I used to love romances but now all they do is make me cry
And lovers, they hold hands believing words suffice
And the rain keeps on pouring
The sun never rising
How do I look when I can't even see

Mm-mm

Oh man you've won my heart all over again
A blind girl who can't even see through the pain there's a happy ending
But let me tell you mine


I've got a plan to walk out of that door with a hole in my heart
Till the piece that I love fits right in perfectly
Only then invite my felicity

If this means to hurt it would be my 10 on 10
I could write you a book but words can't describe how I really feel
So I'll just keep on counting on our stars to align
Every song that I sing, everything reminds me of you

Mm-mm

Oh man I'm broke again, I can't even feel 
A fool who can't even see through the pain
There's a happy ending
But let me tell you mine


The Perfect Piece

If you happen to drive by the old road
Would you remember me, drop by and say hello?

I know it's been ages since the last time we met
But if you ever pass by the old road

I would be happy to see you again
Would it be reckless of me to say that I missed you?

If you ever happen to pass by the old road
Would you, remember me, call on my name and say hello?

I know it's been ages since the last time we met
But if you ever pass by the old road

The Old Road

A man like him won’t leave you alone now 
He’ll tear you clean from your skin
Rotten, exposed to sight
You can’t trust a man of his likes

You can’t trust a man of his type
He’ll weave you and leave you to die
Somewhere in hell you’ll find him say 
He’s been waiting for you
He knows who you are but he’ll call by your sins
Makes it so easy to feel

You can’t love the evil in him
Even if its his masterpiece
He’ll laugh as you’ll burn alive
Don’t you ever trust the look in his eyes

No, don’t ever trust the man of his kind
He’ll keep you to feed on your pain
Somewhere in hell you’ll find him say
He’s been waiting for you
He knows who you are but he’ll call by your sins
Makes it so easy to feel

You can’t trust his words with your soul
You’ll end up someplace in hell
You can’t trust his words no you can’t
But can you trust yourself

Somewhere In Hell

Always a bigger bed to crawl into those days when we had monsters under our beds
We never had to worry
No, I never had to cry myself to sleep
Now I can't get sorrow off of my chest

Well my Papa always told me "what's a life if you don't live it?"
But I don't wanna grow, I wanna go back to being a kid when lullabies would kiss me to sleep
When I believed in fairy tales

I never understood why Cinderella had it easy
Our lives are never breezy, reality is monsters of man
Dear Lord forgive me because my faith is shaking
I just can't seem to run away from fear of losing out on myself

I dream about the childhood
My lunchbox days were so much easier
We could wear our pretty dresses and dance on table tops without having a care in the world

But now I'm victim to the world
One life that's filled with checks and crosses
Had me scanned from head to toe
My clothes why do they matter to you?

Fairy Tales and Reality

Laid me down
I died in your arms tonight
Shot myself with bullets filled with emotion
You killed me softly with words that could kill a virgin heart
A girl without a fancy tale

Don't you tell me to take care cause you're not taking care of me now, are you?
Don't you say I'll be alright cause you're not coming home to me now, are you? 

I loved you yesterday now I won't love you like I did
Tomorrow I'm leaving you for good

Three words in two years didn't amount to the perfect ending now, did they?
And you're the one to be asked
I cried my eyes out to the line where I stand blinded now

Tomorrow I'm Leaving You For Good

I know you dont like to talk so i'll sing it to you
Listening to Rock and Indie Pop, you said my playlist is cool 
I know that you liked to drive while I sang to The Neighbourhood
I'd ask if I sound pretty
"yes" 
Then I'd make you smile

Thinkin bout the times that I gave you hell
How I screwed up but you had my back
But I never wished to change a thing because you loved me anyway, in any way 

I know that you never liked to fight so you'd say "Call me when you're done"
And I'd raise hell again

Growing like flowers in the wild
Feeling the blues but I love you so
Dancing to September
Feelin' almost happy and that scares me too 

How I Remember

Jane is a wildcard
She's as cool as one can be
When I'm in the backseat
I watch her glow, as she sings

As we sing to the old rock and pop rock with Poprocks 
She says, "Im tired. Times up"
Now its my turn to tell her that I'm hers yet she looks like she wants to die 
And that's life for Jane 

Jane says I'm too young to understand her illness
But ain't she too young to want to die at 25?

