ur always on my mind
n still im making u sad
don know whats going on
something broken in me

im gonna hide away
im tired to be seen
i know i cant take this
u know you cant take me

theres a void in my heart
and it wont go away
i wish i was not here
i wish u were with me

theres a void in my chest
i cant get any rest
i never do my best
wish i was fucking dead

lostt :(( (prod. ne1ro, yui;seven)

again didnt wake up with u
how much long til i forget
every night im dripping blood
im no longer cleaning up

im so empty have no will
to keep going on like this
i miss you i know its done
want me gone now it was fun

all day i think i am scum
and then im writing this poems
constantly i wanna run
run away but i am frozen

am i empty wheres my soul
u took it left me alone
so cold why am i still here
frozen heart yea i deserve it
  
frozen blood piles on the floor
maybe u some day will see it
and hope that u dont ignore
how much i still cared for u

frozen blood (prod. angelrave)

why end up like this what happened on the way
tried to do my best i dont belong in this place
why this be so hard i wish i didnt care
there is something wrong gotta get out of this maze

u dont get my whisp - i wanna get away
want to come with me - my sword ready to slay
doesnt matter what stands on our way
im willin to die for u its oke

again im feeling down..
something in my head..
i dont mean waht u think..
what is wrong with me.. 

spinning twsiting smashing slashing
i am blind from this all darkness
hitting hurting all that matters
feel so sick wheres my potion

what the hell i cant cast any spell
all the time i was doing it wrong
im so blind to all good things
got my sword i should end this

i am fucked
i am young
its too late
did i break
wanna break
let me break
break me free
from myself

when did i break
ion know does it matter
let me break

spellbreak (prod. @indrasarrow)

every day i feel the same
all night long cant stop to think
what we had was soemthing else
now i only feel regret

didnt want to end this way
now ion even understand
why are you hating on me
only tried to do things right

only tried to end this right
now u stuck on my mind
how can i go on like this
knowing that i made u cry

everyday i feel like shit
im sorry i am like this
i think i can never change
u be better without me

wanted to wish u the best
tell u how sorry i am
ended up the other way
i am broken after all

crawl into me
into my head
think i know
what it is
fading away
it comes again
come back again
why im this way
now im crying
im so alone
on the party
breaking down
i just hope
that ur okey
guess will be fine

im sorry im like this (prod. ocurie + shirui)

sun was shining   
so bright
short and wholesome the winter light

now is so dim
the light
maybe i have become blind

its getting colder
like my knife
wish i was not alone at night

ye i miss u
so much
i know it over pls dont be mad

all these feelings
are all i have
so let me cry alone tonight

dark (prod. ghowz)

please know i care so much
u always on my mind
i know i couldnt say much
ah what to say im voiceless

when im around you u.u
i knew it was so true
would do anything for u
fuck i mean id succumb

i know u have some issues - me 2
sorry i could not function
its fine lets have some crises
as long as u can take it 

oh no cant take it whats wrong
so sad it doesnt work out
what im supposed to do now
everything falling down
  
u know i care so much
how u were holding my hand
remember me like that
please dont forget how we felt
  
i know u have some issues  - me 2
sorry i could not function
its fine lets have some crises
as long as u can take it

pls tell me if ur fine
cant get out of this fog
talk to me im lost
uh why i couldnt say it all

uh why i couldnt say it all x.x (prod. sk3tch)

seeing ghosts every day i can see now how u feel x2
bloody tears nonstop drip running down to my knife x2

ye i see u everynight not dead yet i lost my mind
dripping blood on my bed was just looking at my knife

with my blood fill my skull ey u know how much i cry
with ur blood fill my heart maybe we can start again

BL00DY TEARZ

i am fucked up since i spawned
starter island i missed out
im a kid forever now
yea my body burning out

hello kitty plushies rain
heart shaped blade on my pocket
dying young would be the best
ion wanna do the rest

i am sorry made u hurt
u can put me to my end
on my head a demon slays
blood is running to my neck

nothing ever makes me smile
i think its still up on my mind
i dream of ur face evrynight
endless scenarios for my heart

ion wanna do this anymore.. >.<!!! (prod. yurk)

ion know how to go on
ion know how to move on
ion care if the shows still goes on
wanna stay by ur side all night long

ion know how to forgive myself
ion know how to forgive my soul
ion know why im why always so dull
i could give u all but I threw it all out

i can feel my soul being torn out by me
yea i can see how im doing this me
im not the one to say i deserve this
all by myself dont want u to feel this

