terrible art cover by me

this was inspired by a discord user im currently discord friendly with,
the originality of it was we played gartic a month ago and this guy came up with a joke through our gameplay and it was all about a fanta,royal whatevs bottle fucking a girl,which was motel girl.OR MAYBE IT WASNT LIKE THAT LMAO IT WAS BLURRY THROUGH MY HEAD AND MAYBE IM JUST GAY

Shes 19 years old
Really pretty too
She's not like the other girls
Who wears vintage clothes
For aesthetic purposes
And do it for people they dont know

No,this girl was really fucking hot
I swear I beat to her alot
I saw her in a motel
Turns out she works over there
Never spoke to her but in my mind I call her

Motel Girl
Motel Girl
Motel Girl
Motel Girl

[sick instrumental lmao]

I saw her go pass by
and saw her talking to a guy
for some reason he's wearing a suit
thats dedicated to a royal juice

So I killed her friends
Killed Her parents
And then I killed that fanta guy brrr

(G,B7,E,C)

Motel Girl

we went our separate ways some time ago
and i don't know if you remember me and

i don't think there's any way that i could know
with all the people that we've had to meet

now i'm thinking about you
wonderin' what you got going on cause
we spent time with eachother
but it's weird to think after all that - you're gone

it feels like something's missing
but clearly i'm not missing you

it's odd that you're existing
beyond the time when we once knew

but when i'm up at night
hoping you're alright
i'm not tryna go back in time

it feels like something's missing
but clearly i'm not missing you

the little things you gave me long ago
they make me wonder if you think of me and
all the hugs you gave when i was feeling low
it's something that i miss so easily but

now you're living your own life
you're very own rollercoaster ride
the time we spent is so fleeting
i'm just a portion of your whole timeline

oh

y'know

i kinda wish i didn't have to go

because the present keeps reminding me
the past is where i want to be
but no regrets is what i need
to keep the future bright
no matter where you are in life
i hope you're sleeping well at night
because there's no way of me knowing
if you're even still alive or if you
have some things to say

it feels like something's missing
but clearly i'm just missing you

it's sad that you're existing 
beyond the time when we once knew

and when i'm up at night
hoping you're alright
i'm just tryna go back in time

it feels like something's missing
but clearly i'm just missing you

missing you

until i found you

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written and composed by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by kris putter

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Lyrics:
Met you at the cemetery
We caught frogs and moths and beetles
We discussed our deepest fears
Yours are ghosts, mine is people

If I had a heart it’d beat right out my chest
Right now I think I
Have something to tell you
Just promise me one thing

I have something to tell you
Promise you won't scream

But would you be my friend
If I told you that I died years ago?
Would you be my friend if I never told a lie?
Some things hard to hear though

Would it be better if we didn’t?
If you never knew the truth of my existence?
Would you ever be friends with a ghost?

Saw you sitting on a gravestone
Crossing through on my way home
I said “hi” and you looked shocked

“Wait, you can see me?"

“Ah so it talks!"

Catching bugs and chasing toads

“They were frogs"

"What's the difference?"

I said I’m afraid of ghosts
You're afraid of our existence

Would you be my friend
If I told you that I died years ago?
Would you be my friend if I
Never told a lie?
Some things hard to hear though

Would it be better if we didn’t?
If you never knew the truth of my existence?
Would you ever be friends with a ghost?

I don't want you to know a single thing about me
But I wanna know all there's to know about you

I don't want you to know a single thing about me
But I wanna know all there's to know about you

Met you at the cemetery
We caught bugs and frogs and feelings

“Wait did i just say that? Sorry!”

“Yeah you should be!
We caught bugs and toads and feelings!”

I would be your friend
No matter dead or alive
Losing my mind going mad

I'll be around
Til the day that I die
You and I can’t forget
Don’t regret what we had

Would it be better if we never
Met each other, never stayed together?
Would you stick around with all that you know?

