines of your skin
were the words i wanna hear
tell me that you mean it
tell me that it's true
oh, my heart belongs to you

when i'm with you nothing matters at all
when i'm with you nothing makes sense at all

i couldn't imagine how i would be if i lost you
you held my hand and everything fell back
into place

when i'm with you nothing matters at all
when i'm with you nothing makes sense at all
when i'm with you nothing matters at all
when i'm with you nothing makes sense at all
when i'm with you

Fine Lines

Slow core track i made 

lyrics:
there's no time 
we have to move
the world is ending soon

now grab my hand,
'cause will go to a place that we only know
so don't hesitate
just come with me

now grab my hand,
'cause will go to a place that we only know
so don't hesitate
just come with me

the world is ending soon

pretty pinay rave girl feat. behave & gre! [dead yami]

akala ko nung una 
di na ko sasaya
sawang sawa na sa buhay 
ngunit nakilala ka  

lahat ay biglang nag iba 
kalungkata’y napawi na
kasiyaha’y nahanap na
sayong mga tawa 

di na kailangang hanapin pa
kasi pag kasama ka 
mas sumasaya 
basta kasama ka
mundo ko’y sumasaya

basta kasama ka

Riot Grrrl (Daddy Issues Cover)

salem
naiinis ako sayo pag tumatae ka sa ilalim ng lababo
sa gitna ng madaling araw at magagalit si mami
"damputin mo na yung tae sa ilalim ng lababo"
paulit ulit paulit ulit

gigising sa tanghali sa tatlong oras na tulog
panibagong araw nanaman para tarantaduhin ng kapitalismo
sawa na ako mainvalidate
buti pa ikaw wala kang pake
nanapak ka lang pag ayaw mo na ng belly rubs

salem
alam mo bang first time ko mapanood ang radioactive sago kagabi
siguro pag naging tao ka
si lourd de veyra ka
tapos slowcore ang tugtugan pag mag isa sa bahay
parang ako minsan 
nakikinig sa sana nandito ka

pero salem
sana umuwi ka na mamaya
tulog na ako
miss na kita

Reflections After Salem

Femme Fatale (The Velvet Underground and Nico Cover)

My Dying Art of Indecisiveness

please pick up your phone
don’t leave me alone
cause i can’t be by myself
i don’t want somebody else yeah yeah

please pick up your phone
don’t leave me alone
cause i can’t be by myself
i’m not meant for someone else yeah yeah

please pick up your phone
don’t leave me alone
cause i can’t be by myself
i don’t want somebody else yeah yeah

please pick up your phone
don’t leave me alone
cause i can’t be by myself

i’m not meant for someone else yeah yeah
i’m not meant for someone else yeah yeah
i’m not meant for someone else yeah yeah
i’m not meant for someone else
i’m not meant for someone else

e-motional
when we split i was emotional
couldn’t go eat 
couldn’t go sleep
i thought the stars were infallible
akala ko ata
matatagpo tayo ng mundo
akala ko ata
tadhana kailangan ng puso

bat di pa sabihin
ang hindi mo maamin
ipa uubaya 
na lang ba to sa hangin
huwag mong ikatakot
ang bulong ng damdamin mo
naririto ako nakikinig sayo

please pick up your phone
don’t leave me alone
cause i can’t be by myself
i don’t want somebody else yeah yeah

please pick up your phone
don’t leave me alone
cause i can’t be by myself
i’m not meant for someone else yeah yeah

please pick up your phone
don’t leave me alone
cause i can’t be by myself
i don’t want somebody else yeah yeah

please pick up your phone
don’t leave me alone
cause i can’t be by myself

i’m not meant for someone else yeah yeah
i’m not meant for someone else yeah yeah
i’m not meant for someone else yeah yeah
i’m not meant for someone else
i’m not meant for someone else

Tadhana ★

sinusuyo
ikaw na nasa isip ko
walang kibo

kilometro
lalakarin lang ito sayo
walang sapatos

damhin ang bigat ng sana

labag sa akin
umiwas sa mga bangin
walang sasalo

binabanggit
pangalan mo habang umiidlip
wala naman paggising

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cheeky things are
kim, inigo, aze, xibrix, and ron

All songs are written and produced by cheeky things

Album Art by Ron Lobiano

korean blackout curtains 7ft (1 pc, not set)

would you go away?
i haven't slept in a day
my eyes are dry
its not like you ever tried

way down
way down
we go
way down
way down

call me on the phone
no words ever spoke
listen to the dial tone
nothing feels like home

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cheeky things are
kim, inigo, aze, xibrix, and ron

All songs are written and produced by cheeky things

Album Art by Ron Lobiano

smashing!!!

are you tired or are you high
tell me if you've made your mind
I've been holding up my smile
(I've been holding up my smile)
knowing you still see me fine, knowing that you're mine

tell me if you're feelin fine
coz I've been losing all the time
tell me if you have made your mind
(tell me if you have made your mind)
tell me what is on your mind,
are you tired or are you high?

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cheeky things are
kim, inigo, aze, xibrix, and ron

All songs are written and produced by cheeky things

Album Art by Ron Lobiano

r u tired

cheeky things