hxw tx gx.xn (prod. 4evaaxx)

fuckk ion know who i am anymore
i am like a kid idk what i feel
dont belong here wanna go its late
using my phone to forget that u not here

just waking up was a long fucking sleep
all that i missed what ive done wanna leave
yea whats the point if u not here with me
death on my head all the time who saves me

cant do it myself have i tried dont think so
pls shoot a whole magazine on my mouth
where is the love if it comes i destroy
then idk wtf am i doin

seeing u smile gave hope to my heart
to be with u when the feelings are down
but i got lost and i hav nothing now
can u forgive if choose to step out

i rap over sad anime ost bc im sad x_x

(im an) angel full of shame
came from heaven go to hell
all the time i fail
bringer of nothing but pain

angel full of chains
came from heaven go to hell
never did my best
but for u i kill my self

don worry i be fine
want u to have a good life
if dying don help out
guess ill have to hang around

(im a) demon i am drained
came from hell i live in vain
never do the best
i bring nothing to this earth

---
bring me to the cemetary
ion care about the rest
put a knife right through my chest
i will not become a saint

𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓁 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓈˚⁺₊✧.˳·.

my heart is hurting every day
i don have nothing here to stay
so much to you i couldnt say
now im just hoping your ok

fuck i don wanna go like this
i don know why should i exist
y keep on hoping theres a fix
if i will always be like this

angel landing on my wrist
feel the pressure on my veins
blood is cold inside of me
tired of feeling like this

demon pressing on my chest
getting deeper everyday
void imploding i am sick
ion feel like doing this

can u let me out of here
flashing lights cannot save me
shut the voices in my head
i can think an easy way

yea i know thats what they want
but its coming from my mind
look down on me i dont mind
to be left alone to die

4ever wish (prod. plath)

i am stuck there soemthing in my mind
ion care bout the way im gonna die
don be mad if i say i wanna die
its ok it has always been like that

im like guts what should i do with myself
i can keep faking it until the end
useless don wanna betray myself
without u i jus wanna kill my.

i am stuck theres soemthing in my heart
ion know i have never felt like that
now this feels theres no way to go back
im afraid i will forever be sad
  
i am sick of being here just fading away
hurt my head cos i know im the one that made u hurt  
hate myself but i know i will never be the same
have to let go but can still feel u holding my hand

i will run hide my face and leave it all behind
memories like a flash keep haunting me day and night
love so strong ur so nice i will never feel like that
ye i broke at the end i just want u to be fine

wont forget when u told me i was no longer alone
i am sorry i was not there fuck my mind y i was gone
really wanted to be there for u my head was spinning out
when i want to make it up to you too late and u were g0ne

4ever gone (prod. plath)

everynight have to light out the fire
wake up again and i have no desire
light through the trees was a time when it made sense
now i don mind if u come to me slaying

levelling up all the skills that i dont care
my love so low i forgot how to protect
leaves falling down touch the ground already dead
i wanna quit stay in base go afk

no hunter mark left for me now i am lost
hp goes down ion take potion of health
i resurrect Ttemple gate well i don care
i don respawn here again will be ok

i miss u so im waiting for ur whisper
maybe someday u will know how much i care
windwalk through life hoping that noone sees me
permadeath on but this world is not deadly

every night demons bringing me down
angels rAise in the morning again
im not aprt of this war wtf
not on this forest i think i am gone

yee i should grow up Ttake up my sword
i will not die fuck i swore to the gods
tired of fighting this battle alone
i am so sick of caring for my own

for u was willing to carry this sword
im like guts my excuse to go on
i know its sad to put this on u now
maybe the demon in my head has won

༄ɧɛąƖɬɧ༄℘ơɬıơŋ༄°⋆.ೃ࿔*:･❤︎♡♡ (prod. neofantasia)

im doing nothing at all
ye my time is running out
still think why u turn me down
know the answer i am blind

yes i know what i did wrong
no one told me how before
i never learned how to love
don know these feelings 

i guess should give up
born to die alone
was not made for love
demon angelborn

broken wings don fly
im bound to the ground
i will js stop tryng
go wher i belong

i js wanna fucking die
whats an angel that cant fly
time bury me to the ground
my chains will stop making sounds

think of death give peace of mind
anytime can end it all
i not making yet the choice
broken angel i help u

