giving up ground ain't what i want

written by me & @quinnxcii
prod by me
mix & master by @djfreshdirect
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everybody knows that it don’t feel right
and i was waiting up in your darkest nights
why does it always hurt when you need it most
never wanted love i just faked my part
never got enough when i wanted your heart
why do i just sink when i’m just tryna float

but you know i’m done pretending i'm wrong when it's not my fault
and baby i'm done pretending it's love when it's not your all
tell the next girl all the things that you told me
all you let slip cause you were hurting, you were lonely
i've found that giving up ground ain't what i want

both our names carved in my bedroom door
nightmares of you and i we can't ignore
how was i sold on the idea of us in the first place
for sale signs on whatever once was ours
hate saying you're the reason i have these scars
but you left me thinking that i was out of line to need space

but you know i’m done pretending i'm wrong when it's not my fault
and baby i'm done pretending it's love when it's not your all
tell the next guy all the things that you told me
all you let slip cause you were hurting, you were lonely
i've found that giving up ground ain't what i want

Giving Up Ground (Feat. Quinn XCII)

i'm burning my body so i can stay warm

written & produced by me
mix & master by @djfreshdirect
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feelings will change but i never feel enough
and time heals in waves but won’t fill the holes you dug
memories fade but i hold onto my love
i stay awake wishing on stars above

i try not to think about the ways that it's coming down
the things i was feeling then, i don’t wanna feel again
deep breaths coming in and out, one kick and i'm coming down
the things that i never said, i don't wanna hold them in

it snowed in october when i wanted rain
i don’t think i'm changing but i don’t feel the same
and all of my pieces that i gave away
i'm burning my body so i can stay warm

i tried to grow but i never change enough
i tried to be whole but somebody pulled the plug
all that i was crumbled beneath your weight
days turn to night and love withers into hate

i try not to think at all, the room never felt so small
i heard all the words you said, coloring my bones in red 
have we lost the coast line yet? how deep does the water get?
the waves go above my head, i don't wanna hold my breath

it snowed in october when i wanted rain
i don’t think i'm changing but i don’t feel the same
and all of my pieces that i gave away
i'm burning my body so i can stay warm

Snow In October

Chelsea Cutler - Water On The Bridge

lyrics:
winter came and went but my love don't seem to go no
you said we could be friends but that's not enough to hold no

you call and you ask me how i am and i don't think i can take it
and then we talk and i wait til you hang up
and you wonder why i'm breaking

there's so much water on the bridge 
you're telling me that you'd rather we just sink than swim
there's too much water on the bridge
you're telling me that you don't think you can live with it

so i change my point of view
cause i want to be with you

winter came and went but the cold lasted for so long
and i wanna kiss your neck but i'm biting on my own tongue 

you call and you say that something's wrong
suddenly you're coming over
and i know that you just came here to talk 
but i'm losing my composure 

there's so much water on the bridge 
you're telling me that you'd rather we just sink than swim
there's too much water on the bridge
you're telling me that you don't think you can live with it

you call and you say that something's wrong
suddenly you're coming over
and i know that you just came here to talk 
but you're fucking with my closure

there's so much water on the bridge 
you're telling me that you'd rather we just sink than swim
there's too much water on the bridge
you're telling me that you don't think you can live with it

so i change my point of view
cause i want to be with you

Water On The Bridge

Chelsea Cutler - Someone Else

lyrics:
i know why ur calling
we’ve been here before
i know what u want, u say i’m the one
then walk out the door
it’s been for a minute
but i can’t let go
don’t answer the phone, swear that i’m fine
no self control yeah

two drinks, i do this, i do this, i know 
i call u, i call u, u answer the phone
then in the morning u leave me
hung out to dry in the city yeah 

maybe i need another shadow in the dark
maybe i’m lonely and i don’t know what i want
maybe it’s four a.m. but i still call u up 
every time cause i want u to put me through hell
maybe i need another shadow in the dark
maybe i’m lonely and i don’t know what i want
maybe it’s four a.m. but i still call u up 
every time cause i’m scared ur with someone else

i know what this is yeah
but u wouldn’t admit
cause its been three days and u will not say 
that u wanted this
it feels like forever 
so tell me its real
u got me wondering 
would u be down if i wanted u still

two drinks, i do this, i do this, i know 
i need u, i need u, i need u alone
i know that we left it to simmer
can’t help but thinking ur with her
maybe i need another shadow in the dark
maybe i’m lonely and i don’t know what i want
maybe it’s four a.m. but i still call u up 
every time cause i want u to put me through hell
maybe i need another shadow in the dark
maybe i’m lonely and i don’t know what i want
maybe it’s four a.m. but i still call u up 
every time cause i’m scared ur with someone else

maybe i need another shadow in the dark
maybe i’m lonely and i don’t know what i want
maybe it’s four a.m. but i still call u up 
every time cause i’m scared ur with someone else

Someone Else

Deserve This

Chelsea Cutler - Lonely Alone (with Jeremy Zucker)

Lonely Alone (with Jeremy Zucker)

Deathbed

Hell

Chelsea Cutler - AF1s

i don’t wanna stay and put the weight on u
cause maybe in the morning
u’ll remember that before it
got so hard it hurts you used to want me too
and i never had to question
what i said before i sent it

theres a line
that you drew and i said its all right
but i don’t wanna wait inside it 
no i don’t wanna waste no time
when i still want you just the 

same as 
nights we laid out on pavement 
drinking till we got wasted
loosening nike laces on our AF1s
dancing around your bedroom
things that i never told you
now I’m alone and i don’t know why this happened to us

i just wanna stay the night and see this through
cause maybe in the morning
u’ll remember that before it
got so hard it hurts you used to want me too
and i never had to question
if u really ever meant it

theres a line
that you drew and i said its all right
but i don’t wanna wait inside it 
no i don’t wanna waste no time
when i still want you just the 

same as 
nights we laid out on pavement 
drinking till we got wasted
loosening nike laces on our AF1s
dancing around your bedroom
things that i never told you
now I’m alone and i don’t know why this happened to us

theres so much left for us to say
why u just pushing me away 
i never meant for us to change 
no i don’t wanna waste no time when i still want u just the 

same as 
nights we laid out on pavement 
drinking till we got wasted
loosening nike laces on our AF1s
dancing around your bedroom
things that i never told you
now I’m alone and i don’t know why this happened to us

AF1s

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