My Songs

Lyrics:
[Verse 1] Mirror cracked, I see her stare, A thousand faces breathing there. Masks on the floor, all out of line, Each one whispers, “She’s doing fine.” But I’m the chaos they all can’t see, A storm that sings in minor key.  [Pre-Chorus] They think I’m calm, but I’m a fire, Built of scars and barbed wire. I smile while my demons feed, I’m what they made me bleed to be.  [Chorus] I am the beast, I am the sin, The war I lose, I fight again. Don’t try to fix what’s meant to break, I burn the truth for my own sake. You can’t save me, don’t even try, I’m beauty’s corpse, and I won’t die.  [Verse 2] Every lover swears they’ll stay, Till they see what I keep caged away. They call it love, I call it war, They beg for more, then bolt the door. I’m not a siren, I don’t sing lies, But still they drown beneath my eyes.  [Bridge] Fuck this devil inside of me, He whispers sweet hypocrisy. Every scar, a sermon sung, For battles lost when I was young. No fairy tale, no happily, Just a beast that breathes inside of me.  [Final Chorus] I am the beast, I am the sin, The mirror cracks—I start again. Don’t pray for peace, don’t waste the wine, I’ll drown in rage, and call it mine. You can’t save me, don’t even try, It is what it is— And I won’t die.

The Beast in Me

Lyrics:
[Verse 1] Four hours of crying, no air left to breathe, Morning’s a curse that won’t let me leave. Kids screaming through the walls again, I feel the rage crawl under my skin.  Grab the sander, grind it down, Noise to drown this haunted town. Look up—your wind chime sings, And I lose it all over simple things.  [Pre-Chorus] You haunt me soft, like rust in the air, Every creak, every sound, you’re there. I built these walls from cigarette ash, But your ghost still slips through every crack.  [Chorus] Why so angry, Chloe, why? Every tear’s just gasoline to light. You’re fighting the smoke, choking inside, But the flame feels safer than the quiet night. Why so angry, Chloe, why? ‘Cause peace feels fake, and pain feels right.  [Verse 2] Locked away eight months of time, Concrete prayers and nursery rhymes. Forgotten names on a flickering screen, Everyone moves on, except me.  Freedom hit like an empty room, Too bright, too quiet, too soon. The streets hum a lullaby of sin, And I almost walk back in again.  [Bridge] (spoken/half-sung) I remember every bruise in detail, But never the sunlight before the hail. I used to feel myself switch and fade, Now I just watch from far away.  [Breakdown] Screaming through my teeth, I still hear you breathe. That chime’s your voice, And it won’t leave.  [Final Chorus] Why so angry, Chloe, why? You’ve died a hundred times inside. But you keep crawling back to light, Even when it burns your eyes. Why so angry, Chloe, why? ‘Cause you’re still here—and still alive.

Wind Chime in the Shed

Lyrics:
[Verse 1] She hates herself, and she don’t know why, No light in her eyes, no truth, no high. She tries to talk, but her mind’s locked tight, Her heart’s got a fist, and it wants to fight.  She wants someone who won’t run scared, Someone who stays when it’s all impaired. But they twist her thoughts, they pull her strings, Feed the beast and clip her wings.  [Pre-Chorus] They reel her in with soft decay, Then tear her down, just walk away.  [Chorus] I’m too hard to love, too wild to save, They chew me up and spit my name. I still let them in, my favourite sin, Torture on repeat, where do I begin? Too hard to love… Too hard to love.  [Verse 2] She tells herself this time it’s real, But love’s a wound that never heals. “How could anyone want this mess?” She’s wearing pain like a wedding dress.  She pushes back when she wants a hand, Gets angry when she can’t understand. Loses herself in the noise and the haze, Cursing the mirror for what it displays.  [Pre-Chorus] Can’t find her truth, can’t find her name, Every touch feels the same old shame.  [Chorus] I’m too hard to love, too wild to save, They chew me up and spit my name. I still let them in, my favourite sin, Torture on repeat, where do I begin? Too hard to love… Too hard to love.  [Bridge] She screams in silence, no one hears, Drowning deep in her own fears. He says he loves her, but never stays, Leaves her bleeding in the same old maze.  [Breakdown] Wishing, bleeding, fighting the void, Every hope gets destroyed. Too hard, too scarred, too goddamn real, She bites her tongue but she still feels.  [Final Chorus] I’m too hard to love, too wild to save, They chew me up and spit my name. Still I burn, still I crave, Still I dig my own grave.  [Outro] She deals alone, she hides the pain, Internal storms in acid rain. Still breathing, still breaking, still enough, Too hard to love—yeah, that’s tough.

