Mortal Coil

Butterfly

Thank You For Everything

I'm breaking apart as we go
I've never seen down this road
As the cracks are seeping in
Please, help me within
Maybe it's all  over my head
Feeling like this is the darkest of dread
That I cannot escape
Trade my life if I could save you

What have I done, who have I become
Staring right back at the edge of the gun
What if I stay, look the other way
Saving myself at the end of my days
But know, this ain't the end
Fill my heart with love and suspense
Where were you when I tried

cast your stones, they dont hurt
i’m here at the stake where i like to burn

and it seems like a problem
im drinking this solvent
to fight off my demons
though i want to call it
too much of an addict
a sick alcoholic
i live in disease
Because there’s no cure

wounded wasted
hating this basement
the change in your faces
dont tell me i’m pure
i fought angels
through pleasures and mangers
i wanted the dangers
and i was so sure

What have I done, who have I become
Staring right back at the edge of the gun
What if I stay, look the other way
Saving myself at the end of my days
But know, this ain't the end
Fill my heart with love and suspense
Where were you when I tried

Beautiful Disguise ft. s0cliché

Check Out Shiki XO:

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/shikixo
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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/shikixo/
Traktrain: https://traktrain.com/shikixo

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/luka-faletar
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.soulburn4403
Beatstars: https://www.beatstars.com/lukafaletar

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/devilboyxo/
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Lyrics
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(Robstar)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Yeah
Tell me something that's actually gonna fucking surprise me
I've been running donuts in my brain I think I might be
Crazy, a little is making me who I am but maybe
Too much is seeping into my plans
Frying all the neurons in my brain like lightning
I'm still tryna understand what the fuck I have
Save me, I took a leap of faith into quicksand
Sunk into the pit and so I never looked back

(Shiki XO)
You give just enough that I don't leave
I'm up all night staring at my screen
I take two pills to fall asleep
But I'll be fine in the morning
I leave your house at six AM
And I don't need another friend
But it's your voice inside my head
That's telling me this horror story

(Robstar & Shiki XO)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Shredding ft. Shiki XO

Shredding Ft. Shiki XO [Prod. Soulburn x Dreamr]

These shadow walls
Are caving on me
Their cold withdrawal
Is more than I can take

Get me out of my head
Hoping I'll chain my sanity
Tears becoming regret
No one around so just breathe
I am my own
Darkest enemy
Can't let you go
Leave me with nothing

When I'm 6 feet down and all that's been said is done
skeleton bones are only collecting dust
As I feel like I'm dying again
Lay to rest a soul in violets
Then tragedy falls
A war of two hearts
Holes in my chest

I see myself
Crumble in place
The world moves on
Like I don't exist

Get me out of my head
Hoping I'll chain my sanity
Tears becoming regret
No one around so just breathe

I am my own
Darkest enemy
Can't let you go
Leave me with nothing
I am my own
Darkest enemy
Can't let you go
Leave me with nothing

Parabellum

Ride or Die

Every minute that we waste away
It is a life beneath us
The moment we couldn't lose
I've been waiting for the times we had,
While I'm reminiscing
Don't tear my heart apart

The sooner we only love and hesitate
Retaking the fall to know the full embrace
Running to save me with the novocaine
I can't stay (yeah)

One of us still need your Touch,
I'd be lost Alone
Embers of the roaring sun
Beautiful divine
Long night of real rage
You ran and I stayed for nothing
Can we leave scars alone

Atleast the worst has all died down
Exhausted from my dread
Hoping I can swim
But I might drown
The worst is yet to come

But I don't wanna seal my fate no
Evil tried to take my faith away
I need to be saved by grace, i've been so lost without you
Can't do this on my own
Who do you think you are?
(you'll never win)
Trying to kill my heart 

The sooner we only love and hesitate
Retaking the fall to know the full embrace
Running to save me with the novocaine
I can't stay (yeah)

One of us still need your Touch,
I'd be lost Alone
Embers of the roaring sun
Beautiful divine
Long night of real rage
You ran and I stayed for nothing
Can we leave scars alone

Novocaine ft. Luke Mara (prod. KRSTW)

Imma dig down
And then I'll dig deeper
Laying in the ground
To sleep with the reaper

Bury me now So I can forget it all
Swallowing pride the dosage will get it wrong
hold tongues I meant what I said
Fucked up with a moments regret

Nose bleed, as I hold the line 
Faceless can't identify
Won't last forever so I'll take my time
Past the limit and I'm terrified

Craving too much
Been hating the taste of my blood 
Thinking of life with these pills
It's so empty, oh well

I dont care if im alone in the end
I'd rather be dead near My friends

As my skeleton rots away 
I've been forsaken 
The verge of resurrecting

Bury me now So I can forget it all
Swallowing pride the dosage will get it wrong
hold tongues I meant what I said
Fucked up with a moments regret

Nose bleed, as I hold the line 
Faceless can't identify
Won't last forever so I'll take my time
Past the limit and I'm terrified

NOSEBLEED (prod. sunsad)

