trauma & synths

ch2rms - a message to myself (soma)

ch2rms - Ren Lockit (vampiremutual elxnce)

ch2rms - fall upon deaf ears (soma _ pr37)

blushxoxo & diegointhedark - spot (meta)

Spilled my fucking drink
Bitch I'm not tryna link
I been hiding in a fortress
And I can't let you in
Magical ring, wear fake armor made of tin
It's not so hard to pierce me, I feel eyes up on my skin
Beauty from within
I'll always be a no one and I've made my peace with that
Hate the things that I've said and I hate the way I act
Jigsaw puzzle piece together, I feel frail and weak and sad
I can't tell where ur at, lead me forwards, bring me back

Birdwatching, window shopping
Eyes closed, nothing, dots on my eyelids
Sunflower iris, I'm posted outside bitch
Forty Nine Hudson in my ears, I feel like hiding
Blacked out, silence, forget it and I'm fine again
Taking every step blindly, I wanna hang with my friends
Will you find me, tell me when you count to 10
Are my thoughts really real or are they nonsense

I can't get it to work
I swear the cogs never turn
I swear I'm lost to the static
Break the reel watch it burn
Catch me staring at ferns
I'm a daydreamer first
And I'm acting dramatic
But I know what I'm worth

I can't get it to work
I swear the cogs never turn
I swear I'm lost to the static
Break the reel watch it burn
Catch me staring at ferns
I'm a daydreamer first
And I'm acting dramatic
But I know what I'm worth

Spilled my fucking drink
Bitch I'm not tryna link
I been hiding in a fortress
And I can't let you in
Magical ring, wear fake armor made of tin
It's not so hard to pierce me, I feel eyes up on my skin
Beauty from within
I'll always be a no one and I've made my peace with that
Hate the things that I've said and I hate the way I act
Jigsaw puzzle piece together, I feel frail and weak and sad
I can't tell where ur at, lead me forwards, bring me back

beauty from within prod chew

x@@ proddd @saig23
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Blow smoke up high as a kite
won't go out without a fight ..

Chop it up, every night
with or without any light ..ㅤ(＿ ＿ ) ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

got so much pressure on me
so I keep pressure on me ..

lonely, no one praying for me
cause I lost everybody no ..

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I'm smoking louder than ever
i still can't fold under weather ..

I smoke all my pain away
I cannot go back for lesser ..

if you ain't here for me now
then don't be there for me ever ..

blow smoke up high as a kite
won't go out without a fight ..

chop it up, every night
with or without any light ..

Got so much pressure on me
so I keep pressure on me .. ㅤ╮(￣ -￣")╭ 

lonely, no one praying for me
cause I lost everybody no ..

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it kind of hurts when I lie
I know it hurts by my side ..

But can you hold me tonight ?
maybe I'll die by your side ..

I know it hurts when I lie
she see the Pain in my eyes ..

but can you hold me tonight ?
Maybe I'll die by your side ..

@heartsayako - pain // ᵢₙₕₑᵣₘₑₘₒᵣᵧ (prod.saig23)#㏄ interlude ꧂

@flynnseasons

it + . hurts2seeubetter
after all you done to me
who got your pussy wetter
i was tha 1st one in that sea
i know you know better
than to kick it with them dweebs
i hope that scrub i see you with do you like me

i see you posted with my friends
it gave me feelings i cant show i hold my breath
it make me sick
knowing ill never love again
while you probably out there holding on his hand
and i can say i wont get back with you
but i cant confidently say, girl, that im over you
conflictedwithmyHeart

(and its pawn to here
and then its pawn to take
and then its pawn to check
and then its pawn to mate
and then i check the time
and then its already late
and then its)

i dont want to see you happy without me i own it yea
and i know im a playboy for saying that girl i know it yea t,mes2

hurts2seeubetter (@flynnseasons)

www.instagram.com/sprinksblu/

(LyrikZ)

i GOT MUNNY BiLLZ ALL OVA DA FLOOOOR
SHE HiT MY CITY, SAID COME OVA LI HOO
SHE CALLIN ON MY PHONE, SAID SHE MISS MY COLOGNE
BUT NOW IM ON MY OWN

THEY JUST DONT GET IT NO MO
GET IT NO MORE
I SAID LE GET IT LIL HO
GET IT LIL HO
YOU KNO I DID IT LI HOOO
I DID IT LIL HO

TOOK HER 2 DA RUNWAY
HO I GOT MY OWN WAY
TOLD DAT HO IM ON MY WAY
IM ONLY A MILE AWAY
PULL UP 2 DA STUDIO
LES GO MAKE A MOVIE HO
YA YAYYEA I LOVE IT WHEN U MOVE IT HO

ITS , 4 ME...??? YEA YEA , 4 ME
I TOLD HER DAT YOU CAN STAY UP IN MY FORTRESS
YEA MY SHOOTER TAKING PORTRAITS
I AINT COUNTIN ENOUGH MUNNY DATS WHY I FEEL WORTHLESS(NEVER ENOUGH)

I KNOW MY BIH LUV ME CAUSE I PUT IN DA WORK
WHEN I PULLUP 2 DA VALET I KNOW U DA CLERK YEA
BOY U GOT NO MOVEMENT CAUSE U BE ON THE PERC
I ASSUME DATS WHAT YU DOIN , YEA ......

ITS RUINED. YEAYEA
WYD ? ?! ????
HO FLUENT
ON MY NUTS SHE CHEWIN
ON DIS BEAT IM GLIDING (SO fast)
IM COLLIDING (SO BAD)
YEA SHE RIDE IT (SO LONG)
EVERY FRIDAY (MHM)

7 DAYZ , YEA
7 STAYZ, YA YA 
SERVIN BASE
IM DA REAL BASS
DOIN WAT SHE SAYYYYY
I KNOW DAT SHE PLAYYYY
I SAID ITS OKAAAYYYYYY
I GOTTA MAKE DAT PAYYYYY

uuuuuuhhhHHUUUUUH
I GOTTA KILL DA PAINNNN
I GOTTA MAKE DAT BANKROLLLLLL
I GOTTA MAKE DAT PAYYYYYYYY
YAHHHHHHHHHHGG

I AINT COUNTIN ENOUGH MUNNY DATS WHY I FEEL WORTHLESS
DATS WHY I FEEL WORTHLESS
I AINT COUNTIN ENOUGH MUNNY DATS WHY I FEEL
I AINT I AINT
MUNNY - IS - WORTHLESS
DATS WHY I FEEL WORTHLESS
DATS WHY I FEEL WORTHLESS
I AINT COUNTIN ENOUGH MUNNY DATS WHY I FEEL WORTHLESS
DATS WHY I FEEL WORTHLESS

...(OUTRO)

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