Thank u for this song and for still existing

Listening to this about 6 times in a row and absolutely cried my eyes out. thank you for making this masterpiece of a song, also glad to know I'm not the only one to have gone through this 💜

i wasn't fucked up forever and I was just a kid, to all you out there struggling you will get there in the end with persistence! This song really helped me so I thank the artist for that!

The Upload 11/20/2022

Still Here

My Way

Happy Kid

VIVID

Monsters

produced by LIL DUSTY G

lyrics:

weve come so far we cant die yet
just a little bit further go a little bit further (from here)
and when our ends get met ill cast my crown
on a silver coated platter next to anything that matters
and if the sky falls down ill brace myself
on the morning after yesterday im running out of shit to say...
we gotta find a better way, looking for a better way 
there must be a better way, there must be a better place somewhere..
far away
half way

HALFWAY POINT

Cabin Fever (Full Version) (Prod. GOOD DRIVER)

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Lyrics:

I'm having some trouble 
beginning to wonder 
if I've been becoming someone 
or the person that I want to be
(is this it for me
is this all I'll be
all I've been being)
it started that summer
kept bubbling under
one way or another
I just had to learn to
make everything freeze
(did everything cease
can anyone see
or am I just seizing)
I can’t duck & cover
or leave like my brother
don't think that my mother
would ever recover
should I rest in peace
(a terrible thing
to bare all the wings
would tear her to pieces)

cause no one’s more careful
or frozen in fear
than the people aware of
what it takes to cancel out
Core memories
(is anything free
can anyone speak
some sense or the meaning)

I guess we’ve had some luck
just not nearly enough
to heal all of the cuts
carry all of that stuff
to a place we call safe
(can’t handle the weight
believe all the fake
that feeling is fleeting)
it’s so hard to care
then just not give a fuck
all the sudden give up
or move forward and trust
everything is okay
(I don’t feel okay
I won’t feel okay
as long as I'm breathing)
no your problems are not mine
I know that it’s not fine
I try to get offline
but strangers and stop signs
are blocking the way
(I don’t want to stay
I don’t want to stay
& I can’t escape it)

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STOP SIGNS

Made It Past October

[VERSE 1]
Different city new playground 
Running round 
Sniffing out
Drugs like a greyhound
Take the 101 south
Head downtown
To yet another warehouse 
I know I need to find a way out
But the way I came in is blocked off 
House lights on
Crowd goes home
And I still can’t stop

[PRE CHORUS]
And I won’t take my bow just yet 
Got a couple stories left
Need to get this shit off my chest
And I’m done 
Gotta make my parents proud 
when they look at me now
All they see is the damage I’ve done 
They don’t like who I’ve become 
They miss the girl that I was
Now I’m too sensitive 
Sad and directionless 
Wasted potential 
And more broken promises 

I’m the problem kid 
An embarrassment 
Might not say it out loud but they’re thinking it 
Opportunities come in like battleship 
Every time I get one I start sinking it 
Overthinking shit 
Here comes the spiral again
Pick up the bottle
And oh here we go…

[CHORUS]
Got too drunk last night
I threw up in the taxi 
Line after line 
Passing out in the backseat 

Yet another morning after 
She’s so pretty when she’s plastered
When the night is long 
And her mind is gone 
What a beautiful disaster 

I get too high I won’t come back down 
I’m scared of heights
But I’m more scared of the ground 
 
Head in the clouds
I’m not coming down 
You can’t catch me now 
I’m gone 
What a beautiful disaster 
What a beautiful disaster
What a beautiful disaster

[VERSE 2]
Drug cravings 
Long before I took my first sniff 
Had my first hit 
Of validation
Innocent enough 
Just a little buzz
Til I started searching in the wrong places 
Found friends who couldn’t tell you what my name is
Half a life
Spent with strangers 
Now it's all blank pages…

[PRE]
But I won’t put my pen down yet 
Still gotta make my amends  
Needa get this guilt off my chest 
And I’m done
I just want to make ‘em proud 
Its a real tough crowd 
And shame is a loaded gun 
Now I'm too quiet 
Cold and defiant 
Play it like im fine 
When I’m not 
I’m not the daughter they want 
I'm just the daughter they got 

I’m a letdown
Disappointment 
Though they try hard to avoid it 
I can see in their eyes 
Their annoyance
I’ve made peace with my pain 
So they think I enjoy it 
That I self appoint it 
Like I wrote the script
Predestined to ruin 
My future before it begins 
Here we go again…

[CHORUS]
Got too drunk last night
I threw up in the taxi 
Line after line 
Passing out in the backseat 

Yet another morning after 
She’s so pretty when she’s plastered
When the night is long 
And her mind is gone 
What a beautiful disaster 

I get too high I won’t come back down 
I’m scared of heights
But I’m more scared of the ground 
 
Head in the clouds
I’m not coming down 
You can’t catch me now 
I’m gone 
What a beautiful disaster 
What a beautiful disaster
What a beautiful disaster

[OUTRO]
If I can be frank for a moment 
While I still have your focus 
I want to tell you bout a little girl 
Who always felt broken 
Lost and hopeless
Looking to others
For reasons to keep on going 

As I sit here now 
It's still raining, and storming
And I can't control it 
But 
There's beauty inside of the clouds
They cry and reset with a smile in the morning
And maybe that's all that is 
Let go and move on
Find new reasons to live
Never thought I'd make it past 16
This year I'll turn 26

Beautiful Disaster (Demo version)

"Heaven's Whisper" is a soul-stirring indie-pop ballad that explores the intimate relationship between the divine and the individual. With its ethereal blend of male and female vocals, the song creates a hauntingly beautiful atmosphere that draws listeners into a world of spiritual contemplation. The lyrics poignantly capture the feeling of being misunderstood by the world, yet finding solace and purpose in a higher calling. The art-pop and alternative elements add a layer of depth and experimentation, making the song a compelling and emotive listen. Through its soaring melodies and heartfelt duets, "Heaven's Whisper" invites listeners to tune into the whispers of the divine and find meaning in the unseen. 

Happy Kid

CHELJI

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