𝒟𝐸𝑀𝒪𝒩 𝒜𝒩𝒢𝐸𝐿𝐵𝒪𝑅𝒩 (prod. kinsei)

cover art by me

i feel so alone but don wanna be surrounded
i know u alone too let us be together right here
girl i got my sword u don worry about nothing
maybe i am dumb to think i could be of use to u

if u let me try i could give u all the treasures
doesnt end up right time with u would have been precious
to make u feel nice i would kill the king of heaven
u go far away everytime i feel so hopeless

when i think of u i cant help be suicidal
rather go to war to be without u no future
don worry about me ion wanna live forever
my heart beats for u otherwise i feel no pressure

girl i am so bored can u help me i help u back
don wanna be here if im gonna still feel like this
carry dragon sword for u even if u don care
for myself no point to keep slaying all these goblins

fairy girl whisper me back
all these people i cant stand
i think u could understand
come with me deep down and back

⋆˖⁺‧₊☽💔໓໐ຟຖfคll ໐f l໐ຖē ēlงēຖ💔☾₊‧⁺˖⋆˚˖𓍢ִ໋🥀✧˚.🫀⋆(prod. kanyonland)⋆⚔️

i would take u out take a rest on the oceanside
or lets go to hell i js want to be by ur side
choke me til im out i could do anything u want
i been thinking that would be nice ..

sorry u feel bad when i say that i wanna die
to be honest when im with u i don feel like that
let me take a sip of that gas i don wanna die
can u stay with me for tonight watch the falling sky  

on the village now come watch roh
let me heal ur heart let me be ur magician
can u fix me too in my head theres a demon
sorry im like this but i swear u have my love

30 thousand years and i still feeling like shit
this vampire life i cant do too late for me
i js need ur love but im sick i suck u away
feeling even worse trynna change are u still with me  

ornamental sword is not real i cant hurt u now
i can feel no pain anymore this is something more
i am missing u everyday only feel i have
will it go away with my blade fix my stupid heart

𓍼ོ30000 ყҽαɾʂ𓆸𓇢(prod. anolja)𓆸𓇢𓆸🗡️๋࣭ ⭑

cover art by me

reminiscing sharp blue sky  
holy mountains low and high
i stand breaking on the shrine
are u fine cant see the signs 

i cant stop to feel like this
i miss u forgive this lied
broken helm i could not speak
have no mouth hello kitty

hole in my chest every moon cuz u left me
no spell can help i was already like this
well whatever now am 4ever waiting
if u come back wouldnt work but id take u

wanna feel ur heart help u smile but u hate me
is this fair i ask gods that made me
hide on some world im not supposed to be
time runs out rusty steel spell so weak

sunlight shining on my sword
don know what im fighting for
summer breeze dont help no more  
cursed thought i have no hope

i can still carry this plates
magic beings on my hands
my heart waiting its so sad
distant trees still look so bright

🌾ʂυɱɱɛɾ ʂσɭʂƚιςɛ ǟʄƚɛɾɱǟƚɦ‧₊˚᠂🔰⚔️᠂ ⚘᠂ prod. kanyonland᠂ ⚘᠂🌳🌿𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ.

cover art by me

hold on to my shield- im not scared
but don wanna die
what i fight against idk
enemy in sight

ghoul with no face -is it me
on the other side
slicing up my sword i might die
not like i would mind

rotting dying thought on my mind
i keep digging down
only thing i have -let me die
i wont need ur love

years underground ancient scrolls
infested inside
healing spells fade out- i cant read
incantation rite

deep down there is love clean the dirt
see beyond the earth
my love dig me up, i need you
to expell this pain

ye fuckin up my past i know wasnt born in holy lands
i been doin none feeling like a ghost my whole damn life
crawl out of this grave i still try with my rusty knife
if i die inside its ok nobody will mind

cryptzhexx🪦༺ೄྀ♰ད(prod. eucliwood)🏛️💀

i think ur so fine
in my head suicide
no pose might die
i spill love out

off the edge i slide
fall out this earth
cant scream no sound
dont see the ground

always see u flash by
dont look pls in my eyes
yes i run i spin out
broke wing and cant fly

talk to me i break down
u hate me inside i die
i miss u cant keep this up
don come back just know im sorry

kill my will ll day hikikomori
wasted my youth all night i think of dying
what can i do my blood to enjoy
feel so dark well i cant be the only

