last year alive

@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7rRE8z2QYg0VjYZUJtoIno?si=66458ac562794268
[lyrics]
so
i let you go last night
and i wish i never did because i never got to kiss you 
i dont like who im turning into
but i dont want to cause an issue
you left me out and left me untied 
and i wish you never did because i never got to kiss you
i dont know what we're turning into 
just kinda wish i could've kissed you

we're in the hallways
skipping like always
i tried to tell you i'd be there for you always
but 
you took all that i had
and you wont ever give it back
bright lights hoco and a stage floor
tell me did you get exactly what you came for
im 1 of 1 and now she wishing that they made more
you tryna play me i aint falling for the same ploy
i was your chance and you blew it 
left me looking stupid 
im mad cause i knew it would go that way
i never wanted you to go away :/

i let you go last night
and i wish i never did because i never got to kiss you 
i dont like who im turning into
but i dont want to cause an issue
you left me out and left me untied 
and i wish you never did because i never got to kiss you
i dont know what we're turning into 
just kinda wish i could've kissed you
[sick pop breakdown]
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[ dream log soon!!!! tell a friend ;) ]

never got to kiss you (hallow)

dream log sooner than soon after way too long see u on the other side <3

prod @threedimensionsapart
guitar by daniel geraghty
engineered by slappy 

//lyrics
[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

[verse]
wake up from another day dream 
its a new day but im still doing the same thing 
but when it all comes crashing down dont fucking blame me 
so many people werent around till as of lately
lately i been fucked up
i hope they dont notice
she been talking bout me 
i just try to focus
i cant trust a damn soul
everybody bogus
i cant even trip on it cause i know that im chosen
i chose this, i 

[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

nauseous (tda + daniel geraghty)

new era same old moirai
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YctqEqrLJho
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6h7s7QHTBQ1os43UTEI4bY?si=69065b0ba82c476e
@billsburyjoeboi
@ria_chuelo
lyrics//
[hook]
everybody looking at me from the sidelines
everyday i have this feeling that i might die 
everyday i have this feeling that you might lie 
and everyday they make me wonder why do i try
now everybody looking at me for a reason
and everyday i fucking wonder how im breathing
and everyday i fucking wonder why you need him 
and everybody says they care i don't believe them

[verse]
i can't change my past
optimistic lover with a half full glass, but
but i can't go back 
tried my best but i lost my track again 
and i don't need new friends
tried to cut you off but i woke up in your bed again
and all those texts i sent
masochistic loving that i can't forget

im so sick, i wake up, i hate it
i call her up, like no shit, im wasted
she told me "im so sick of everything you're saying"
and i ain't been to church in years but now im praying
that i don't fuck this up 
im in the bathroom of a party and im throwing up
and i just don't want you to think that im a lost cause
lost cause 
lost cause
im so sick and fucking tired of the love songs

sidelines (billsburyjoeboi + ria)

video here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tb8xCct8NZI
one song 2 end an amazing year with twinnem 
@midwxst
@billsburyjoeboi
mixed by slappy
lyrics
[pre-hook]
im not the same kid that i once was
when you met me
its a lot of offers on the plate right now
and its tempting
i can act like i never saw the texts that 
you sent me
or we could skip to the part when
you're in my room undressing

[hook]
baby just tell me what you wanna do 
we could slide back to the pad 
you can stop playing mad 
and your friend and you come thru
i was never mad in the first place
and im better than your ex on my worst day
ima be in LA on thursday
i said, baby just tell me what you wanna do
i aint never been for none of that he said she said shit
man just come thru
now theres way too much in my cup
and i cant stand up
but i couldnt give one less fuck

[verse: midwst]
a lot of things in front of me this shit's getting tempting
you saw where i was at and now you're seeking redemption
cause all of a sudden you fuck with me, up in my mentions
all this shit don't add up no it don't even make sense
you cut me deep, you left me there to sit and wait
blocked your number, blocked your texts
don't care what you are sending me
hoping that im stuck up in your head and in your memories
so that you can not forget my pain and all my misery