Lost in your pretty eyes
I'd rather hold you in my arms
Lying with the love and scars
That bear the pain
Baby you'll never change 
No one to take it all away 
As I'm turning to a ghost 
And I'm to blame

You say I'm to blame now for all of our problems
 According to you I'm just evil in disguise
Tears in the rain, I got a mind full of sorrow 
Loving is pain
 I gave you my trust
my everything wasn't enough
still high off your drugs
a blurry frame of who I was
a dangerous lust
you're poisonous down to the touch 
Now I'm fading to a ghost, and I'm to blame 

Lost in your pretty eyes
I'd rather hold you in my arms
Lying with the love and scars
That bear the pain
Baby you'll never change 
No one to take it all away 
As I'm turning to a ghost 
And I'm to blame

I've been losing touch with the old you
If we keep losing trust it'll happen again
Better off alone in the bad news
Only time will heal the wounds

Started caving in
And i'm admitting it now
Distant memories are haunting more than doubt
Will it be enough 
All While you're rotting in my head
Like a plague of our regret
Hope I'm the same

lost in your pretty eyes
Don't chase tears waiting on me
Wasting life away
Always because of you
The chains are getting loose

My smile is coming down 
I wanna love you now
Begging to see the sun 
Take me for another round
I need her warm embrace
Before I meet the horizon 
I know only time will heal the wounds

Crown Of Sorrow ft. Luke Mara

Walking on a tightrope in the end
Been looking at the way down from the air
It may be time to ease the pain
Broken stride caught in the rain

Just leave me to die
I let my soul weep
Paralyzed that part of me
Blind eyes that can't see
All the shame within
Dark days are too loud
Uneasy right now

Baby will you stay forever 
Dont rip my heart out
Before it's empty 
Cause you're worth more than life
The shattered glass of mine
Reflect a better time

If I don’t do something right
I may disappear
I’ve been lining up the white
Look in the mirror
I couldn’t see my reflection
My course in need of correction
I’ve been hanging by a thread
Don’t look at me unravel
You’ve been running through my head
I’ve been kicking up gravel
To keep up with you
We made it through the summer
Make no sudden moves
No telling what I might do

Just leave me to die
I let my soul weep
Paralyzed that part of me
Blind eyes that can't see
All the shame within
Dark days are too loud
Uneasy right now

Baby will you stay forever 
Dont rip my heart out
Before it's empty 
Cause you're worth more than life
The shattered glass of mine
Reflect a better time

Ad Nauseam ft. RiverKinn (prod. 52Blu)

IDLEGLANCE x YATES XV RELEASE
Follow Yates XV: @yates-xv
(Prod. The Ushanka Boy)

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/g4hIxmoyqtM

Lyrics:

My girl be on my mind
I love her she’s an art piece
I’ve been in my head
With this daily self harming
This sacrificial fantasy
That sticks inside my brain
That if I lose my battle
Maybe others then are saved

My girl be on my mind
I love her she’s an art piece
I’ve been in my head
With this daily self harming
This sacrificial fantasy
That sticks inside my brain
That if I lose my battle
Maybe others then are saved

I been losing sleep
From the way you let it go
I really miss my life
But I’m never really home
Rolling up this dope
Just to hit it for the sheets
I been living hard
But my homie on the streets

So how can I complain
Life's just f*cking vicious
Razer to my veins
Long shirts it’s suspicious
Codeine for the pain
My shoulder feel it splitting
Losing all my brain
To these dr*gs and bad decisions

My girl be on my mind
I love her she’s an art piece
I’ve been in my head
With this daily self harming
This sacrificial fantasy
That sticks inside my brain
That if I lose my battle
Maybe others then are saved

My girl be on my mind
I love her she’s an art piece
I’ve been in my head
With this daily self harming
This sacrificial fantasy
That sticks inside my brain
That if I lose my battle
Maybe others then are saved

Art Piece

Yates XV - Art Piece

Wish I Never

I dance with the ghost as a child drawn out
screaming in my dreams I doubt
that anyone can hear me now
with a voice that's scraped with a razor, I'm just a stargazer
 
who wanted to reach heights that no one saw,
the thing about that once you fall you’re gone
hang me out with the noose that's made of your lies
meeting you makes me wish I wasn't alive.
 
cus, I don't wanna hear it when it’s just all about you
now you're flicking out your razor saying that you wanna cut through
 
yeah, you're putting pressure on my mind, and it makes me wanna die
yeah, I’m scared of the public, I think I’ll stay inside
cus, I don't wanna hear it when it’s just all about you
 
Wake up, cold feet, get out of bed to yesterday’s static
pass out, don't think, scratched out eyes of the photo that you just
don't want to keep, will I find a place to mend but I just can’t
get on my feet, so I’ll just stay in the house where I am high
 
Hey, that's me, by the tree line of the cul-de-sac where I grew up
hands over ears, don't want to hear an argument from my father
years pass in a blink, still end up crying to my mother
a fuck up, that's me, so what if I take drugs to cope.

Hey, that's me

Voices - DJ Welsh

So Many Questions

Contact/Inquiries: chiefkellymusic@gmail.com

Ad Nauseam ft. RiverKinn (prod. 52Blu)

Chief Kelly

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