(Nice to meet you
Taking your time
I think I’m a sheep in wolf’s clothing
Time is fleeting
Knew I’d never grow old
Seasons change)

I don't want you to know a single thing about me
But I wanna know all there's to know about you

I don't want you to know a single thing about me
But I wanna know all there's to know about you

At The Cemetery

Listen

At The Cemetery feat. cloudkissed

My 'Promise You Won't Scream' (EP) is out now → http://fanlink.tv/promiseyouwontscream

Catch me on TOUR with Addison Grace this fall!
TICKETS 👉 www.madilynmei.com/tour-dates

MERCH: www.hellomerch.com/collections/madilyn-mei

written and composed by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by kris putter

www.madilynmei.com
www.instagram.com/madilynmei/
tiktok.com/@madilynmei
Other links: linktr.ee/madilynmei

Lyrics:
When you’re gone I feel alone again
The voices cannot hold my hand
They keep me company at very best
Distract me from my loneliness

Maybe I’m just an anomaly
Even my demons have their families
Truly something must be wrong with me
To need you as much as I do

I was never meant to win
I was never meant to win
I was never meant to win

Shut up!

Here’s the reigns
Take ahold of me
Please don’t let me go

You do the talking
Sew up my mouth if I can’t keep it closed

There’s a dog barking right around the block
And a big ol’ whistle blow

Run for it
I’ll keep em occupied for you
Cause I love you, I love you so

Left me hangin at the station
But you’ll be back for me soon

I’m ‘bout to die
Yet the only thing I find i'm worried about is you

Something tells me you aren’t coming
Guess that I’m truly doomed

I’m 'bout to die
Yet the only thing I find I’m worried about is you
I’m 'bout to die
Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you

I overhear your brain when it’s close to mine
Oh, I know that we’re not the same
My heart’s on the line

I’m just a pawn in your game
Not your partner in crime

And you’re slowly killing me
Taking your time
You’re slowly killing me
Taking your time

You’re slowly killing me
Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
You’re slowly killing me
Taking your- (I was never meant to win)

You’re slowly killing me
And yet I don’t mind (You were never meant to win)
You’re slowly killing me
But please take your time

Garden Jargon

Stream

I don’t own this track. Credit to Atwood, Limbo, and Love-SadKiD

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https://soundcloud.com/love-sadkid
https://soundcloud.com/youknowlimbo
https://soundcloud.com/atwood

I do not own any of the art featured!~

Atwood – Rain (ft. Limbo & Love - SadKiD)

Written by: Reed Pake
Vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/wetdaytimetable/
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/tsii
Album art by: https://soundcloud.com/saintkales
Mixed/Mastered by: John Garcia

Lyrics:

Hook:
Never wanna be confined, be confined, be confined 
Wanna color out the lines, out the lines, out the lines/  
Now when I look out of my blinds, out my blinds, out my blinds
All I see is grey/
Eyes used to glisten with life, but I feel like that’s died/
Wishin’ for a better life, one where I’m not gettin’ dried/
Out of all ambition, what I’m missin’ is a little light/
Out of my window pane/

Verse:
Back when I was a kid I would sit and dream/
By my window seat listening to the winter breeze whistling/
With nothin’ but a pad and a pen to bleed/
All I’d need was a bit of ink to link with my mind and free/
Myself from my identity, shed my body and fly with ease/
Or become the mightiest king or a hero fighting enemies/
Whoever I’d pretend to be, it never felt pretend to me/
Whether I was an an entity zippin’ beyond infinity/
Or in a different century solvin’ a murder mystery/
I could escape my boredom that tended to be a trend for me/
But when I was scolded for livin’ in my mental imagery/
I let myself get molded into something that isn’t me/
‘Cause I was told it was time to rid of kiddish sensibilities/
And I let that shit get to me, ‘till I met all my friends, ya see/
They helped inspirit me and bring back what appeared to be/
That old energy back when I had nothin’ but a pad and a pen to bleed/
And pushed me not to dream to live, but rather to live to dream/

Hook:
Never will I be confined, be confined, be confined 
Coloring out of the lines, out the lines, out the lines
Now when I look out of my blinds, out my blinds, out my blinds
Great array of shades/
Eyes are glistenin’ with life, knowin’ who is  by my side/
Couldn’t have a better life, everything is feelin’ right/
Ambition and a mission, always see me up and beamin’ bright/
Out of my window pane/

Live to Dream (feat. JUAN) [Prod. TSII) - Single

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Live to Dream (feat. Juan) [prod. TSII]

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I guess I do music sometimes now lol.some of my music are just for shitpost or reuploads of a song on youtube because i wanna loop it here and uhhh yeah

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