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i been taking melatonin just to get some rest
it rlly hurts me to see you like this
i cant even stand on my own 2 feet

im losing time
my body's weak 
thought you were mine
im so deceived 
want me to throw everything away
im out of patience and i cant take it all
im losing time
my body's weak 
thought you were mine
im so deceived 
want me to throw everything away
im out of patience and i cant take it all

everything you said 
went right over your head
i wont get up if you break me down again
you leave my messages on read
i think you're better with me dead
is this how u want everything to end
but i cant take anymore
im falling down on the floor
i hate these thoughts running thru my head
thought we were better as friends
you like to say its the end when
things haven't started
my heart cant take this damage
things went exactly how you planned it 
i dont know how i managed to stay alive this long

i been taking melatonin just to get some rest
it rlly hurts me to see you like this
i cant even stand on my own 2 feet

im losing time
my body's weak 
thought you were mine
im so deceived 
want me to throw everything away
im out of patience and i cant take it all
im losing time
my body's weak 
thought you were mine
im so deceived 
want me to throw everything away
im out of patience and i cant take it all

losingtime

dont care

(grayskies)

Another mistake
I'm walking on dangerous grounds
The shit you do to him when I'm not around
How could I trust you again It happened so many times
I wanna be with you but I want you to
Hold my hand and tell me the truth
It's been a couple of months but I'm still waiting on you
To come back to me

(oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times
I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times

The problem wasn't you It was me
I just couldn't forget my past
I remember the day when you overdosed
I was right there next to you
But even though I wanted you with me
Oh I fucked everything up for the second time
I guess I'm too obsessed with you

(oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times
I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times

drowning in my blood

lyrics.

So you turn me away
Didn't wanna talk 
Can you hear what I say 
Girl I fell in love 
Way too soon 
What do I do
Tell me all of the things that could bother you 
Yeah girl, we can talk about it in the coffee shop 
Having trouble speaking when our eyes just lock
Shawty, now I'm feeling warm when you hug me goodbye
Is it true that love don't die 
We can walk around 
Telling different life stories 
Laugh so much 
Knowing life ain't boring 
You kiss me in my dreams last night 
Will we do the same right now, but in real life 
I don't even wanna tell you how much i love you
Anywhere you go, I'll be there supporting you
Just to let you know I'm shy
If you need a call, go and hit up my line 
Stay with me tonight 
Don't be shy 
With you right by my side
I don't wanna ever die 




Won't you stay by my side tonight
Won't be here till the end of time
I might be lost up in your eyes
But I can't find a reason to because
I never felt like this before
My heart racing, my problems yours
Cold sweats, red face, can't find the cause
Let's go full speed, don't want no pause
Won't you stay by my side tonight
Won't be here till the end of time
I might be lost up in your eyes
But I can't find a reason to because
I never felt like this before
My heart racing, my problems yours
Cold sweats, red face, can't find the cause
Let's go full speed, don't want no pause




And girl, I love you till the day I die 
Without you, I'm barely getting by 
And you're the only girl I need
When I'm with you, I feel complete
So take my hand and run away 
Our love grows stronger by the day
So stay with me, forever
Right by my side


Can you please bother showing up
Can you stop leaning on my shoulder
I wish that I could find some love 
but I don't want no one else besides you
And I just wanna be the one 
But I know that you don't wanna be with me right now


Yeah, I'm in denial
Oh, I be thinking about everything that you done with me
Everything that you done with me
And I don't know what to say
Everything you say is fake
But when I'm with you, i feel safe
I just want you to be my bae
Can you stay right by my side


Won't you stay by my side tonight
Won't be here till the end of time
I might be lost up in your eyes
But I can't find a reason to because
I never felt like this before
My heart racing, my problems yours
Cold sweats, red face, can't find the cause
Let's go full speed, don't want no pause
Won't you stay by my side tonight
Won't be here till the end of time
I might be lost up in your eyes
But I can't find a reason to because
I never felt like this before
My heart racing, my problems yours
Cold sweats, red face, can't find the cause
Let's go full speed, don't want no pause

mesmerised w/ jelex, scrot! & grioten (prod waves)

tysm for 500 followers <3
(bloom)

Woke up to your text
Why do you wanna end it all
Blood splattered all over my bedroom wall
What did I do to you
For you to act like this
I dropped you off at your house
And left you with a kiss
You got me running round circles in my bedroom
got me thinking how I messed up this bad
It was all my fault again
No matter how hard I try
I find a way to fail

I wasted time
It turns out I'm not over you
I wish I could get close to you
But I messed that up
Seems like you never loved me anyways
Going through our old texts just to numb the pain
It didn't matter to you
I knew it never did