Hidin' behind her sunflower smile
She's an angel burnin' in hell
Torn at the seams, she screams "I'm an angel burnin' inside!"

Lights up a cigarette, she's an angel burnin' her lungs
She says she is free like an angel up in her head
She has but one wish, to be an angel like me
She says "I was an angel" until she fell down, down 
Dear Jane, you're as beautiful as you want to be 

Oh my, my coloured cheek
You were so mean standin' in my way
I was fazed
I was caving in to the look on your face
You made me feel like shit
The devil's coming in and he's callin' our names
Murder in my head with your hand against my face
Yeah the look on my face made you wanna spit
The devil's coming in and he's cursing our names
Murder in your head with your hand against my face

Shut your petty words
Thats what I should've said
Not that I was always right but you were wrong to wear that look on your face to make me feel like shit
It made me want to spit
Felt the devil come in when I felt my head against the wall
With murder in my head, burnt my little heart
Broke your limb when I gave my heart to the devil that came in when you had your hand against my face

Oh that look in your eyes..
But can you raise your hand against my face again?

Once Upon A Nightmare

I fell for his eyes and they captured my soul
Well, he shows me what it was to fell when you've fallen in love
But I didn't know she was hanging by his tail
Well, I should've kissed you and made you believe in this thing you call love
But you make it harder to think straight

I am losing my mind
Like i'm losing my heart
Don't play with my heart
I'll follow you home
So you see, i'm a sucker in love and I know

I guess I'm a fool to have fallen for this
But his eyes and they speak
They tell me of wonders that I'll never reach
For a second there I thought that we're in love
You made it so easy, had me believing in your words, they were kind
But she stole your heart I'm breaking

Oh, don't you see that I am breaking apart
Oh
I don't want to feel this feeling but I fall for your eyes every time

 

Sucker In Love

I'm left wondering how life would be if you were still here
I miss everything, from hate to love

And just because I'm this far from your thoughts doesn't mean I'll forget you as soon as seconds run by

I still love how you don't pay attention to my heart even now
I warm my heart myself with thoughts of you

And just because I'm this far from your thoughts doesn't mean I'll forget you as soon as seconds run by

I'm still here 

The 19th of a Summer Month (Original)

I'm a pitiful soul
Lost my guns in my battle , I can't hold me steady 
I call myself a lover, when I can't even pour out my heart to the one I gave all my time and my worth
Well hello, I'll just be fine on my own
Do I even want ya baby?

Baby I'm just falling for the pretty sight
I don't wanna be dead to your ugly
This ain't the scene where I cut my wrists and oath to you forever, ever, ever, ever...

I'm a pitiful liar
Got a dagger through my heart but I'll never taint you guard with that 
It's not your sympathies that I wanna share
I want your care but would you care if I tell you all my secrets would you see me as you saw me?

Baby, baby, I'm not just a pretty sight  
I don't want you to be dead to my ugly 
This ain't the scene where I cut my wrists and oath to you forever, ever, ever, ever...

I locked them deep, my demons they speak
I'm told, I'm told you'll never learn to keep me close, to save me from me 

Well baby, baby, I'm not just a pretty sight  
I don't want you to be dead to my ugly 
This ain't the scene where I cut my wrists and oath to you forever, ever, ever, ever...

