ur always on my mind
n still im making u sad
don know whats going on
something broken in me

im gonna hide away
im tired to be seen
i know i cant take this
u know you cant take me

theres a void in my heart
and it wont go away
i wish i was not here
i wish u were with me

theres a void in my chest
i cant get any rest
i never do my best
wish i was fucking dead

lostt :(( (prod. ne1ro, yui;seven)

my heart is hurting every day
i don have nothing here to stay
so much to you i couldnt say
now im just hoping your ok

fuck i don wanna go like this
i don know why should i exist
y keep on hoping theres a fix
if i will always be like this

angel landing on my wrist
feel the pressure on my veins
blood is cold inside of me
tired of feeling like this

demon pressing on my chest
getting deeper everyday
void imploding i am sick
ion feel like doing this

can u let me out of here
flashing lights cannot save me
shut the voices in my head
i can think an easy way

yea i know thats what they want
but its coming from my mind
look down on me i dont mind
to be left alone to die

4ever wish (prod. plath)

everynight have to light out the fire
wake up again and i have no desire
light through the trees was a time when it made sense
now i don mind if u come to me slaying

levelling up all the skills that i dont care
my love so low i forgot how to protect
leaves falling down touch the ground already dead
i wanna quit stay in base go afk

no hunter mark left for me now i am lost
hp goes down ion take potion of health
i resurrect Ttemple gate well i don care
i don respawn here again will be ok

i miss u so im waiting for ur whisper
maybe someday u will know how much i care
windwalk through life hoping that noone sees me
permadeath on but this world is not deadly

every night demons bringing me down
angels rAise in the morning again
im not aprt of this war wtf
not on this forest i think i am gone

yee i should grow up Ttake up my sword
i will not die fuck i swore to the gods
tired of fighting this battle alone
i am so sick of caring for my own

for u was willing to carry this sword
im like guts my excuse to go on
i know its sad to put this on u now
maybe the demon in my head has won

༄ɧɛąƖɬɧ༄℘ơɬıơŋ༄°⋆.ೃ࿔*:･❤︎♡♡ (prod. neofantasia)

im doing nothing at all
ye my time is running out
still think why u turn me down
know the answer i am blind

yes i know what i did wrong
no one told me how before
i never learned how to love
don know these feelings 

i guess should give up
born to die alone
was not made for love
demon angelborn

broken wings don fly
im bound to the ground
i will js stop tryng
go wher i belong

i js wanna fucking die
whats an angel that cant fly
time bury me to the ground
my chains will stop making sounds

think of death give peace of mind
anytime can end it all
i not making yet the choice
broken angel i help u

𝒟𝐸𝑀𝒪𝒩 𝒜𝒩𝒢𝐸𝐿𝐵𝒪𝑅𝒩 (prod. kinsei)

i would take u out take a rest on the oceanside
or lets go to hell i js want to be by ur side
choke me til im out i could do anything u want
i been thinking that would be nice ..

sorry u feel bad when i say that i wanna die
to be honest when im with u i don feel like that
let me take a sip of that gas i don wanna die
can u stay with me for tonight watch the falling sky  

on the village now come watch roh
let me heal ur heart let me be ur magician
can u fix me too in my head theres a demon
sorry im like this but i swear u have my love

30 thousand years and i still feeling like shit
this vampire life i cant do too late for me
i js need ur love but im sick i suck u away
feeling even worse trynna change are u still with me  

ornamental sword is not real i cant hurt u now
i can feel no pain anymore this is something more
i am missing u everyday only feel i have
will it go away with my blade fix my stupid heart

