weetabix, doused in a refreshing creamy white liquid. Milk.

tired (+xmichaelwarren)

prod https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

backseat (Prod. IOF)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by Carlby & @horoshavibes
Guitars by Lavender_Txwn (@user-757072975)

LYRICS
Don't know how much more I can take
You've got a way with words
You always get your way

And when you talk down to me
I don't talk back
Always playing defense
Now I'm on the attack

Said it before and I'll say it again
I don't like myself when I'm like this
I was down bad
Now Im feeling better
I'm not that same sad boy you remember

So we are never getting back together
I'm my own man now
I don't need to be tethered
I'ma show you how to keep your cool under pressure
I won't let you hold me down forever

(sendflowrs)
Hold me down forever
Trying to keep it cool while I'm under pressure
Yeah its now or never
Kiss me, or don't
I don't care
whatever

I been runnin' runnin' runnin' from my problems
I've been loving loving loving all this time you give me 
Smokin' way too much yeah just to solve 'em
And you pussies ain't a hundred yeah you barely fifty

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I Don't Like Myself When I'm Like This w/ sendflowrs

somewhere to hide

prod frevel & 5head

i decided to try and recreate my old 2019 mix for this one and i rlly like how it turned out

lyrics:

run it back run it back, yea 
snow so cold that i cannot feel my hands yea
ima need to take a break lil baby 
but i’ll be right back
and her smile so sweet
that i can’t stay mad

but i can but i can yea 
runnin shit sendin shots at ur man yea 
she the queen, she hold it down
in the netherrealm 
when i’m not around 
catch the smoke
from 100 rounds
can u hold it down 
4 the GANG (no idea why i said that, i’m sorry)

think u need to switch it up
go change ur attitude 
and i can’t wrap my head round this shit
he can’t have you too 
x2

ur the sun and the stars and the moon and the sky, 
nah i don’t wanna talk to u lil bitch go get offline’d 
and i’m never fuckin sober smokin cookie till i die, yea
i jus need some help think i’m struggling tonight 
x2

run it back run it back, yea 
snow so cold that i cannot feel my hands yea
ima need to take a break lil baby 
but i’ll be right back
and her smile so sweet
that i can’t stay mad

but i can but i can yea 
runnin shit sendin shots at ur man yea 
she the queen, she hold it down
in the netherrealm 
when i’m not around 
catch the smoke
from 100 rounds
can u hold it down 
4 the GANG

netherrealm (frevel x 5head)

PRODUCED BY TAURS AND JOLST 

usendflowrs: 

will you call home, just call home my visions clouded
wanna tear off my face when i think about it
x2

your love fills my health bar, can’t live without it
i’m low hearts, you’re cold i would never doubt it 
a lost soul in that cold, and never found it 
your personality lies in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go 

nevermadeithome:

and i cant believe that i didnt see this 
she poisoned the apple when i eat it 
i cant read her books they make me speechless
one flick of her hair shes so reckless 

she'll eat your heart alive 
she gets her voodoo doll 
with a needle and she pokes me in the eye 
now ive gone fuckin blind 
i hope this is the last time 
that she conjures up a potion 
& im praying its the elixer of life x2

i kinda want you bad
but i know that youre no good for me 
youre just being sad so i fall for you
i kinda want you bad 
but i know that you’re no good for me 
and you’re just being sad so i fall for-

sendflowrs & nevermadeithome:

in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go
x2

winterfell w/ nevermadeithome (taurs x jolst)

Bundled Up (prod. Sleye)(Forever The Sickest Kids Cover)

just the beginning...
@jolst // @pekarot_161 // art by @ejcarrmusic

lyrics:

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive

cuz i’ve been kind
i’ve given patience u dont deserve
i’ve followed trails to the core of this earth
i’m reading books cuz i never fucking learn
you’ve run a fine line too long this time
i gotta move on im sure im right
cuz it was nice with u here
i’ll be fine with u gone
i don’t like all this fear
you should just move along

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

time, wasting time 
but you don’t realize 
what you don’t realize 
these are the days of our lives
you got caught up in your lies 
emotions trapped inside your minds 
hidden behind a disguise
now its too late for goodbyes

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive..

hangitup [jolst x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

so tired of mean ppl fr 

prod yungspoiler (tha goat)
lyrics: 

maybe you could tell me what you want?
since you're so fuckin good at 
tellin me that im wrong...
(that im wrong)
im so sick of 
all this fake love 
why dont you take your mask off
show me what you're made of

and ive been waiting
while you've been changin'
im sick of it!
sick of it!
u make me wanna throw up
but i guess that not your problem
its a falling out
a falling out 
fuck!!

a falling out...

and im not sure why you
think you can get away with
all that shit you pull
yeah your makin enemies by the mouthful
by the fuckin mouthful!

yeah i thought that we were friends
but i got a knife in my back in end
and a sneaking suspicion 
that you always talked behind my back
i thought i knew you better than that
than that!!

and ive been waiting
while you've been changin'
im sick of it!
sick of it!
u make me wanna throw up
but i guess that not your problem
its a falling out
a falling out 
fuck!!

ohhhhh...

and im not sure why you 
think you can get away with
all that shit you pull!
all that shit you pull!!
all that shit you pull!!
all that shit you pull!!!

man im so tired of all this 
fuck all yall

falling out (sick of it) [+yungspoiler]

with @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @jolst and @sshinju

lyrics

noooo
here i go
i only think about u now when im alone
i cant wait to go home and just smoke
see my eyes blood red like a rose  
blue pill red pills what i chose
all this time i might still go ghost
the affections really what i miss most
but its hurts to know it wasnt real at all

veins

i spent the new year throwing up in a kitchen sink 
with my eyes blood red and this rage it fills my head
i'm lashing out, barbarian, there's lightning out my cornea 
sparks and hits the walls and we got burn it out in flames
but the blood that's running thru me isn't human in these veins
and it's charred and made of ember but the spirit still remains
i swear that ash is compensating for all the shit I lost to pain
i don't mind tho
watch the time go
i can't even write a song without my eyes closed
watch me go
woah rolling up
gonna pour another cup 
won't take no shit from no broke ass cunt
when ur jaw locks up
and ur time runs up
when u play that song
man u break my heart

blood red w/ betweentheveinsandi (prod shinju + jolst)

Featuring @ihateshinigami
Produced by @horoshavibes
Art by Kat (artstation.com/katieimbro)

LYRICS
I've been living in a dream for far too long
Desperately in need of
Someone to wake me up
Stuck in a state of
Suspended animation
Can't escape this simulation
And it's getting harder just to fake it

Nothing seems to stimulate me
And all the while I'm deteriorating
Feel like everybody hates me
Can't get out of my head
 
I've seen the world for what it is and I'm not convinced
There's gotta be something more to all of this
If ignorance is bliss than I
Am living in a paradise

(Horosha)
If all of this is just a dream
Then what visions will we see
When we wake up
Do I even want to know

(shinigami)
I’ve been living in a dream
Everything feels so far from me
I can’t tell if I’m asleep
I just really need you here next to me

And I just wanna give you the best of me
Butterflies every time that you’re texting me
Sick and tired of turning in my sheets
Lately it’s been really hard to breathe

I can’t take this anymore
Hands to my chest I’m on the floor
Wanna live a good life ‘cause this shit’s short
That’s one thing I know for sure

blood red w/ betweentheveinsandi (prod shinju + jolst)

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