I was missing you
But you were never there
When I was down on my own
You were nowhere to be seen
I see you inside my dreams
Yeah I tried like everything
Just to get you back
I know I messed up bad

(oh oh oh oh oh)

Woke up to your text
Why do you wanna end it all
Blood splattered all over my bedroom wall
What did I do to you
For you to act like this
I dropped you off at your house
And left you with a kiss
You got me running round circles I'm my bedroom
got me thinking how I messed up this bad
It was all my fault again
No matter how hard I try
I find a way to fail

I wasted time
It turns out I'm not over you
I wish I could get close to you
But I messed that up
Seems like you never loved me anyways
Going through our old texts just to numb the pain
It didn't matter to you
I knew it never did

over you

take a chance and take my hand

promise u this was not my plan

trying hard to do all i can

in a mess right where i stand



breaking it up, i jus need you for caution 

im taking enough , losing me in the process

im giving it up never got what i wanted 

but living with you is enough of an option




u look better w me than u do alone

eyes brown the new color of my home

got a change of pace im
not on my own

just a little taste but my fate is sewn

i been feelin great since i left my phone

i been feelin great since i left unknown

need time & space just to place my hold

soon enough ill break out of my mold



breaking it up, i jus need you for caution 

im taking enough , losing me in the process

im giving it up never got what i wanted 

but living with you is enough of an option

brown eyes (wetgropes)

produced , written , and performed by Solio

I tried to talk but I can’t do it
I want you bad you’re fucking stupid 
I gave you hints but you were clueless 
You’ll play with my confidence until I fucking loose it
And now I'm trapped inside these walls 
Wish you could tell from right and wrong 
I’m such a hopeless romantic 
You took away my infection but you can have it

Its just so hopeless we could have been together
Don’t want you later I just want you forever 
But you’re just getting the best of me, I didn’t want you crying upset with me
And it’s to late i've been fighting my dreams
And I be fighting my thoughts, And I be ducking you’re screams 
The next time will be different
I really hope it will be different
Cuz you want me in your control
And i've been stuck here getting old
You make me sad I lost control
And now I'm sitting all alone
It’s just the same now, It’s just a waste now
And I'm so sick of being here I want to leave town
I didn’t like them anyways their just a pain to me
And now with them it’s just a pain to speak.

infection

sorry for being gone so long im gonna try to be more 
active.

i cant see a way to stop this

moving out the ways an option

i cant seem to brace the nonsense

im not here im barely conscious 

make me feel alive im honest-

ly just terrified of losses 

i cant feel the way i wanted

im just building blue up on it

bleedin out

i cant see for now

its all going down but then u come around

gonna drown feel like im gonna drown

but then you pull me out u pull me out

im not going alone

id rather smash up my phone

the only contact i know

is just sitting at home

if you’re not feeling to go

baby then we just wont go

the real feeling of home

its us together alone

blue (mila moon)

waiting alonE

produced by okayjml

out everywhere woo

lbgri qp tfednf | tepcu

i just watch
the leaves fall
and everyone crowding round my body after i freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon grieve for
i can't really make you the blame because it seems all

life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
i just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
i know that this is the end

turn the tv off
i dont wanna see my mangled body on the screen no more
fuck the alcohol
I can give all this venting a try, but after that i wont fight
(no more)

ive been leaving my camera on me while i prepare
watch me drive into insanity and pure despair
I been wasting my energy watch me peel and tear
i couldn't ever drive through my roots, now I'm thinking life isn't fair

I've been seeing all these ghosts inside my room
I never knew where to go until i found you
im gonna break soon
watching you leave my body behind made me look like a damn fool

Again, I see why
I couldn't ever end it on bad terms
we straight like a bad perm
but you never answer
you phone i guess
that's signal
or you're ignoring all my missed calls

i just watch
the leaves fall
and everyone crowding round my body after i freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon grieve for
i can't really make you the blame because it seems all

life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
i just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
i know that this is the end

hvk.

jaded

seasons

two minutes of meh


1. loose screws 
2. trifecta
3. drunken fist style
4. idk lol but im so real
5. figure you out
6. terrified (scrap)
7. still save a seat for you
8. idk either

you say i'm losing my mind

LOVE-PANIC! (feat. Not3kk) (sped-up)

hers

klq ro jlla | tepcu | synapse

(i can't get my mind off someone who on that shit all the time
you done took my heart and all my soul, now that shit intertwined
i can't get my mind off someone who on that shit all the time
i swear you're too perfect, i'll take you over these dollar signs)

every time i look at you i always ask myself "why me?"
glances that i take at you then look away, but you still see
if i was perfect, which i wish i was, i wouldn't beg and plead
for you to tell me if you really want me or if i'm just a