[hook]

come thru

come thru w/ midwxst (billsburyjoeboi)

produced: 
@janeremover
@1hallow
mixed by @janeremover
[lyrics]
just please dont open your mouth
im tryna figure it out
guess im the talk of the town
but they know nothing about
those things you did in the dark
those bodies left in the park
let me know, let me know
i wish i never let you go

[jane]
this time i wont give myself a break
missed you at the hotel
switched the gas and the breaks
as if i had a say, detach it from my body
bet, i don't have a face
don't bother asking me

i know something they dont w/ jane remover (jane + hallow)

s/o britney for the inspo
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgXAIcPp4Eo
lyrics:
[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

[verse]
onto the next one, i ain't ever been the type to be an extra
and all these bitches swear to god they the baddest
they hit me up on ig for the address
she wake up at ten to do her makeup 
if you want sum lil boy you better take sum
and i ain't never really had to fucking fake nun
and now we all up on your block tryna shake sum
tragic, i swear its tragic, overdramatic 
magic, they think its magic, she's so ecstatic
there aint no two of me, i swear you're new to me
let's quit the foolery, burn this to new degrees

[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

toxic

toxic (mochila + tim randolph)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rnai7UsAlKY
@1hallow
@janeremover
[lyrics]
when you left last summer 
you told me things would always be this way
and when you left last summer 
you told me the love would never go away
and like a fool i just believed you
i could never see the future 
but its see through now
i cant deny i fucking need you
but something tells me you looked better in the rear view

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

a letter titled "where i've been"
came in today
it says you moved on and you're happy
and you hope i do the same

is that what you tell yourself
when no ones left around?
im making a choice, im ending it here
the flower will die, but i can't interfere

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

la fleur (hallow + jane remover)

downhill w/ kmoe (jane remover)

@billsburyjoeboi
@ria_chuelo
@suyuki
@1hallow
mixed by @janeremover
[lyrics]
i tried to put it in the past, it didnt work
and im too stubborn i dont think ill ever learn
and we were way too fucking stuck on the past tense
you say its our last dance, im losing my head
i pick it up, it all falls down
i try my best, and it all goes south
i went to her, cause you weren't around
its the last dance, you said its my last chance

i tried to tell you it was no good
i know you're seeing all the signs that we've been here before
i never wanted to control you
i tried to give you everything, i guess that you wanted more
and you tell me, you can't take it, fucked up lately
i cant clear my head 
i try my best to get to safety, we won't make it
i guess its the end

last chance (billsburyjoeboi + ria + suyuki + hallow)

prod
@1hallow
@suyuki
mixed by @janeremover
[lyrics]
im starting realize that its my fault
cause i dont know where i woke up 
or what we did last night
she tell her mama that im awful
heard he was talking, left his body
where it wont see the light
its 2am, i feel my nose sting 
fuck, i heard my phone ring
i promise ima call you back
too intoxicated, keep it lowkey
please dont say you know me
cause no one ever had my back

all to say, where i've been,
is a mouthful
i cant blame, what you said,
cause im awful
we're on and off like every second
say "i love you" and regret it
cant stay off the pharmaceutics 
all the shit, that you said, 
is a mouthful
say im dumb and misled
guess im awful
you tried your hardest to forget it 
you still call me when your stressing
blame it on the pharmaceutics

i know
that even when you're with him 
you feel alone
and i wish i could help you, but it's
too late now, the sun's gone down
and its cold, its so cold
and when the withdrawls kick, and you feel so sick
well just know
you're still home

all to say, where i've been,
is a mouthful
i cant blame, what you said,
cause im awful
we're on and off like every second
say "i love you" and regret it
cant stay off the pharmaceutics 
all the shit, that you said, 
is a mouthful
say im dumb and misled
guess im awful
you tried your hardest to forget it 
you still call me when your stressing
blame it on the pharmaceutics

awful (hallow + suyuki)

its getting dark and you aint answering your phone
like are you home?
you say i never cared about you 
but you're wrong
its not my fault

i think about her way too often 
late night recital at a party, i got nothing to do 
you act like im not just an option
and i dont fight it cause i know deep down i wish it was true-

fuck it, whats the right move?
two shots gets my mind loose
shes like omg you're just my type i wanna try you
she gon turn this on cause its the song she wants to die to

areyouhome? (elxnce + thislandis)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbv9FkMTxiU&ab_channel=juno
@kmoethekid
lyrics //
could you remind me?
where did we go last night?
i took one too many
or three or four, wont lie
i think i might’ve just lost my mind
but can you tell me that its all alright?