Too Hard to Love (Grunge Version)

Lyrics:
[Verse 1] The hardest thing about losing us Is that it never happened just once I lose you every morning when I wake Every night when your arms don’t stay  I reach for a message that’s never there I whisper your name into empty air The one I’d run to with a broken day Now looks away, now walks away  [Chorus, Powerpop Chorus] I lose you every day, every breath I take To the drugs, the lies, the endless mistakes To the silence that cuts deeper than pain I’m left with the echo, I’m left with the blame  [Verse 2] I lost you to women you chose instead To the names you screamed, to the things you said Every blow, every scar you left on me Was another piece you stole, another piece I bleed  I sit in the quiet, stare through the night Asking why I was never right Every song that breaks me in two Is just another ghost of you  [Chorus, Sad Chorus] I lose you every day, every breath I take To the drugs, the lies, the endless mistakes To the silence that cuts deeper than pain I’m left with the echo, I’m left with the blame  [Bridge, Instrumental build, Melancholy] I used to think I missed you when I was alone But the truth is, I miss you everywhere I go Even in a crowd, I still see your face Even in my dreams, I can’t escape  [Break, Whispered vocal over guitar] I watch you drowning Killing the man I knew The man I loved, The one I thought I’d spend forever with  [Chorus, Climactic with full band] I lose you every day, every breath I take To the drugs, the lies, the endless mistakes To the silence that cuts deeper than pain I’m left with the echo, I’m left with the blame  [Outro, Quiet arrangement, Fading guitar] I roll over, check my phone No message, no call, still alone And in those moments, I almost pray That I just didn’t wake today  [End]

The Hardest Thing

Lyrics:
Lyrics: [Verse 1] I don’t cry where anyone can see, ‘Cause silence never stays with me. No place to hide, no peace to find, Just echoes screaming through my mind. You call it distance, I call it pain, I keep my secrets in the rain. You want my words, I’ve got none to say— Just let me bleed in my own way. [Pre-Chorus] You hate the way I shut you out, But that’s the only way I know how. [Chorus] As tears fall — I stand still, Buried under my own will. You’ll never see the war inside, You just see the flame that won’t die. As tears fall — I fade slow, Biting back what you’ll never know. I’m breaking down behind this wall, Still breathing, as tears fall. [Verse 2] You call me heartless, call me cold, But that’s what’s left when you get old. When every scar becomes your skin, And every fight burns deep within. You want to fix what you don’t feel, But I’m too cracked to ever heal. Don’t need your pity, don’t need your grace, Just need a quiet, empty space. [Bridge] If I was selfish, I’d let it end, Trade my pain for silence, friend. But I’m too damn stubborn, Still half alive— Still clawing my way through this dive. Scars don’t fade, they sing my name, Every cut still burns the same. Murphy’s law’s got me pinned to the floor, But I keep getting up for one war more. [Final Chorus] As tears fall — I don’t crawl, This is my hell, this is my call. Resilience built from broken bones, A ghost in skin that’s all my own. As tears fall — I rise again, Defying death with paper and pen. Six of me stand through it all, Still screaming, as tears fall. [Outro] Still screaming… as tears fall.

As Tears Fall

Lyrics:
[Verse 1] 
Don’t tell me I’m “too much” when you’re the ones who never shut up. 
I can’t even fall apart without someone policing how I bleed or when I break. 
You want reasons? 
I don’t owe you any. 
You want honesty? 
You couldn’t handle a fraction of it.  
You call it distance — no, it’s survival. 
You call it silence — no, it’s me choosing not to set the room on fire. 
Every word you demand feels like a knife in a wound I stitched shut just to get through yesterday.  

[Pre-Chorus] If you knew half the shit in my head, 
You’d run.
But instead you whinge that I’m “cold.”  

[Chorus] 
As tears fall — I go numb, 
Heart’s a battleground, body’s a drum. 
You’ll never see the war I wage, 
You just poke the fucking rage.  
As tears fall — I stand tall, 
Even when I’m smashed against the wall. 
I’m done explaining myself to you all, 
I’ll survive as tears fall.  

[Verse 2] 
You hate that anger’s all you get from me. 
Want softness? 
Then stop treating me like I’m disposable. 
Every scar on me? 
I earned those. 
Every breakdown? 
You’d be dust if you lived a day in my skin.  
Don’t pretend you care when it’s convenient. 
Don’t offer help you’ll resent later. 
I don’t want your pity. 
I want silence — the one thing no one gives me.  