𝔰𝔩𝔦𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔩 (prod. dopeboy)

not part of me
having faith in me
have no choice to be
forever sick

on the ground my sword
rusty sharp blade
use to slay this world
doesnt shine anymore

tell me dont want me
but pls dont leave me
im stuck with this feeling
wont stop im bleeding

i dont care about the stars
if the sun is up or down
just one thing is on my mind
is this up to me im just a..

all these time im only dying
why i couldnt understand u
taking everyhting for granted
i do nothing im a zombie

wake don wanna meet the sun
shut me from the world
too much time that i was sleeping
i cant even use my muscles

want out this non ending sickness
ill look at the pointless stars
my dull life can just pass by
i be waiting for u

𝔣𝔞𝔦𝔱𝔥𝔩𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔰𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔡𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔩 ⚚⚚⚚ (prod. flesh)

forest dungeon im trapped everyday suicide
feel like a dead log decay inside
girl ur the only one that can let me out
i keep pounding my head to the ground

why keep running i cant go thru walls
pls don leave my side got my blade by my side
yee i start to lose my sight i start to lose my mind
feel the weight of the blood in my eyes

on the window they look down
think they wanna see the show
no one here has got my back
something falling from my heart

my blade falls and clash the ground
making invocation sounds
all the beings spreading out
like my wings dark deathbound

i can do anything now
im a demon angelborn
go outside and meet the sun
my hand holding to my sword

forest beings looking up
wide eyes begging their lives
i rlly don understand
what the fuck they think i am

i js slowly take my sword
point the  edge up to my throath
this the only way it goes
side slash all gone

ending path 1: Demonification (prod iizom)

on the forest i die
orb inside amplifies
sitting on a dead branch
feel decay in my heart

why keep running hunting stars
ye i start to lose my sight
my blade weight feel on my side
still wet blood i made u hurt

forest beings gather up
guess they wanna see the show
no one else here got my back
something came out of my heart

my sword falls the forest halts
old wound opens on my back
bloody wings are spreading out
feel at peace i can go back

ending path 2: Angelification (prod sunglao)

i been sleepwalking my whole life
i don see u pass me by
but im still turning back

i know u see me
but u keep walking down

this how it should be
again u turn me down

do i wanna die
do i care
feel like this till the end 

carry these dead wings
i have been dragging
like my heart dirty
heaven trash left out

my blood is freezing
my heart so cold now
i have no passion
body dying down
heat outside
i cannot change
cold follows me
until the end

im no angel 
ye ive fallen
have no home i betrayed all of them
all my chains oxidizing
but my will still goin missing

carry these dead wings
i have been dragging
like my heart dirty
heaven trash left out
r u from heaven
i see ur from heaven
i like ur black wings
lets die together

heaven trash (prod. bloodcryY + tiedforsilver)

slowly dip in sands of time
bottom drowned dry inside
thoughts dissolve i smile
never had a good time

sand so soft i swallow all  
u so sweet i wanna die

let ur claws deep in my flesh
in my head death by ur hands
hope u wanna come with me
if u let me reach to u

fuck i forgot was i was doing here
was i sleeping was i annoying
i stand here and i do nothing
u can go away don mind me
when im ddown in sands of time
its ok it makes me cry
missed some class and now im trapped
maybe ill be in time next time

i swallow sand !hexx (prod. ripshisui)

cover art by me

ngels feel them in the morning
healing body taking damage
like a rose in shallow water
love me u take my heart burn it

online offline i cant take this
boring hopeless keep on crawling

sorry if i made u hurt
u know how i feel inside
im lost between all these spines
my heart leaks im drying out

heaven u can take me there girl
fallen ye my wings are rotting
better if u stay away from me
come back i feel so lonely

online/offline (prod. astral)

cover img by me

if it looks like i don care
its not like that i don like myself
don know what to do with me
never learned to be myself 

don know what i did today
all i care fades away
i don care if i die again
only care about u

nothing easy since that day
i am lazy thats lame
i hear i must stay
all day find a way

pls stay with me
dying on the sideway
why it looks u don care
i wait in silence

pls dont go away

leftover angel (prod. ovi)

cover img by me u.u

yea i know should move on
but i have no body
theres no home in the past
tp back to elf inn

when i think im all fine
sun shine golden valley
then again i go down
to the misty forest

dragon blade and no love
is this what i wanted
rusty armor dry blood
angel look after me

i think ther still love inside
but im on the dark its dying out
farming all these coins not paying out
fuck up all my stats cant see the sun

wanna be with u all of these nights
but only got pain thats alright
i js learnt to hurt im no knight
give up underneath the moonlight

chimii777

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