are you okay, tell me,
are you okay now?
if i cross your mind
just tell me when he’s not around
i pick it up, watch it all fall down
so you can tell me if its my fault now

oxy kills, but im off it
when she talks, im the topic
so tired of the toxins

you think you’re better off alone
and i dont need your location
to know that you’re not at home now

my fault

my fault (kmoe)

[lyrics]
we’re walking round the fucking city
like we own the place
baby we own the place
you tell your friends that we’re just friends
but thats just not the case 
no thats just not the case

cause what am i
supposed to do
when all my skies
turned blue, for you?

(im talm bout)

i feel a spark when we touch
hope im not doing too much
but i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
cause one kiss is never enough
and i miss you more every month
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
i think i got you out my head until 
i close my eyes
im just another guy you dont want
in the story line
i tell myself to stay away 
it happens every time
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love

its complicated i can stop if you want me to 
do you want me to?
but i'd give you everything i own if you wanted me to, 
i'd do right by you
i'd play the fool for this shit
i cant put two and two together
im so stupid for this
but you make me feel like no one else
i think im losing my shit 
and when my lifes falling apart you're the glue for this shit
nothing you couldn't fix 

(im talm bout)
i feel a spark when we touch
hope im not doing too much
but i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
cause one kiss is never enough
and i miss you more every month
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love

i feel a spark when we touch
hope im not doing too much
but i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
cause one kiss is never enough
and i miss you more every month
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
i think i got you out my head until 
i close my eyes
im just another guy you dont want
in the story line
i tell myself to stay away 
it happens every time
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love

cause what am i
supposed to do
when all my skies
turned blue, for you?

falling in love (hallow + joeboi)

mixed by Jane Remover 
[lyrics]
if this our story ill write it
cheap alcohol on an island
cause i was never one for the finer things
(how could you lie to me?)
we're like heartbreak waiting to happen
(its inevitable)
a pair of self destructive habits
(how could i not have known)
i think that you deserve more magic than what ill bring

im no good
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im self obsessed and way too stressed,
no good, for you
(all i want you're all i want)
im no good 
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im one wrong step from a pointless death
no good, for you
(all i want, you're all i want)

(like one two three, like one two three)
i remember that day, i could never unsee
it was real and it hurt and i loved it 
cheap thrills cause we knew we couldnt function
but when i met you, i said i was done with it 
i couldnt afford to lose it all again
the mistakes of a past life now
would she understand if it all came out?
(could i tell you now?)

fall in love, try your best, fall apart 
(stay with me)
broken trust, bottled up, a broken heart
(please dont leave)
and i cant pretend i dont want you
(i want you)
i need you bad, but if i tell the truth
(i want you)
theres just no fucking use
(i want you)

im no good
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im self obsessed and way too stressed,
no good, for you
(all i want you're all i want)
im no good 
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im one wrong step from a pointless death
no good, for you
(all i want, you're all i want)

no good (all i want) [hallow + ryo]

lyrics: 
(and i hold your hand, as you tell me 
ill never see you again)
(i dont understand)

and days become months
and the months become years
you become a stranger 
as i face my fears
you ran out of words
i ran out of chances to act like it hurts
(i never came first)

and i hold your hand 
as you tell me ill never see you again
i dont understand 
how you say you love me then go back to him
so i loved her 
but its over now
i cant trust a word liquor puts in my mouth
my face in the dirt, my head in the clouds 
keep my composure, i find my way out

and days become months
and the months become years
you become a stranger 
as i face my fears
you ran out of words
i ran out of chances to act like it hurts
(i wish you the worst)

i loved her, but its over now
(the weight of the world on me,
i let you down)
i loved her, but its over now
(i cant trust a word liquor puts in my mouth)
i loved her, but its over now
its over now, its over now

hold your hand

hold your hand (ryo)

prod 
@1hallow
@ayyitsryo

thank you guys 4 sticking by me all this time
this is a song off a project im working on called “last year alive” hope u like it ok byeee

mother's child (ryo + hallow)

prod cybertrash n patrick o’neill 
lyrics //

october skies
i wish you never lied
that poster on my wall fell down again 
im terrified
you kissed me till i cried
those letters that i’d write but never send

sunswept by your iris
i wish you knew i was trying for you
trapped in psilocybin 
my hearts on fire, is that my fault too?