𓍼ོ30000 ყҽαɾʂ𓆸𓇢(prod. anolja)𓆸𓇢𓆸🗡️๋࣭ ⭑

cover art by me

hold on to my shield- im not scared
but don wanna die
what i fight against idk
enemy in sight

ghoul with no face -is it me
on the other side
slicing up my sword i might die
not like i would mind

rotting dying thought on my mind
i keep digging down
only thing i have -let me die
i wont need ur love

years underground ancient scrolls
infested inside
healing spells fade out- i cant read
incantation rite

deep down there is love clean the dirt
see beyond the earth
my love dig me up, i need you
to expell this pain

ye fuckin up my past i know wasnt born in holy lands
i been doin none feeling like a ghost my whole damn life
crawl out of this grave i still try with my rusty knife
if i die inside its ok nobody will mind

cryptzhexx🪦༺ೄྀ♰ད(prod. eucliwood)🏛️💀

slowly dip in sands of time
bottom drowned dry inside
thoughts dissolve i smile
never had a good time

sand so soft i swallow all  
u so sweet i wanna die

let ur claws deep in my flesh
in my head death by ur hands
hope u wanna come with me
if u let me reach to u

fuck i forgot was i was doing here
was i sleeping was i annoying
i stand here and i do nothing
u can go away don mind me
when im ddown in sands of time
its ok it makes me cry
missed some class and now im trapped
maybe ill be in time next time

i swallow sand !hexx (prod. ripshisui)

cover art by me

ngels feel them in the morning
healing body taking damage
like a rose in shallow water
love me u take my heart burn it

online offline i cant take this
boring hopeless keep on crawling

sorry if i made u hurt
u know how i feel inside
im lost between all these spines
my heart leaks im drying out

heaven u can take me there girl
fallen ye my wings are rotting
better if u stay away from me
come back i feel so lonely

online/offline (prod. astral)

cover img by me
prod by @prod-ovi

if it looks like i don care
its not like that i don like myself
don know what to do with me
never learned to be myself 

don know what i did today
all i care fades away
i don care if i die again
only care about u

nothing easy since that day
i am lazy thats lame
i hear i must stay
all day find a way

pls stay with me
dying on the sideway
why it looks u don care
i wait in silence

pls dont go away

leftover angel (prod. ovi)

cover img by me u.u

yea i know should move on
but i have no body
theres no home in the past
tp back to elf inn

when i think im all fine
sun shine golden valley
then again i go down
to the misty forest

dragon blade and no love
is this what i wanted
rusty armor dry blood
angel look after me

i think ther still love inside
but im on the dark its dying out
farming all these coins not paying out
fuck up all my stats cant see the sun

wanna be with u all of these nights
but only got pain thats alright
i js learnt to hurt im no knight
give up underneath the moonlight

moonlight (prod. synnheaven)

feat and prod @deathactivism
cover img by me

isekai ft deathactivism (prod deathactivism)

prod me

like a tree im cut down
im a dead log lay on the side
inside me its getting dark
my body just a bugs house

no one chose to stay by my side
but i get im not alive
alone feeling brought me down
maybe i was born like that

getting dark no light left
im left out even when im dead
i thought was gonna be the end
but still here breathing thick air

yea im here rot along the bugs
feed on me i don mind ofc
i think maybe this not so bad
i made friends with a fire ant

think of u every single day
glad i don have much time left
to the forest i give myself
my flesh to feed the elves

i miss it when i was alive
ask me why i wanted to die
now i fly as a fairy fly
gon miss too this afterlife

i miss u im not gonna lie
im sorry i still wanna die
sick of flying like a fucking fly
if ur not with me on this damn life

my body is a bugs house𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔

cover img and prod by me

no matter what i am at the end i knew u gonna leave
don have any plans even in my own real fantasy

under earth i hide cemetery angels look at me
all the time i hope that some day u thinking about me

i lov u are u blind its my fault that u could never see
to fuck everything up main spell on my abilities

i made this grave for u feel like Eddie mason lately
down here ill die if u wanna come and bury me

echo in my mansion only listen to my own song
watch my sword collection feel like might cut my brains off

dont want u to hear this cs im afraid u hate me more
i hope u forget me down here i keep ur gravestone

guess im pathetic i don care about me
i wish i could give u back all the love u gave me

wont u understand me i js feel so sorry
never said goodbye eversince light hurts me

froze all my life all i do is make time feel like im waiting for u i have no life
log in and out brand new world js to die now that my heart from ur spell has become ice

it was short but i enjoyed the winter sun saved in my soul cos it was the only time
at least i know now i could live for someone and its so cold im alone still feel ur warmth

i should move on idk why i feel trapped
flowers on ur grave never be good enough
so cool and dark feel at home
inside the earth
bury me pls if u do 
i be ok
inside ur grave

ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ gravedigger💐⚰️ྀིྀི🕯️🕯️🕯️

cover art by me
prod by @neofantasia

yea i still feel u inside
never forget ur smile
wanna come with me go far
new objective seaside

through the forest way down
journey is the best part
stay with me yea lets fight
u can borrow my sword

yea i see u look sad
tree shadows and sunlight
take ur chances
kill now
u could aim for my throat

loot my body and walk
are u better alone
now dont worry too late
heaven i be ok

u still feel me? i hope not
my adventure is done
we dont reach any goal
and still we found gold

now that im gone i wish that u find home
in this new world i try not feel alone
avoid ur songs but i still see flashbacks
get peace of mind i will hunt for old mines

maybe i fill emptiness in my house
ancient gold ore laying in my chest room
all kind of swords shine on me with sorrow
i look at them so i don think of u

𝘴𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳'𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸 ༒︎prod neofantasia༒︎

cover and prod by me

i am chained down to this world
look forever down
u dont notice how
i love u take a look around

its so hard to dream in the night
sleep with water curse
on the edge i drown
hoping that time will make me dry
  
ur an angel but so mean
i was too but fell
i don fly no more i crawl
belong to the earth

my grip to my sword so weak
why i miss the point
blade no longer shines
i dont care darkness bring me down 

i will roam these lands
if we meet i hope u don mind
u be flying so high
u wont notice me at all

for me ends of time
came too early or too sad
like a broken sword
it is time to melt me down

ion have the strength to still fight
bloody armor plates
shine from older times
friends that help me to survive

u are on my mind
angel princess tell me why
do i want u gone?
only feeling in my life

𓏢 mᥱᥣᥲᥒᥴһ᥆ᥣіᥲ ᥆𝖿 ᑲᥣᥲძᥱ 𓏢 ˚˖𓍢ִ໋

dream about u last night
same thing as every night
looting corpses passed out
wake up to a putrid smell

stinging feeling on my chest
lesser demon strikes my heart
default tap and one hit dead
wont even loot js walk away

wait i think that was myself
on that demon or a spell
i miss u cant heal my wound
think i lost my confidence

on this place full of decay
outside dungeon sun may shine
idk so long not there
afraid to meet u again

my build meant for the dark
forest clear wont shine
blade so rusty im ashamed
ill live with the ancients

ʟɛɢɛᥒɖǟʀʏ ɖʊᥒɢɛöᥒ━☆・*。

i no longer know the right amount a man should cry
i forgot if u were nice, im forgetting all my friends

echo of myself vanish on this castle walls
idk if i am nice, i am the ghost of a man

on my own castle dungeon collect the strength to free myself
i live on the underground, cant hear no outside sound

ye at the end im ready final fight and no ones there
should have been an easy one, one soul crystal shatters out
  
trapped inside dont like the outside
can carry this fight can win the dark wave
still i wait- wait and i don know why
i cant i fight ah theres blood on my blade

cant see feel the weight of the blood in my eyes
loud cry wake me up i be ready some time
long long time miss the heat of ur hands
i cant get out with this blood on my hands