[Pre-Chorus] 
I swallow storms just so you don’t drown, 
And you still call me a problem.  

[Bridge] 
If I were selfish, 
I’d vanish tonight, 
Leave you all choking on your own bullshit. 
But I’m stubborn — mean, cracked, stitched-up stubborn — and I won’t let life finish me off.  
My scars aren’t stories. 
They’re warnings. 
They’re proof I faced hell and walked out with its teeth in my hands.  
So don’t tell me I’m dramatic. 
Don’t tell me to “calm down.” 
I’m still here because I fought harder than anyone you know.  

[Final Chorus] 
As tears fall — I won’t crawl, 
I’d rather break than beg at all. 
I’m built from wreckage, smoke and bone, 
And every bruise is my backbone.  
As tears fall — I rise again, 
Holding the pen like a weapon, friend. 
Six versions of me take the hit, 
But every one screams: I won’t quit.  

[Outro] 
Let the tears fall— I’ll turn them into warpaint.

As Tears Fall 3.0

[Verse 1] 
You think you know me, 
You think you care. 
But honesty’s a whisper 
When no one’s really there. 
The stage lights burn brighter, 
I’m standing in the flame, 
But underneath this glitter 
I won’t play your pretty game.  

A girl you used to lean on, 
Yeah, she gave too much away. 
Now she’s burning through the silence, 
Got no debts left to pay. 
You look for who I was before, 
But that girl’s history — 
Now I’m stronger, louder, fearless, 
And she still lives in me.  

[Pre-Chorus 1] 
I’m tired of the drama, 
I’m done with all the tests. 
The weight of your opinions 
Ain’t crushing my chest. 
You can watch or you can fade — I’m done trying to please. 
I’m standing up and screaming 
My own release!  

Chorus
I’m no damsel, 
No picture-perfect tragedy. 
I’m the one who rises 
When it all caves in on me. 
Don’t need the rescuing, Don’t need your sympathy. I just had to find my voice — The riot lives in me!  [Verse 2] You called me complicated, You called me too loud. But silence never built a dream, It only builds a shroud. I’ll wear my cracks like medals, My scars like punk tattoos, Every bruise I earned in battle Is proof I’ll never lose.  You say I’m unpredictable, A fire you can’t contain. Well, baby, I’m not chaos — I’m just done with all your games. You see a mess of colors, I see my victory — A revolution painted In the blood of honesty.  [Pre-Chorus 2] I’ve shed your sweet illusion, I’ve broken your design. I’m more than what you made me, This voice is finally mine. So take your tidy image, Your fragile little dream — I’ll tear it down with laughter And gasoline!  [Chorus] I’m no damsel, Not your fragile fantasy. I rise even when trembling, Even bleeding at the knee. Don’t need the rescuing, Don’t want your sympathy. I just needed space to claim The riot born in me!  [Bridge] Scars. Cracks. Fear and rage. Every line — a different stage. You said I needed saving, But you never understood: I don’t need a hero, I was always the good. Every failure, every bruise — They built me, not broke me. Now I sing for every woman Who refuses your trophy.  [Final Chorus] I’m no damsel, Never meant for tragedy. If you love me, love the madness — All my scars and energy. I’m wild, raw, relentless, Unpolished, fierce, and free! Take it all or walk away, I’m finally hchoosing me!  [Outro] Yeah, I’m done with the script, I’m done playing sweet. You can keep your fairytales — 
I’m burning that deceit. 
It was never you who saved me, 
Never you who held the key — It was always me, 
It’s always been — Me.

No Damsel in Distress

Lyrics:
[Verse 1] I don’t cry where anyone can see, ‘Cause silence never stays with me. No place to hide, no peace to find, Just echoes screaming through my mind.  You call it distance, I call it pain, I keep my secrets in the rain. You want my words, I’ve got none to say— Just let me bleed in my own way.  [Pre-Chorus] You hate the way I shut you out, But that’s the only way I know how.  [Chorus] As tears fall — I stand still, Buried under my own will. You’ll never see the war inside, You just see the flame that won’t die.  As tears fall — I fade slow, Biting back what you’ll never know. I’m breaking down behind this wall, Still breathing… as tears fall.  [Verse 2] You call me heartless, call me cold, But that’s what’s left when you get old. When every scar becomes your skin, And every fight burns deep within.  Don’t need your pity, don’t need your grace, Just need a quiet, empty space.  [Bridge] If I was selfish, I’d let it end, Trade my pain for silence, friend. But I’m too damn stubborn, still half alive, Still clawing my way through this dive.  Scars don’t fade, they sing my name, Every cut still burns the same. Murphy’s law’s got me pinned to the floor, But I keep getting up for one war more.  [Final Chorus] As tears fall — I don’t crawl, This is my hell, this is my call. Resilience built from broken bones, A ghost in skin that’s all my own.  As tears fall — I rise again, Defying death with paper and pen. Six of me stand through it all, Still screaming, as tears fall.  [Outro] Still screaming… as tears fall.