you hand me more 
ive had enough though
wish i was someone
you could trust oh
you take a pill i’ll take a drink
baby im not who you think i am
im pushed up to the brink
you know youre all that i wanted
but ill never be the narcotics
i know, im wasting my days,
hoping you change,
you cant be honest
premeditating, neurotic
one day you’ll be with somebody
and you’ll tell them all about how it was
but they’ll never get that im so

sunswept by your iris (your iris)
i wish you knew i was trying for you
trapped in psilocybin (psilocybin)
my hearts on fire, is that my fault too?

sunswept (cybertrash + patrick o’neill)

bitemytongue w/ reef (hallow + macbookvsthewrld)

depend on u (cybertrash)

if i fall apart, will you rescue me?
if i lost it all, is that it for us?
i want to believe you're what's best for me
the last time i gave up my trust, well,

it cost me a lot
i can't do that again
don't throw me in the deep end, expect me to swim
while the tide's getting higher, the wave's coming in 
if i put all my faith in you, caution to wind
am i ready for that? i don't know, i don't know
i'm too fucked up right now, i can't answer my phone
i got pink pills, and crystals, and bags full of blow
in the back of the bathroom, i feel so alone

but i love you
i love you
i can't recollect the first night that we met
but i love you

if i fall apart, will you rescue me?
(will you rescue me?)
if i lost it all, is that it for us?
(is it it for us?)
i want to believe you're what's best for me
the last time i gave up my trust, well it,

i can't go back home
all my friends think im crazy
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)
i can't prove them wrong
i've been losing it lately
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)

i was younger back then
i took one wrong turn and i lost all my friends
it's so typical, lost my self control
now im someone i wish i had known
now i walk in, they know my name, i wish
i could tell my friend, how much she is missed
i can't lose my life, way too much at risk
told my mom, i can't die before she gets rich

and i feel so alive
i love you, i love you, i love you, i-
i let go of my fate, give it all to moirai
i love you, i love you, i love you, i-

if i fall apart, will you rescue me?
(will you rescue me?)
if i lost it all, is that it for us?
(is it it for us?)
i want to believe you're what's best for me
the last time i gave up my trust, well 
i cant go back home (no)
all my friends think i'm crazy
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)
(will you rescue me?)
i can't prove them wrong
i'm obsessed with you lately
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)
(is it it for us-)
i love you
i love you
but i love you
i love you

("i dont have money for a lunchables, 
you don't get it, i don't have it- "
"no, seriously, i can pay for you"
"but i can't afford to pay it
you don't get it, i don't have money
you don't get it, i do not have money
i'm not gonna have money in a day,
i'm not gonna have money in two days,
i'm not gonna have money in a week,
i'm not gonna have money"

fall apart (ryo + hallow + ria + joeboi)

fearless (like you) [polar]

onesteptwosteps w/ cybertrash (ryo + joeboi)

san francisco blues (polar + gavin hadley)

it got taken down the first time lmfao eat my shorts yo seriously

san francisco blues w/ ericdoa (polar + gavin hadley)

@1hallow
cover taken by my friend @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wdm6TWDznlJRJjK24ZCUM
lyrics:
[hook]
don't know what to say to you
i been overthinking things up in my head
you sent me a couple texts i swear i never read 
and i been paranoid like everyone's the feds
used to go to sleep and i would dream of being dead
then i wake up, every single day it feels the same like nothing changed up
lying to my face man you can never keep it straight up
karma got a price and everybody gotta pay up
i think that i gave up 

[verse]
and she like "juno, why you like that?"
she like "juno, can i ask your where you minds at?"
and i been tryna make the right track
fucked up wishing i could get the time back
and she knows i don't got no purity
wish i could fade into obscurity
she said she wish that i had more maturity
i told her to be honest i jus