˚. ✦ oubliette・*。☾

cover art and prod by me

i told u i have no spells
my passive touch of the grave
i guess i did all i could 
should stop shooting off my own legs

my brain a chemical mix
wake up don wanna do this
not always sometimes im fine
but im not doing  great right now

ok let me tell u im fine
js now i start feeling alright
maybe cos i was not thinking of u
but now i wish that u text me tonight

oh fuck again im feeling so sad
never felt like wanna conquer the world
dark spells come  out of me now
again i killed me but i am not gone

u wanna kill me im dead
i drain u but in reverse	
i try to heal u and u strike me back
cant u see makes me feel dead on my guts


lay still but i use feign death
js like it dont forget im sick
hang around on the verge of life and death
don like it but i have nothing else

if i had a gun load and put inside my face
i wont pull it ever ion like the mess
get the feeling be alive again
trash city let it get into my head

staff of forsaken faith

god i think u are so fine
only think of suicide
im no poser i might die
spill out love blade in my heart

off the edge yea i will slide
falling down right through the stars
i don scream i make no sound
but still i cant see the ground

yea i see u flashing by
dont look at me in the eye
yes i run i run i run
wings locked up i cant fly

look to me so condescending
u hate me inside im dying
i miss u cant keep pretending
don come back just know im sorry

killing my will all day hikikomori
wasting my youth all night i think of dying
what can i do might try and enjoy it
feeling so dark well i cant be the only

visual novel type death! (prod krushes)

cover img and prod by me

ion wanna leave still warm blood inside
go out in the cold might freeze and die
i guess thats ok maybe i dont mind
i think of my friends and maybe they would mind

maybe thats enough to still carry the light
for them and for u wield this sword on my back
come with me outside make the melt snow down
be my only reason for this cold night

fell down to the ground but found this stash
full plate set and a UR mask
feel the undead on me all around
i can see the threat keeps me alive

dark spell on me learn to live with that
blinding sunlight from the tree lines
journey never over but have my quest
i don follow guides i only guess

don care for the reward excess i sell
do it for the chain at the end some spell
i want any goal i self-confess
sad its not with u i will miss u along the way

fallen on the way it will happen again
overall balance my build arcane
im not like the others but im the same
maybe im god cs im feeling like Lain

‿︵˓ 💠𝖲⍴౿ᥣᥣ𝖡𝗈υ𐓣ᑯ💠 ˓ ︵ ͜

prod and cover art by me

Again i replay the wish that i wanna die
But i know i will never die as long as ur around
Think for real then not feel like a sad clown
I was feeling fine i think not sure anymore

Let u down u left death wish comes back
I broke thats fine ion care about that
That i made u hurt cant stand is the worse part
When i try to change all i do is break us more apart
  
Show no feelings but was scared to think that u were gone
All my life i knew nothing but to be alone
I should go to a mountain ill be the best damn monk
No love no pain alone with my death note
With my name only on it

Hanging on the forest with the fairies and trolls
Im friends a fox
Natural order messed up
Same shit up here
I want down
All i touch dies and my head filled with blood

The problem is me im lost feel like ryoga
Where are u ull be in my heart forever
Sorry for the mess for long time been rotting
Dont mind me online woods i can disappear

_0nl1n3_w00d5_𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊

cover art and prod by me

all i do is dream my life
dream too during daytime
i dont care if sun shines
i miss how it used to shine

can u wake me up fast
need to hit my face real hard
close ur fist be strong
since long time been feeling none

dreamt about u last night
u were killing with a smile
met my eyes and i was gone
i was meant to be reborn

im so happy u came back
i wake up and feel sad
know u gone
real feeling stay i save forever in my treasure box

notice sharp point of a sword
comes out of my chest with blood
i can only feel regret
that i met u and couldnt help

not sure this a dream or not
i give myself to ur sword
anyways ill live again
new chance to forgive myself

𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶444𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻

on the sight of u im so happy i cry
with my sword slay mountains tops off
item soul bound cant see with this mask
i don see the point on cutting stuff yea

im out on the sun can’t feel the heat warmth
i dont feel a thing im dull like a rock
i wan u to know i can feel like before
but i cant do now that im alone

i will live again yea i got this aim
but im tired to wait i can see no one comes
i can use again this blade long broke
become one self with the critters in the forest

see u everywhere i forget what is real
mixing up the worlds i don know where i belong
i will js stay on the one i like more
gonna meet u there but this time im not gone

fuck i don wanna feel sad
When its good throw it all in the trash
everything i do is self sabotage
Dark feel -i don wanna lose that
only feeling stay
I trust it now
will be forever be
like u are with me
home feeling im fine
no pay to win
and i know i be never npc

why keep searching i keep losing stuff
why keep searching gonna lose myself 
why keep searching think i lost my mind
why keep searching losing all my friends
why keep searching lost u 
im at peace what else can i lose
hope u feel it
hope u feel it too

why keep searching

i been so sad that now i got swag
didnt want that for u did all that
never tapped in i think but thats fine
anime wings so nice u see that

all this i have i don care at all
i would prefer to be with u now
i would be normal if i didnt fuck up
id like to be normal if i could undo that

flying so high u might think im fun
all i do is cry i don go outside
u think im cool think again about that 
im so old im late to die young

they say with time be feeling better
much time has passed not feeling better
now its too late don wanna kill myself
i stay like this do nothing in particular

ion hate it that much u see im still alive
shotout my friends im working on that
its hard to care never did for long time
i will never hustle i like to lay down

only do what matters to u wait whats that
i cared for u u never saw that
can u save me i fail like yamcha
feel its too late ca-can i go now

i will try still have my npc life
i am so bored my boss says im good at that
fuck it i know its scam- scam u back
this is how it works if i wanna way out

why stand up if no one is behind
if im still sad at 40 i will suicide
not afraid of dying i fuck with that
im afraid to die alone like misato

don know what to do anymore so i feel alive
hate stress ion wanna fuckin sky dive
no ambition only moved by sex drive
i don like food it all taste like soil

fill this song with layers like my life
i am so empty no one is enough
i cannot do this im not enough
it would be so easy if i js give up

if i get lost don tell anyone
better like this don wanna keep messing up
i know if i die maybe ull be sad
i know its sad but this all i got

2late 2dieyoung

cover img and prod by me

like Beatrice locked up in my room
wait for a promise that is long time due
cursed myself i don think of u  
i will only help if you push me to

spend all my time watching old anime
time running out and i don really care
ignore dms but i still look at them
maybe its from u but i wont know what to say

slice up my body in half i dont mind
this world and the ether for u i would die
maybe im late but i wanted to try
i hate me forever cs i made u cry

with whats left of my heart i fill this songs
tell u my lore maybe u will know
why im alive is cos u r not dead
open my heart now theres nothing there


slice up my body i rlly dont mind  
one half for u one back to hell
i try my best but im tired to learn
hate me forever yea maybe thats fair

slice up my body in half i dont mind
this world and the ether for u i would die
maybe im late but i wanted to try
i hate me forever cs i made u cry

whats left of my heart i fill this songs
tell u my lore maybe u will know
why im alive is cos u r not dead
open my heart now theres nothing there

lore

cover img and prod by me

u wanna be guts with the sacrifice mark 
but i know u wanna cut it out with a knife
maybe i have that shit since i was born
i have maxxed everything and i still feel down

i got all the percs but feel empty inside
if im number 1 i will still be sad
i rlly don care about all of these stats
i wanna get over it but idk how

angel beats fuck me up and i still like that
maybe im addicted to the one feeling i have
i was never sure if i could fill what u lack
but its even worse that i didnt even try

this world is fucked bc i ruin that
only feel alive when i flirt with suicide
worst part is over its all left behind
and i cant die my mother will be sad


something on the way broke i don know what
now i am trapped between present and past
switch points of view like i have a portal gun
but js like chell i deserve whati got

i was feeling so good everytime when i hit
i don feel nothing now theres no point to it
useless to go back its a disgusting trap
idon wanna have to have a kid to fix that

i know i lose but at least i can laugh
know what to do now i go eco round
i fail its fine and all goes like planned
at the end i know i will always cry

i will go hard make today somthing pretty
i never told u all i felt u are so pretty

