i don't mean to complicate things
you just say shit
ain't consistent
god, do mobs claim
your existence

you just lack
it ain't my question to ask

my no presence
haven't you noticed?
the tension is desaturated
years have already aged
(tension, haven't you noticed?
the presence is desaturated
years have already aged)

i don't hate you
but i'd dig your grave
i don't hate you
but i'd set off the propane
i don't hate you
but i'd watch you burn in flames

phantom tears

desaturated

cover art by alecs:
https://www.instagram.com/dlalexart

questioning

a song for smiley green bday boy! happy birthday dream :)

lyrics:
he's been running for a while
and hunted by his own triumphant
a green small four leaf clover
no, he's actually pretty fucken tall

and i'll wear a smile, yes
if you stay a little bit longer
and i'll wear a smile, yes
if you sent a heart
i swear i'll smile, yes
if you stay a little bit longer
i swear i'll smile, yes
if you sent a heart...
hmm.. hmm..

and sometimes he's a blob
sometimes he's a little bit sus
and sometimes he's just calm
sometimes he's a little too fucken loud
turn it down!
turn it down!
turn it down!

~

i'll wear a smile, yes
if you stay a little bit longer
i'll wear a smile, yes
if you sent a heart
i swear i'll smile, yes
if you stay a little bit longer
i swear i'll smile, yes
if you sent a heart
and i'll wear a smile, yes
if you smile under your mask

smile under your mask (for dream)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6lMZ7K6PAClAl7vaxMgD7k?si=a0afc2a9a3034ef9

lyrics

girl of the ocean
i wave as you walk and stand still
small little glances
free from the casual look
no
i see a glimpse of your soul
as we part away
part away

girl of the ocean
don't lose your feet being pulled
slightly i wonder
how you own the huge waves
no
i see your comfort in the cold
somehow from miles away
miles away

girl of the ocean
i hear you in pain
girl in the ocean
i hear you in shame

girl of the ocean (no)
i hear you in pain
girl of the ocean (no)
i feel you in shame

girl in the ocean (no)
i feel you in pain
girl in the ocean (no)
i hear you in shame

i can't swim but i made you some air



mixed by:
carl joshua marasigan

girl of the ocean

part 1:
we walked a path
knowing it's last
cling on the present moment
now that is past
cant help but gasp
all of the droplets we meant
tried to stay a bit closer
maybe time will give us a chance
and make today a lil slower
god?
can you hear me?
just take this one favor
i wish time could have stopped
the moment i called and pulled you in so
close a book but don't go on hiding
id miss the way you look at me
close my eyes and i see it clearly
and you see me too

part 2:
i saw me too
i've grown a lot on you
left to hope we wont be screwed
by goodbye
hate goodbyes
i feel that by a million miles
oh i cried by the thought of losing touch (stay in touch, okay?)
oh i cried by the feeling of being apart (i won't be away)
oh i cried by the thought of losing touch (stay in touch, okay?)
oh i cried by the feeling of being apart (i won't be away)
cry
i would lie if i said i'm doing okay
cry
i don't mind for feeling bad
sorry not today

part 3:
i dont want to talk about anything anymore
i dont want to talk about anything anymore
i just want to choose pain
well, cos i have no other choice
they tell me to accept 
except life is complex and unfair
they say to give it up
cos life does not have time to think and care
they told me lies
i know i can't bare to tolerate more
i just dont want to talk about anything anymore
i just wish, i wish for time to stop
i just wish, i wish for time to stop
i just wish, i wish for time to stop

heartstrings away
sunny skies of gray
our norths are still the same

heartstrings away (rough demo)

nakita ko noon nung tayo'y nagkasabay
ang ihip ng hangin ay nagiba
nabuo ang tulay at nangarap
ang oras ay tumatakbo nang kay bilis
'di ko man lang napansin na nahulog ang damdamin
at nung nakita na kita
doon lang nagkatama
dulot ng kaginhawahan
kahit walang usapan
kita na kita! 
doon lang nagkatama
sa hirap at ginhawa
lagi ka nang kasama

lumipas at naghintay sa wala (lumipas at naghintay sa wala) 
ano pa ba ito kung sa iba ka na nakatingin? (ano pa ba ito kung sa iba)
lumipas at naghintay sa wala (lumipas at naghintay sa wala) 
ano pa ba ito kung sa iba ka na nakatingin? (ano pa ba ito kung sa iba) 
magkabilang dulo ang hangarin... 

pero alam mo, mahal pa rin kita kahit 'di mo ibalik (kahit 'di mo ibalik)
alam mo, mahal pa rin kita kahit 'di mo ibalik (kahit 'di mo ibalik) 
basta, mahal pa rin kita kahit 'di mo ibalik (kahit 'di mo ibalik)

alam mo, mahal pa rin kita kahit 'di mo ibalik (sa hirap at ginhawa, lagi ka nang kasama) 
alam mo, mahal pa rin kita kahit 'di mo ibalik (lumipas at naghintay sa wala)
basta, mahal pa rin kita kahit 'di mo ibalik (ano pa ba ito kung sa iba ka na nakatingin?)
kahit 'di mo ibalik

kita na kita
kahit hindi mo ibalik.

kahit hindi mo ibalik.

~
it's hard to resist your alluring charm
i know that i made a pact
not to trust, not to insist
but those are the wings
an enchantress from afar
the noon moved to dawn until
she just comes out of the dark
humming whispers of the shadows linger on
creatures leeching on her stitches and stellar
help me
help me
help me
~

jace challenged me to make a song out of this free beat ><



lyrics:

there's something about liking that i cant have you
doesnt really make sense at all
those calls i wanted to miss but i cant
youre so persistently kind
and i think

all of my walls have
shattered, im baffled
but i dont mind if you...
i dont mind if you...

confuse me more!
i hope you dont forget what i say
cause i wont repeat them again
remember or i'll forget it with you
but to me, thats why i stay

there's nothing that i could think but the breath we would take from each other
i could see the look in your eyes
but i speak and you just suddenly shut me down
oh i like that you're not mine
i wasnt in your line of sight

all of my walls have
shattered, im baffled
but i dont mind if you...
i dont mind if you...

confuse me more!
i hope you dont forget what i say
cause i wont repeat them again
remember or i'll forget it with you
but to me, thats why i stay

i hope you dont forget what i say
cause i wont repeat them again
remember or i'll forget it with you
but to me,  thats why i stay



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