As Tears Fall 2.0

Verse 1
There is five of me,
Not the three you swear you knew.
There is no “me,” just a shifting tide,
No “I,” only a fractured crew.
You meet one face, think she’s a gift,
Think she’s someone you can read.
But every time you think you’ve won,
Another ghost steps in the lead.

Pre-Chorus
You swear you’ve cracked her secret map,
You think you know her name.
But truth is sitting right behind you…
There never was a game.

Chorus
So tell me, who the hell am I
When I start resembling you?
And who the hell are you
If you’re a mirror of me too?
We get thrown into this mess
Where the world toys with our pain.
Are we built to seek and destroy,
Or survive the weight of shame?

Verse 2
They never see the twist,
Not even she knows what’s next.
Trying to guess her next move
Is as pointless as the rest.
No motive in her pocket,
No strategy to play.
Only one thing written in stone:
She’s too kind to be your game.

Pre-Chorus
Like pieces on a chessboard
All forced into their place,
Two sides locked in silence
Both racing for checkmate.

Chorus
So tell me, who the hell am I
When I start resembling you?
And who the hell are you
If you’re a mirror of me too?
Caught in this back-alley war
Where the rules rot and decay…
Are we forever chained to innocence lost,
Or the demons we obey?


Five shadows breathing in my chest,
Each fighting for the light.
Five versions of a broken truth
All learning how to bite.
If the world wants blood for sport,
Let them choke on what they take.
I’m not the one who shattered first…
But I’m the one who’ll never break.

So tell me, who the hell am I
If I’m built from pieces of you?
And who the hell are you
If every lie you tell bleeds through?
We’re just players in a puzzle
This cruel world loves to make…
Maybe we’re here to rise from the wreck,
Not drown in yesterday’s ache.

Five of Me - Grunge Version

Lyrics:
[Intro – whispered] Ex on the line, predictable Nobody gets over me I’m unbothered, untouchable Beat rising underneath  [Verse 1] I’m single now and I want something real High standards only, don’t care how you feel If you step up, better show me the deal If you fall short, then you’re not in my field  [Pre-Chorus] No broke boys No new friends Too much pressure Break your lens  Ain’t no shade Ain’t no stress If he touches me Then he pays the debt  [Chorus – Drop] I look too good, make no sense Badass bitch with my badass friends No broke boys, no small change Level with me or stay in your lane  Run up the price, I need me a spender Nothing in love has ever been free You hate the view now that I’m not in your center But no one does it better than me No one does it better than me No one does it better than me  [Verse 2] You lost the real thing, sit with the cost Every girl you try is a bargain-bin knockoff Checking your phone like I’ll circle back ’round But all you’ll find now is a dollar-store crown  [Bridge] Only wannabe versions of me now Wannabe versions of me now Cry about it Cry about it  [Final Chorus – Drop] Look this good, it’s a flex Badass clique, you know what’s next No broke boys No dead weight If he lays with me Then he pays the rate  No one does it better No one does it better No one does it better than me

Better Than Me.mp3

Verse 1, 
There is five of me, 
Not the three you swear you knew. 
There is no “me,” just a shifting tide, 
No “I,” only a fractured crew.  

You meet one face, think she’s a gift, 
Think she’s someone you can read. 
But every time you think you’ve won, 
Another ghost steps in the lead.

Pre-Chorus, 
You swear you’ve cracked her secret map, 
You think you know her name.  
But truth is sitting right behind you…  
There never was a game.  

Chorus 
So tell me, who the hell am I  
When I start resembling you?  
And who the hell are you  
If you’re a mirror of me too?  
We get thrown into this mess  
Where the world toys with our pain.  
Are we built to seek and destroy,  
Or survive the weight of shame?  

Verse 2
They never see the twist,  
Not even she knows what’s next.  
Trying to guess her next move  
Is as pointless as the rest.   
No motive in her pocket,  
No strategy to play.  
Only one thing written in stone:  
She’s too kind to be your game.  

Pre-Chorus, 
Into their place,  
Two sides locked in silence  
Both racing for checkmate.  