can u love and leave me i js wanna feel stuff
i will love and leave too but ill go harder
idk how i got here what can i do for u
all i know is im so bored of me i wanna live for u

all the wasted time cs i was just waiting
but its all i do now i am js waiting
and i still wait maybe im js stupid
when u were with me i think i was living
idk

surf_skyworld_pro

prod by me
cover art is placeholder until album ready :d

forgot how to love after all this nights
say i don care but im afraid to die
afraid to love and let u down
not see u again under the shining sun

i had a dream where i was not dead
was not a dream thought u were the one
summer in winter but i fuck up
i can go there if i dream again

hi magic mirror i hate my face
hate that u just went away
all the time im fading
i js have this sad spells	

ancient scrolls wont help me
they wont make me see
close my eyes still cant see
open my hands i have nothing

out of this hole i make it a dream
pile up my loot it dont worth shit
fuck this kingdom and be free
they betray but i care for u and me

shining sun

another song for next album unu

sun is shining im delighted when i dim it with a shade
night comes and wishes to make all sad things into a blade
i was wishing that u tell me how u really feel today
but im tired ask tomorrow now i wanna stay with me

33 resets and i still dont know when this will stop
hundred million zen yea that is nothing i keep going up
all the way im starting over now i have 4 digit stats
and again 300 i hope i will learn to enjoy the hunt

wanna go into the wilderness for once and take a chance
wanna die and spawn to die again but by ur side
and i wanna see if im still able to pick up a fight
but i know not made for this go permadeath into this war

fuck i really try don wanna be alone in my past
selling all that shines maybe i can buy a fuckin gun
list of friends opened and i never sent an invite
regret already what i still didnt do what a life

wanna go into the wilderness for once and take a chance
wanna die and spawn to die again but by ur side
and i wanna see if im still able to pick up a fight
but i know not made for this go permadeath into this war

soul master sure cant even handle this body with one
wanna let it rot and wantu to bless it with a knife
ancient godsword shit i think now im messing up 
bring me nihil nex and i will test my blood sacrifice

fuck i really try don wanna be alone in my past
selling all that shines maybe i can buy a fuckin gun
list of friends opened and i never sent an invite
regret already what i still didnt do what a life

wanna go into the wilderness for once and take a chance
wanna die and spawn to die again but by ur side
and i wanna see if im still able to pick up a fight
but i know not made for this go permadeath into this war

the wilderness

prod and cover art by me

if i hadnt met u i wouldnt be alive
if we hadnt met u would have not cried
if i hadnt mess up would it be fine
if u hadnt left me i would also be tired

if u hadnt slice a knife in my body
wouldnt be awake would still be a zombie
if i hadnt tried to hard to look harder
u wouldnt be hurt- hope that ur fine now

if we hadnt tried it would be the same
i would like to die like now every day
i would have to fight to do little things
i would be addicted to cry in the night

would have been better when addicted to u
but that wont happen now gave u the ick
if i hadnt done anything wouldnt hate me
if u hadnt showed me love would be dead now

if i hadnt met u would it be the same
would still feel sad legacy of kain
if we meet again we still be sad
i dont mind that if u would like

angel sliding through my veins
dark and holy demon blood
be forever within me
soulbound got the darksign

dying but i have no life
undead curse im number one
night and morning digging down
(what) takes to be the ashen one

would have been better when addicted to u
but that wont happen now gave u the ick
if i hadnt done anything wouldnt hate me
if u hadnt showed me love would be dead now

if i hadnt met u would it be the same
would still feel sad legacy of kain
if we meet again we still be sad
i dont mind that if u would like

if i hadnt met u i wouldnt be alive
if we hadnt met u would have not cried
if i hadnt mess up would it be fine
if u hadnt left me i would also be tired

if u hadnt slice a knife in my body
wouldnt be awake would still be a zombie
if i hadnt tried to hard to look harder
u wouldnt be hurt- hope that ur fine now

chimii777

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