Recklessness of a Careful Lover

You're a beautiful place to be
I've got you under my skin
My skin it tingles as you trace the bare of my back
I miss you every single time when you leave
But boy I can't tell you stay
We both know that she'll be expecting you home

You kiss me quick as you pull close
I still can feel you on my sheets
I tried so hard but I can't forget you
Oh the sad fate of you and me 
I miss you every single time when you leave
Darling can't you stay a little longer
Though I know that she'll be expecting you home

I know it's bad, I know this is cruel
But I've loved you since 15
How can I resist when you still look at me like when we, like when we were young

I have loved you since we were so young
When you kissed me under that tree
When you said you'd marry me
Now look at me, look at you, look at us
We're just two cheating liars alright? 

Our Twisted Fate

Was it easy when I walked away?
Cause I never really heard from you
And you never said a word to me, no
Did it ever occur to you that I might be dying inside when I pushed you away 

I spent the rest of my days trying to figure you out
I still do
It’s been so long since you left
Sometimes I’m still around
I don’t think I have  ever left like you did
mm, like you did 

Blamed my pride when you left
Blamed my insecurity
I wish you did not leave behind traces of you that I’m trying to ignore
But I can’t
And I,

I couldn’t really let you go
When you left, when you left, I lost all hope
And it’s hard to even try
Guess i never really mattered to you
Cause you’re playing it so cool



Figure You Out

There are many things we need to talk about
Telling me that this is all just fun and games
Baby's rolling up a fucking joint
Running dirty hands on my thighs
Says he wants to fuck me but he don't wanna be with me

So I play our song
Get high on shit I dont even smoke
And I sing along
But I'm pretty sure I'm dead inside

I lift you up, you shoot me down
And I pretend that you could love me
I hold you up, you hold her down
I look away so I don't have to see
You call my name and im on fire
All my friends say I'm a dumb girl
But I don't care as long as I got you
You're the smoke I like to choke on

Everything you do seem so mysterious
But I love it cause you're dead cool
You tell me "honey why you're looking blue Come over here. Undress yourself"

Big dreams, player, playing cool
Short skirts, no clothes
Thats how you like your girls
Her eyes they set on yours and now you're up to fuck

So I play our song
Dance all on my own
And I sing along, act like nothings wrong
But I'm pretty sure I'm dead inside

Dead Cool

Too bad, you don't look at me like you look at her
Hiding behind those lies, hiding behind those cruel eyes

Oh, why won't you love me anymore?
Why do I displease you to the core?
Love me like you love cover girls
Baby just love me, and i'll love you back

It's too sad, you cover me up and you still hate me
you gotta know I'm not her and shes not me

So, why won't you love me just the same?
Why do I displease you to the core?
Love me like you love other girls
Girlie, just love me, and I'll love you back

I'll love you back
If you promise to be kind to yourself
You are different
So love your difference

Now, wont you just love me for me now?
Or do I still displease you? 

Insecurity

She said I'm gonna be okay
Cause, she said that, I'm not in too deep
But guess what bitch? I'll be looking at you all the way from hell

"You're tough, you're strong, you'll get over it" 
Easy for you to think its a phase
I'm bored with no purpose, feeling fuck'd
Can you really make me happy with some pills?
Can you douse the fire when you can't see the flames?

Drugged, abused, not amused
By these wretched demons calling me to hell
Do I wanna draw the bloody line?
Do I wanna live a fuckin lie? 

Well, Fuck!

Nevermind I'll find someone to take your place
To hold them down while I watch them choke
70's spirit and sin, my 90's ass got drunk in

I'll never think of you. No, never
I'll close eyes and drown my sorrows
Cause i can never come close to you

Cruel and hateful
If the devil should come collect me
You'd be his right wing and I'd be his little Worthless pawn

Could you be so kind and light me a stick?
Or we could burn this motherfucker down
I'll burn with you for life 

But you're cruel and hateful
If the devil should come collect me
I'll be burning up in flames
I'll burn alone for life

A price on my soul for the sins we commit
Thats the kind of mad man who'll run you to hell

Cause you're cruel and hateful
If the devil should come collect me
I'll be lying in wait for you to light me up

Cruel And Hateful

Just another soul channelling through self-compositions
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