Chorus
So tell me, who the hell am I  
When I start resembling you?  
And who the hell are you  
If you’re a mirror of me too?  
Caught in this back-alley war  
Where the rules rot and decay…  
Are we forever chained to innocence lost,  
Or the demons we obey?  

Bridge
Five shadows breathing in my chest,  
Each fighting for the light.  
Five versions of a broken truth  
All learning how to bite.  
If the world wants blood for sport,  
Let them choke on what they take.  
I’m not the one who shattered first…  
But I’m the one who’ll never break.  

Final Chorus
So tell me, who the hell am I  
If I’m built from pieces of you?  
And who the hell are you  
If every lie you tell bleeds through?  
We’re just players in a puzzle  
This cruel world loves to make…  
Maybe we’re here to rise from the wreck,  
Not drown in yesterday’s ache.

Five of Me (Metalcore Version) V2

It’s just him and I, and he’s hiding in the dark,

Thinking the world’s got eyes on us, but we’re just making sparks.

His kids are cool, his mom’s on board, but he still hides away,

I’m here every night with him, but he’s scared of what they’d say.

[Chorus]

But it’s not about the world, it’s just him and me,

I’m ready for this love, and he’s the lock and key.

He should let go of the whispers, just let it be,

Give us a chance to find out what we’re meant to be.

[Verse 2]

His kids have seen the story, they know that it’s all right,

His mom’s already smiling, she sees the love in sight.

But he’s the one who’s holding back, afraid to take the leap,

I’m all in and ready, but his heart is buried deep.

[Bridge]

I don’t care what they’re thinking, his happiness comes first,

He should let the doubts fade, and let us quench the thirst.

Just give us a chance, and let it all be,

Because in the end, it’s just him and me.

[Final Chorus]

It’s not about the world, it’s just about us two,

He should know his happiness is what I want to pursue.

Let go of all the doubts, let the love just be,

Give us a chance to write our melody.

Just Him and I

[Verse 1]

You think you know me, you think you got it all

But truth is a whisper that you never really caught.

Spotlight’s turning up, the bass is dropping low,

Underneath the surface, I’m the one who’s in control.

A girl you used to lean on, but she’s got a brand new fire,

Now she’s dancing through the chaos, raising up the heat higher.

You’re looking at the outline, but I’m way more than you see,

I’m the queen of this whole dance floor, and I’m owning every beat.

[Pre-Chorus 1]

I’m done with all the limits, I’m breaking every rule,

The weight of expectations is just another tool.

Everybody watching, yeah, they’ll know it’s plain to see —

This is my liberation, the fire inside of me.

[Chorus]

I’m no damsel, not your little pretty thing.

I’m the one who’s turning up, making the whole room sing.

Don’t need your rescuing, don’t need your sympathy,

I just came to own this night, the rebel inside me.

[Verse 2]

You called me complicated, but I’m just getting loud,

No silence gonna hold me back, I’m owning every sound.

I wear my flaws like diamonds, my scars like battle lines,

Every move I make is mine, I’m done with being defined.

You think you got a picture, but you don’t know the half,

I’m rewriting all the rules and I’m gonna make you laugh.

You see a bit of chaos, I see a victory,

I’m turning up the volume on the wild side of me.

[Pre-Chorus 2]

So keep your expectations, I’ll break them on the floor,

I’m dancing through the limits, and I’m asking you for more.

This is my revolution, my own kind of spree —

I’m the one who’s choosing to be wild and free.

[Chorus]

I’m no damsel, not your little fantasy.

I rise even when the whole world’s watching me.

Don’t need your rescuing, don’t want your sympathy,

I just came to own this night, the rebel inside me.

[Bridge] *(spoken-sung, fierce)*

Scars and imperfections, they make me who I am.

All these little pieces, yeah, they’re part of the plan.

I don’t need a hero, I’m the one who makes the rules,

Turning up the heat and I’m breaking all your fools.

[Final Chorus]

I’m no damsel, never meant to fit your scene.

If you love me, love the chaos, every part of my routine.

I’m wild, raw, relentless, untamed and free,

Take me as I am or watch me, I’m finally choosing me.

[Outro]

So step back and watch me, I’m rewriting my own fate.

I’m the one who sets the rhythm, and I’m opening the gate.

It was never you who saved me, never you who held the key —

It was always me who chose to be this wild and free

No Damsel In Distress — Dirrty-Style Version

Never was, never will be

Never was, Never will be V2.mp3

I am who I am. Scars and all. Still standing, still surviving.

Miss C

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