there's been days where I felt like dying 
but im still here pushing 
(killmesumday)(lyrics)
if my love is too loud then Ill love you in silence 
I bet memories with her will be timeless 
you're the reason im still fucking trying 
yeah I knew that the lies and your truths would start colliding 
so ill run to the hills so no one see me crying 
I got no one to confide in now I feel like dying 

cuz pretty girls like you love to show out 
who knew love would reach so deep in me rip my heart 
only you would know what you tell me is the truth now 
so hopefully this silly song is stuck in your head now 
ever since you iced me girl I swear I been stressed out 
sitting in my room talking to ghost's in my walls now 
you told me "leave me lone" now I got no one to call now 
no one to call no one at all

another sad song(prod.khail)

ft @rainingonroses
out now on all streaming services & platforms
prod @klimlords x yago

S.O.S. w/ RainingOnRoses (prod. Klimlords x Yago)

prod. flesh

lyrics:
i could simmer in all these afterimages 
i still think about you every night
the summer that we spent, the perfect vibe
i was into it, don't know where the feeling went
like a cigarette, burned it to the filter bit
what i said and what i did it wasnt right
but you came back with the worst of words to spite me
i just wanna work it out don't wanna fight

can we just talk?
why you load the cannons up?
got a notification from you
i know you give a fuck
swear the day before we fought
way we were i never thought
it could end up like this
and i know it's been months
but i really wanna clear the air
if you hear this know i always cared
know you said that i was never a friend to you
but i wanna try to make some amends with you

brought the sun home, are we donezo?
even so i gotta say that it was fun though
all those memories we made they mean so much to me
in my head i'll always love you
drop the gun show, tell me where the gun smoke
you were right, had to do a coup d'etat to em
dropping crumbs all the floor i had to pick em up
i can't escape his influence

but i try so hard, all of this time i took
ended up syndicate, all of those friends that i made on the internet knocking on wood
healing my scars, eat me apart, i just want love so i try to be good
how many licks to the center of my heart? i do not know a part of me should
should be here now what i read in a book
i know i struggled with reading the signs
sorry i know just how bad that it looks
i don't blame no one who left me behind
too much time away from it can leave a person blind
even if you hate me still i hope that you're alright

whoa whoa whoa, everything the same
if you wanna talk then you can always pick my brain
we was shooting shots, were they even blanks?
all this moving on has put in a different state of mind
still i'm in the same place
not in that apartment with the roaches and the pain
i'm at home just tryna paint
a picture with my words like i'm approaching something great to write

but every time it's always air i bite
running circles round the point till i die
no substance ever make me feel so alive
in my life, if i'm right
bout the way that the world is then i'm fine
which ever way that this goes it is all light
even when the blues have got me 
stayin up all night

donezo

Reject (Dercept)

downwards spiral

⭐️ new single ⭐️

w/ @ihateshinigami

produced by hiko momoji, nova & yungbuckbeats

cover art by lordofgraphix

www.instagram.com/hikomomoji
www.instagram.com/shinigami/

DON'T TALK! (feat. shinigami)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by mileage
recorded @ goblin haven 8/17/22
art by @kickfliptommy

ALL PLATFORMS

u r not the moon (+ mileage)

a song meant to be on the starcity collective album before it ended <3
cover art @6vow

blunt decay w/ prayers, wstdyth, bradily (wstdyth)

lyrics:

god, no, no you said you couldn't love me x5

if it's not what you wanted 
why you keeping me around 
kick me to the pavement 
when im already down 
one shot to the heart 
two shots through my brain
like covering your tracks
in the shade of the moonlight 
i said "if you don't love me then show me"
show me 
so you showed me pretty fucking cruelly 
i said if you don't love me then show me 
show me 
so you showed me
you showed me 

you take the blue right outta my veins 
you give me love then you give me hella pain 
i just want you to leave right now 
your back and forth is gonna take me out 

deadpan: 

i walk in this bitch dont need no disguise 
i been way too fucked up
let the drugs take me for a ride 
n what u scared for if u have nothing to hide
i will be right here patiently waiting for the sunrise
its all really not so complex 
goin up like forex
its the little things i ask 
if u wanna ask
then why dont u wanna see where it all gets 
i saw it go downhill ever since we met 
u can do that part 
took the red out of my heart 
do not want to restart 
up in new york we dont go far 
my name u can keep bashin 
bitch fly out in the aston 
im losing so much traction 
i dont know how all this could happen

tenshi:

*hook*

god no, no you said you couldn't love me
chasing you around is making me dizzy 
emotion sickness gonna be
the fucking death of me 
i'll be 24 and you'll be writing me a eulogy  
tell me are you ashamed?
are you even sort of ashamed of your duplicity? 
now im striving for the fame and the publicity 
cuz everybody here just turns away from me 

*hook*

you showed me every single day
but i was blinded in the disarray 
so, so i took it every single day, yea
im gonna fucking decay 

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back&forth (ft. epiz0ik) [+afterlife x jolst]

winterfalls ft. chloe stankowski, vexle (prod. johnnyfriend)

I can feel, my chest caving in
what did u expect from me
I can't even help myself

can't even help myself (prod. xmichaelwarren)

formerly known as James Colt
@timelesstomorrow

S.O.S. w/ RainingOnRoses (prod. Klimlords x Yago)

Chloe Stankowski

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