weed in your garden
that you don't wanna pick out
asking, "do you still want me?"
and hoping we don't go south

if i was yours, i swear i'd treat you better
waiting for your response been feeling like forever
picking straight at my thorns, you really think you're clever
i'd always get what you want, don't worry bout a "never"

if i was yours, i swear i'd treat you better
waiting for your response been feeling like forever
picking straight at my thorns, you really think you're clever
i'd always get what you want, don't worry bout a "never"

i could do you best, i swear
why can't you choose me out of everyone else?
i would do anything for you, just say the word
no matter the distance, i swear that we could make it work

i could do you best, i swear
why can't you choose me out of everyone else?
i would do anything for you, just say the word
no matter the distance, i swear that we could make it work

if i was perfect, which i wish i was, i wouldn't beg and plead
for you to tell me if you really want me or if i'm just a

weed in your garden
that you don't wanna pick out
asking, "do you still want me?"
and hoping we don't go south

if i was yours, i swear i'd treat you better
waiting for your response been feeling like forever
picking straight at my thorns, you really think you're clever
i'd always get what you want, don't worry bout a "never"

if i was yours, i swear i'd treat you better
waiting for your response been feeling like forever
picking straight at my thorns, you really think you're clever
i'd always get what you want, don't worry bout a "never"

if i was yours, i swear i'd treat you better
waiting for your response been feeling like forever
picking straight at my thorns, you really think you're clever
i'd always get what you want, don't worry bout a "never"

if i was yours, i swear i'd treat you better
waiting for your response been feeling like forever
picking straight at my thorns, you really think you're clever
i'd always get what you want, don't worry bout a "never"

(i can't get my mind off someone who on that shit all the time
you done took my heart and all my soul, now that shit intertwined
i can't get my mind off someone who on that shit all the time
i swear you're too perfect, i'll take you over these-)

dollar signs.

perfection

all plats!

(neverforever)

The road we walk
For days enough of pain
I swore on the cross
We'd make it 
North x2

But we're overrun by the snow
We're stuck to pissing to stay warm
I'm losing you
I'm losing sleep
But last but not least
I'm losing me

a demo titled north

throwaway

I’ve turned through every page in the book
still don’t know if I shouldn’t or I should
cuz you taste so bittersweet 
it’s like it shouldn’t have been me
but I can’t lie to you, it feels so good

feel like I should’ve known better
is this everything I wanted?
cuz I got it but I wish that i could-

take a u-turn, let it crumble
watch it burn down into rubble 
hoping that you go and find another one of me 

bitch I wish you would
but you prolly could
(oh why?)

wish u would

reupload. someone took it upon themselves to upload "eyelids" to all platforms as their own song and in turn, my upload of my own original song was copyright striked and taken down automatically. this is the same song just slightly pitched down. if it stays up without issue, enjoy.

produced by never forever


lyrics:

i know that i'm clouded
hope the sun shines someday upon me
I’ll open my eyelids
and see what I was missing 
cause my mind was so weak
crack open a smile for all the times I couldn’t speak
my mind

it don’t even matter, never lost faith in it
now I make a little pape with it
fuck around make a name with it
this a cold brew with some pain in it
now the boy got some age in em
same book but the page different
set a bookmark but it kept flipping on me
I’m running outta time

eyelids (reupload)

give me a chance

fools day. warm up
all plats now

produced by narxi 

lyrics:

the devils in my room tonight
hoping that I take the bite
pray my wrongs could all be right
that all my work would just suffice
extinguish hope and all the lights
the tables set for you and I 
I care bout your joy more than mine
if I walk out, am I justified?  

tell me when it all blows over
this rooms filled with paranoia
I admit I shoulda told ya
that I’m not ur strongest solider

and I never been, I know
I’m just frail flesh and bone
I hate the way you’ve changed ur tone

the devils in the room tonight 
the devils in the room tonight

you’re getting the best of me
I’ll take all the time I need
go and keep yourself alive for me
live your life then die for me

the devils in my room tonight
hoping that I take the bite
pray my wrongs could all be right
that all my work would just suffice
extinguish hope and all the lights
the tables set for you and I 
I care bout your joy more than mine
if I walk out, am I justified?  

am I justified?
cuz the devils in the room tonight
hoping that I take the bite
oh
cuz the devils in the room tonight
the tables set for you and I

suffice

[LYRICS]
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to-
These nights I've cried my tears go fast
I've got nothing left for me to last
I can't take no more, of the lies oh can
I lean on you before I collapse
Still stuck in the past
Oh I might collapse
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to blame

(adlibs for 2nd drop)
Am I insane? please tell me now
I might collapse, my legs feel hollow
You let me fall you let me down
I can't get up myself please  tell me how

prod. Rick Hardy

collapse

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