last year alive

prod 
@1hallow
@ayyitsryo

thank you guys 4 sticking by me all this time
this is a song off a project im working on called “last year alive” hope u like it ok byeee

mother's child (ryo + hallow)

prod cybertrash n patrick o’neill 
lyrics //

october skies
i wish you never lied
that poster on my wall fell down again 
im terrified
you kissed me till i cried
those letters that i’d write but never send

sunswept by your iris
i wish you knew i was trying for you
trapped in psilocybin 
my hearts on fire, is that my fault too?

you hand me more 
ive had enough though
wish i was someone
you could trust oh
you take a pill i’ll take a drink
baby im not who you think i am
im pushed up to the brink
you know youre all that i wanted
but ill never be the narcotics
i know, im wasting my days,
hoping you change,
you cant be honest
premeditating, neurotic
one day you’ll be with somebody
and you’ll tell them all about how it was
but they’ll never get that im so

sunswept by your iris (your iris)
i wish you knew i was trying for you
trapped in psilocybin (psilocybin)
my hearts on fire, is that my fault too?

sunswept (cybertrash + patrick o’neill)

bitemytongue w/ reef (hallow + macbookvsthewrld)

depend on u (cybertrash)

if i fall apart, will you rescue me?
if i lost it all, is that it for us?
i want to believe you're what's best for me
the last time i gave up my trust, well,

it cost me a lot
i can't do that again
don't throw me in the deep end, expect me to swim
while the tide's getting higher, the wave's coming in 
if i put all my faith in you, caution to wind
am i ready for that? i don't know, i don't know
i'm too fucked up right now, i can't answer my phone
i got pink pills, and crystals, and bags full of blow
in the back of the bathroom, i feel so alone

but i love you
i love you
i can't recollect the first night that we met
but i love you

if i fall apart, will you rescue me?
(will you rescue me?)
if i lost it all, is that it for us?
(is it it for us?)
i want to believe you're what's best for me
the last time i gave up my trust, well it,

i can't go back home
all my friends think im crazy
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)
i can't prove them wrong
i've been losing it lately
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)

i was younger back then
i took one wrong turn and i lost all my friends
it's so typical, lost my self control
now im someone i wish i had known
now i walk in, they know my name, i wish
i could tell my friend, how much she is missed
i can't lose my life, way too much at risk
told my mom, i can't die before she gets rich

and i feel so alive
i love you, i love you, i love you, i-
i let go of my fate, give it all to moirai
i love you, i love you, i love you, i-

if i fall apart, will you rescue me?
(will you rescue me?)
if i lost it all, is that it for us?
(is it it for us?)
i want to believe you're what's best for me
the last time i gave up my trust, well 
i cant go back home (no)
all my friends think i'm crazy
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)
(will you rescue me?)
i can't prove them wrong
i'm obsessed with you lately
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)
(is it it for us-)
i love you
i love you
but i love you
i love you

("i dont have money for a lunchables, 
you don't get it, i don't have it- "
"no, seriously, i can pay for you"
"but i can't afford to pay it
you don't get it, i don't have money
you don't get it, i do not have money
i'm not gonna have money in a day,
i'm not gonna have money in two days,
i'm not gonna have money in a week,
i'm not gonna have money"

last year alive

juno