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**Lyrics made my UC ISI**
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love you, babe [Rearrange; Afro RnB version]

DEJA VU

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Something from before my 12 month unintentional break from music - more to come...

The Anxious

_PACE

Struggle, as I gobble this word, I mumble, please give me a shovel, bury me into this scuttle, I feel disheveled. 

I became a scapegoat, wanting to stay afloat but was trapped by this heavy overcoat, yearning to escape with my cape coat.  

 I'm crazy about you, immersed, trembling, feeling hazy from this queue, shock, scared, but would you look at me if you knew? Could I continue if you had a clue? 

Heart's beating and hands shaking as I approach you. "Take a deep breath," I said, "sneeze," I acted, vomiting my words from underneath. But you left, smirking as you took my words under your breath. 

So I confess, I am the killer of my own stories, the instigator of my own struggles

But I digress, I distress, creating more progress while entering a faze that I should compress

I'm crazy about you, immersed, trembling, feeling hazy from this queue, shock, scared, but would you look at me if you knew? Could I continue if you had a clue? 

Heart's beating and hands shaking as I approach you. "Take a deep breath," I said, "sneeze," I acted, vomiting my words from underneath. But you left, smirking as you took my words under your breath. 

So I confess, I am the killer of my own stories, the instigator of my own struggles
So I confess, I am the killer of my own stories, the instigator of my own struggles

so my wrongdoings are my failures but my struggles? Well, they become my saviors.

killer of my own stories

I will give you hope so please bring back more
I will sacrifice my hope to bring back more
So please make sure u get better (get better, get better) make sure u get better, before it's too late, cuz it's gonna get hard
We are all unsure of tomorrow 
No place to hide or borrow
So please make sure that u are alright before it's too late
or we will keep drowning until there is no water...( to float on) cuz..

It's healing that we are in it
It's healing and we are in it
It's healing that we are in it
That's healing cuz we are in it

It's healing that we are in it (it's too late)
It's healing and we are in it (ohhh)
It's healing that we are in it (and it's alright)
That's healing cuz we are in it

Where do we all go, when it all comes crushing down
But I let you in...but you led me out
So either way, either way
It's up to you,
It's up to you,
If this hell don't....
In this case, you better run, run, run.
You are forgetting it, the struggles you had, the pains we made, for all tomorrow 
We pave the way,
And there is healing for tomorrow 
But you said,
We have the way,
But there's no tomorrow to fall on (rely on) cuz..

It's healing that we are in it
It's healing and we are in it
It's healing that we are in it
That's healing cuz we are in it

It's healing that we are in it (it's too late)
It's healing and we are in it (ohhh)
It's healing that we are in it (and it's alright)
That's healing cuz we are in it

and that's healing, that's healing...

It's healing that we are in it
It's healing and we are in it
It's healing that we are in it
That's healing cuz we are in it

It's healing that we are in it (it's too late)
It's healing and we are in it (ohhh)
It's healing that we are in it (and it's alright)
That's healing cuz we are in it

HEALING

I'm tired of being tired
Let me breathe..
Just let me breathe ..
I cannot take it anymore..
Everytime, it's another story,
Another struggle.

Let me breathe,
Just..let me breathe,
I'm tired of being tired,
I'm tired of being tired,
Let me breathe,
Just..let me breathe,
I'm tired of being tired,
I cannot take it anymore..

Waking up, dead
Going to bed, dead
It's a circle that never ends
Why did I choose this?

Sitting on the pavement floor,
Hoping to melt away, like the ice cream being stained away

Walking down the street, struggling to walk
Hoping the wind will carry me away, like birds on vacation 

What is there to live when there is nothing to hope for, nothing to hold onto, nothing to long to. 

Everytime i put my face in the water, I feel myself escaping from drowning.
I cannot even be those who want to die. If u cannot yearn to live, why is it so hard to die.

I feel stuck in this neverending life. It wouldn't let me go but I cannot stay. 

What do you want from me? What do you want me to do?
Your skinning me into corpse please, get it off me.
I cannot shake this off me, like an itch that won't stop.
No matter the hell, It's off me, prosperity is bullshit when there are parts to fix. 

The pain in my chest wouldn't stop beating, why is it there?

Why is breathing so hard for me? 
Everything i inhale, an exhale comes instead.

Let me breathe,
Just..let me breathe,
I'm tired of being tired,
I'm tired of being tired,
Let me breathe,
Just..let me breathe,
I'm tired of being tired,
I cannot take it anymore...

Put me in a casket so I can sleep peacefully, like 2 birds on their honeymoon.

Let me experience warmth without fear, without breathing too fast.

Let me close my eyes without the nightmares, let them become my daydreams. 

Allow me to breathe once more,
Let me feel nostalgia, before the ravens come get me (and now it's coming)
(and now it's coming)
(and now it's coming)
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(Outro)
Let me breathe...
Let me breathe, Just..let me breathe, (I'm tired of being tired) Just..let me breathe,
(I'm tired of being tired)

Let me breathe...
Let me breathe, Just..let me breathe (I'm tired of being tired) Just..let me breathe,
(I'm tired of being tired), (let me breathe)
(I'm tired of being tired), (let me breathe)...

let me breathe

Secrets aren't shared so you can't fail
But this is how you abused it (abused it)
There are miracles so please  don't ignore it (ignore it)
But this is how you made it?

Into the smokes of foggy lies, 
you would deny it (deny it)
Your silence is louder but 
you can't hear it (hear it)
Through your words, you screamed 
"I should bear it" (bear it)
How can I bear it? 
(Like really, how)

Blocked by sight, 
mirrors painted,
Parted by light, 
ceilings jointed 
How can I actually tame it?

(I don't hear you calling it, 
so say it, SAY IT! SAY IT!)

You forced me to do it, 
You cannot deny it so 
"I used it, I used it, 
until I abused it..."
It pained me to see it, 
but I cannot refuse it, instead

"I used it, I used it, until I abused it.."
"I used it, I used it, until I abused it.."
"I used it, I used it, until I abused it.." I SAID!
"I USED IT, I USED IT, UNTIL I ABUSED IT!"

Penny? Sally? Margaret? Josh? (WHO,HIM?!) 
They damn people 
that made you hush! 
For what?! 
(Honestly I really don't know)
Cuz you cannot lay 
with an average? (oh...)

But...

Was I an average or a leverage for your 
mediocre coverage 
I digress, making time for your pain is a sentencing since hearing isn't your specialty

(I know you are going through alot...
I don't know about saying that about his....)

Then fucking say it, 
SAY IT!

You forced me to do it, 
u cannot deny it so 
"I used it, I used it, until I abused it..."
It pained me to see it, 
but I cannot refuse it, instead

"I used it, I used it, until I abused it.."
"I used it, I used it, until I abused it.."I SAID!
"I USED IT, I USED IT, UNTIL I ABUSED IT!!"

AGAIN!

"I USED IT, I USED IT, UNTIL I ABUSED IT!"

ABUSED IT

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