wake up babe new pwnd

:)

lyrics:
i dont know if i like you
but we can stick together 
for so long

why dont you like me
said we could be forever
well so long

going back and fourth in my mind
wasted my turn but i wont this time

cause we could be so cool together
just dont make me wait forever

i took my time and now i know
this time i wont spend it alone

cause i cant stand to see you with him
i'll get you back and then i'll win

together forever

f4keinternetgrl

the vocals are mixed a bit weird sorry

emo girl she slits her wrists
says its my fault 
i dont give a shit

she ran away
from therapists
she wont come home
her parents pissed

when im around i'll make her frown
i'll lift her up and break her down
i'll tell her lies straight to her eyes
i'll watch the soul inside her die

emo girl

lyrics:
ghost me 
O-M-G
bitches want to know me
L-O-L
im laughing at you homie

oh no whos he?
sorry that im nosy
K-Y-S
does he know that youre with me?

F-M-L
but i guess you dont care though
S-O-S
cause i think i really need help
K-M-S
cause i cant stand this hell

(yeah) cause i think im gonna kill myself

i hate you

this is the worst thing ive ever made lol

lyrics:
It's time to jump up in the air
Jump up, don't be scared
Jump up and your cares will soar away
And if the dark clouds start to swirl
Don't fear, don't shed a tear 'cause
I'll be your 1-UP girl
So let's all jump up super high!
High up in the sky!
There's no power-up like dancing
You know that you're my Super Star
No one else can take me this far
I'm flipping the Switch
Get ready for this
Oh, let's do the Odyssey

1-up girl

prod me
unprivated on 8/28/21 because ppl like this song for some reason

BITCHMADE 😈😈😈 [+ akira]

@1wintrs / prod shadow

its always about when u gonna do this shit
and i know i know im a stupid misfit
all u do is just inflict all this pain
and i cant get u out my fuckin brain
and i know i dont wanna fuckin be here now
its come down i know what ur goin thru

i dont wanna see u goin thru the wrong things
i just want a bag i dont want u in my brain
treat me like a manikin
play me like a game
wanna go back but things r not the same
i miss u and i know it now
i remember when u were at my house
u were mine n it didnt matter how
up late takin pills till sundown

an interlude for a girl who doesnt deserve it [+ winters]

ketamine prod akira

ima run it up
bitch stop crying idgaf
she my bitch she my #slut
tell yo mans he gotta duck
got these racks i run it up
u do what u can
i do what i want
got a k by my side
lil bitch u finna die
why u actin all surprised
yeah i looked her in the eyes
u sip drank i sip wine
yeah my bitch she a dime
off dis gas forgot da time
u aint bout it bitch u lyin
had 2 run it up had no options
i was lookin broke now i copped em
saw my ops at da top had 2 top em
u was at da top now all ur songs floppin

#myslut 🩸🍀🩸🍀 [+ stoopidxool]

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/20zugMnle4Rg2qjuYqvRmu?si=sjwgz8p0Rs2VDSgX9NGocg

i thought you didnt know him
cant think my face is frozen
i loved you without knowing
im the bad guy now cuz u chose him
now his brains are rottin on the floor
he coulda survived if you werent a whore
did all i could n u still want more
i have nothing left, loving you is a chore

ooooooooo
x4

i thought we would last so long
but ur still gone
i knew u were never strong
now ur gone
i wna slit ur throat
im poppin pills until i choke
im wired off this adderall
i wna see ur body float

(hook again)

prod deadyami

living another life

prod joshwa

i dont wanna talk it out
come over to my crib lets fuck it out
have no interest in what ur doing now
ur no better than the other girls i found
then wait
and let's just slow it down
u always act different when he's around
if ur talking shit its going down
if ur talking shit i will rebound

like stop bae
i dont wanna hear you talk
you said it would be okay
cant even wait another day
this oxy gna make me faint
this feeling i just cant explain
ur love just can't reciprocate
how many more days will i tell u i'm okay
just put ur lips on mine
i looked u right into ur eyes
i love it when u can't decide
it hurts me when i have to lie
u said u wanna run away ill be right by your side
remember u were crying in my arms like everynight

(hook)

perfect [+ joshwa]

schools out for summer so i can finally work on music again, expect more the rest of the year. (this song is beyond mid)

lyrics:
lights off lets go
you're in my head now
truly in my life
it feels so hard to let go

truly (i need)
you (to see)

so just hold on to me
i know its been a while but you mean the world to me
(you mean the world to me)

lights off lets go
youre in my head now
truly in my life it feels so hard to let go

(will girls ever like us)

my life (sucks)

i love you, sorry

talking on the phone everynight
i just wanna vc till its bright outside
shes my e girlfriend
i dont want us to end
yeah my friends at school
they just dont understand

shes my pocket sage
play with her everyday
my friends they say im fucking lame
they cant stop me from my edate

got my pc on
esex all night long
id give anything
just dont do me wrong
id give all my time
just to make u mine
i hit up ur cord
like what we do this time
we got matching pfps
and our bios both the same
she my goth abg
i know they all act the same
when she talk to other guys
i think ima blow my brains
see her in a vc
i think ima go insane

pocket sage [+ deadyami]

lyrics:
i got a text from you
it said meet me where the spirits do
at the graveyard with you

cause she likes goblins and witches couldnt stop us
from brewing potions of love 

but the creatures of the night unravel mystery
necromance her back to life so shes here with me

graveyard

theres a pain inside my chest
only a bullet can fix
theres some thoughts inside my brain
i need some help i need one wish

i wanna see u sad
i wanna see u cry
i can tell u are a lying whore
i see it in ur eyes
why r you looking at me like ur so fucking terrified
i dont wanna hear those words no more
ill tell you all goodnight
i cant look past the words u said
yeah theyre all trapped up in my head
i cannot trust u anymore
ur sucha stupid fucking whore

(hook)

and just like that i ruined everything

written about someone who is completely devoid in my mind but i like my vocals so im keeping it up

waking up here again
above all you said we'd be here together
but nothing lasts forever
yeah nothing lasts forever
stuck inside this game of yours
constantly worried that ur bored
bored of me my texts are green
i texted u so patiently
please tell me is it worth it
take oxy my stomachs hurting
throw up outside the curtains
wish i still knew for certain
sweet release
you got me down on my knees
ill do whatever you need

hook

Forever

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4kfBB4oJd804Wk6tnBKLl0?si=x8Hdo7q6TB-o5afeFhhejA

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1HuuHimszG0rwRJa8OJqNT?si=kNLgzqfCRUCVeG0XnSwLkw

produced by me

I wish you wouldn't ignore me, I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early, you said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties, apparently, now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me, I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute, maybe we could still start dating
You said you'd think about it, I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone, can you just pick up the phone?
I'm so in love with you, I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter (xo_willow cover)

tell me ill be alright
i know u came here to fight
bloodstained tears tonight
everything is out of sight

waste away
u go back to bed for another day
glass shattered hands
gonna run away
run away yeah i cant stay here
x2

u decide
u or me whos gna die
slit my wrists thats suicide
u or me can u decide

wake up babe new pwnd

chilly