Good Enough (full album)

lyrics for each song are in their respective descriptions!

melancholia

It's Me (Isn't it?)

look at me now

secrets

antihero

Good Enough

Ladybug

Good in Goodbye

Heavy

A Little More

Stay With Me

The Last Love Letter

Autumn

Fairytales

Intro: Maybe There's A Chance

One of my most requested Ayu covers! All lyrics are written by me.

"Mirrorcle World" english cover

01 Battle Cry

02 QUEEN OF HEARTS

03 RED LINES (part 2)

04 Guide Me Home

05 Ruin

07 In An Instant

A STAR IS BORN

Phases

Let You Go

PHASES

Reasons

Carry On

Think of Me

We Are The Ones

I Wish That We Could Talk Right Now

Jersey

It’s funny
When I look back on 
all the times we shared 
together

It was just me
Holding on to 
what I thought was
Forever

it wasn’t what it seemed
I was clouded by a tale of
Dreams that should’ve came true
But didn’t

But now I see the truth
And now I see through you
your lies, your pain was all a game
Now you’re just a part of yesterday
So now it’s time to let you know
Where I’ve decided to go

I went to a field of memories
And burned them all away
Into a starless sky of reality
That’s where you are inside of me

It’s funny
When I think of
All the times we shared
From the beginning

is it just me?
Or did I carry the weight
Of someone else besides me?
Since the beginning?

It wasn’t what it seemed
I was blinded by the love I felt
The love I thought you deserved

But now I see the truth
And now I see through you
your lies, your pain was all a game
Now you’re just a part of yesterday
So now it’s time to let you know
Where I’ve decided to go

I went to a field of memories
And burned them all away
Into an empty sky of darkness 
That’s where you are inside of me

You can’t say I didn’t try
You’re the one who forced our goodbye
Forever doesn’t mean a thing
Unless it’s forever where we stand now…
You can’t say I didn’t try
You’re the one who forced our goodbye
Forever doesn’t mean a thing for us anymore

Cause now I see the truth
And now I see through you

I went to a field of memories
And burned them all away
Into an empty sky of darkness 
That’s where you are inside of me

Field of Memories

i know it sounds pathetic
but i wish that we could talk right now
cause there’s this loneliness inside my chest
it’s been burning for nearly four years now
how did we go from spending every single day together
to becoming what we said we would never be
at least that’s how it’s been for me
i wish that we could talk right now

my heart is so heavy
these tears just won’t dry
when i think that i’m ok
underneath, i’m still dy-ing
from all the pain i’ve had, it’s all you left me
now you’re living your life happily without me
and i can’t help but hate myself because i’ll never see
my life... your life
our life... together anymore

i wish that we could talk right now

truth is, i think i might be depressed
from every lie to every night of endless silence and regret
my 9-5, my song-life, now i’m a wife who still feels empty even though i’ve got it all
where do i begin? it’s all your fault.

do you ever think about me?
do you ever have moments when you still need me?
after all these years, do you ever feel like no one will compare to me?
did it even hurt to separate from me?
i’ve got these open wounds that never scar, they never heal, they just haunt me
do you miss me?
do you miss me at all?

i wish that we could talk right now.

after all that we’ve been through
you couldn’t even try to talk to me
i still don’t even have a reason why
you pulled the plug on me
now i’m floating through a dream life
and i cannot fucking grasp the fact that i’m supposed to find that same balance without you, why did you leave me? i’m still asking myself that question and i’m still left with nothing.

It’s no surprise

did our promise mean nothing? did our bond no longer matter? did i hurt you, or betray you, did i throw you aside? did i break your promise like you broke mine?

it doesn’t make sense
but i’m still fucking paying for it

i wish that we could talk right now

you couldn’t even tell me why you chose this road, just a letter stating lies to feed your sanity. and just like that, my world shattered, nothing mattered anymore except this empty hole inside me that you dug and left cold. the question i still have is... “how am i supposed to move on?”

i’ve been angry and sad, lonely and betrayed, but i’ll never know why you chose to leave and i still stayed the same. people change, but hearts stay with you, lines that link us in the color red, but somehow suddenly it feels like you ripped the string until i bled

i’m left with nothing just like always

i wish that we could talk right now

i’m left with nothing. 
and just like always, you’ve got it all. 
my heart stays broken, 
i’m just a shadow on your wall.

i wish that we could talk right now.

i saw you walking down the crowded streets
waiting forever for a sign
i waited hours just to see your face
but i was too late, just like every time

i wanted answers for the questions in my heart
you never looked in my direction
i drove these tears to the bottom of this world
but all you did was drive away
you drove far away…

i never asked for this uncertainty
i never asked you to break my heart
all i wanted was a yes or no to this…
who knew silence could tear you apart

drive, drive
do you remember that drive?

i thought i could heal you from your demons
i waited so long to tell you how
how much i longed to feel your heart with mine
but i was too late, just like every time
just like the last time

i never asked for all this pain
i never asked for you to break my heart
all i wanted was to know you felt the same
who knew silence could tear you apart

drive.... drive...

Drive

Every night I lay still
Memories sweep over me
Of when I was just a child
All of these forgotten yesterdays
Keep on coming back to me
Then I remember the pain…

Na na na
Na na na
Na na na
Na na na

There was a time when all I felt was the
Stinging pain of being told I wasn’t like my sister
I wish that I could say, this didn’t happen every day
But I remember clear as day the tears that fell from my face
Nothing quite compares to a dream shut down
Even if you said that you believed in them,
Actions speak louder than words
I repeat, actions speak louder than words

There was a time when all I felt was the
Stinging pain of never feeling like I was good enough
I wish that I could say this didn’t happen every day
But I remember clear as day the dream to run run away
But nothing quite compares to being told to stay strong
Because I cried too much
actions speak louder than words
I repeat, actions speak louder than words

Every night I lay still
Memories sweep over me
Of when I was just a child
All of these forgotten yesterdays
Keep on coming back to me
Then I remember the pain…

Na na na
Melancholia

There was a time when all I felt was the
Stinging pain of being told i wasn’t loved anymore
I wish that I could say, my broken heart was okay
But I remember clear as day the tears that fell from my face
there’s nothing worse than being treated like a freak
Even if they said that they believed in me
Actions spoke louder than words, 
I repeat, their actions spoke louder than words

There was a time when all I felt was the
Stinging pain of never feeling like I was good enough
I wish that I could say this didn’t happen every day
But I remember, tears on face, the dream to just fade away
Nothing quite compares to being told to shut up
Because I cried too much
actions speak louder than words
I repeat, actions speak louder than words

Na na na
Melancholia
Na na na
Melancholia

Melancholia

It’s fascinating
What the mind can do
When you you spend your life trying to forget something

It compartmentalizes the thoughts you long wish to let go of
The memories that no longer serve a purpose
Stored away for the right moment to 
show a little ray of light through the dark cracks of your heart

Repressed memories are like finding something you once lost that you forgot all about
In a place you’ve searched more frequently than you can count.
Like revisiting your old childhood home to find it is still standing tall, just with different memories inside.

But your brain and your heart are a part of one person for all of eternity.

You.

That is why it is so fascinating when those once repressed memories return to the surface.
All of the pain, all of that anger, all of the melancholy… returns as if those memories were just created yesterday.

This is my memory.

This is… melancholia.

intro: This is Melancholia

Pretty Words

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I keep a lot of things bottled up, but once I'm in front of a microphone, I'm an open book. Music is my form of self expression. This is my story.

CHERYL STARR

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