[hook]

karma

karma (hallow)

happy birthday 2 me <3 
all love to hallow
@avit69
@1hallow
cover taken by @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/24Y6ZUvXsrLW9eIQUulaSn
[lyrics]
[verse]
she wish i was good at being something im not 
i waste all my time i think i wish it would stop 
she wake up at 10 and then she put on her makeup
and i still go to bed and hope that i never wake up
my ex just hit me up to tell me im still an asshole
im worried bout the future but im stuck on the past tho
im looking at my phone and i been talking for too long
and you thought that you knew me, you knew wrong.

[hook]
and i think its my insomnia
i could write a book on everything thats wrong with you
and i figured out that aint nobody solid uh
it started adding up i think that im the problem (x2)

[AViT]
can you, feel it
coursing through your veins just like its venom
toxic, posion, its keeping me alive but i feel dead inside
and everynight i stay up thinking how you fucked me up
and every toss and turn i do you haunt my every move
and i need you out my head
so i finally go to bed

[hook]

insomnia

insomnia w/ AViT (hallow)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lYduSMsNlo&lc=UgzZf3ZyR2kRHPR05cl4AaABAg
(rising action)
@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4F8FtOWSa286XpVEeB8pWm
[lyrics]
its 2 am girl r you up yet?
and she like boy you know fucked up we can nvr go back
now she move different acting suspect
and she think i could be her hero i can never be that


at all
cause i get stabbed in the back
i try my best to clear my head but i can never do that
at all
i cant go back to the past
and i dont wanna be the bad guy
but i think i might have to,
im stuck like a statue
you say i dont say i dont see you 
and yet im looking right at you
im done with the attitude
im not even mad at you
she say im her hero 
but i know she dont think thats true

take a step back
what does it look like from the outside?
and to be honest i dont wanna learn bout ur last guy
i try my best but i still end up on my last life

theres nvr gna be a right time

and u can blame me if u want but you know
that there wont ever be a next time
i take an uber take the next flight
i wont be nothing like your next guy

hero (hallow)

@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5lWotd0NtRkHnjuMIfA8Ip?si=7fa21e8f52004e58
[lyrics]
(hook)
and i tell them to listen 
but they never do
and i dont wanna sound like you
 im doing something new
she say im just like the rest
i said she way too obsessed
im thinking one more day and then ill be gone
and she like juno why you like that at all
and is it bad that i cant fight back at all
you cant get to the top if you aint ready to fall
you got my name in your phone, but you aint ready to call

(verse)
and im 10,000 miles away 
from the rest of the world its a shame now
and she told me that i was to blame
for the way of the world, how it is now
sick of the background, i lost it for a sec
but im back now
i told myself that id never back down
i went and got it for myself fuck a hand out
i grab the wheel it looks like im in command now

obsessed (hallow)

(the story of my blackout summer '20)
w/ + produced by @janeremover
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4hkrL4HTjJMdRUF5wWTWDm?si=902059c455c944c5
[lyrics]
(juno)
i dont remember a damn thing from last week
im sorry i could never be the one you thought i was 
i try my best but everybody lookin past me 
i blacked out on the pavement and i think its because

she told me i was a waste of time
and i hated life 
i was stuck and i had nowhere to go
and i know youre not a friend of mine
im not on your mind
so i said "fuck it i guess ill be alone"

(jane)
so i brought yesterday back around
and i know how i feel bout u now
im coming over and taking ur crown
been thinking bout how u let me down
and ur not even being mean ur just dishonest
got me repeating myself i think i lost it
and i told u i knew it all just like a prophet
theres this new idea: its called listening when im talking
and now im running out of options
u called my number but i blocked it
im waiting outside and ur stalling...
dont wanna say i called it but i think i called it

(juno)
i dont remember a damn thing from last week
im sorry i could never be the one you thought i was 
i try my best but everybody lookin past me 
i blacked out on the pavement and i think its because

she told me i was a waste of time
and i hated life 
I was stuck and i had nowhere to go
and i know youre not a friend of mine
im not on your mind
so i said "fuck it i guess ill be alone" (x2)

juno

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