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Mixed and mastered: Jake @ Fith Studios
Prod. Lowgrind, RudeNote
Featuring Reams
GFX: Right From The Den

Must Be Me

recorded, mixed and mastered by Deeza
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MORPHINE

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DH - FENDI

My heads gone
I hope this don’t stick, like it’s teflon
He ain’t next up
Nah he’s just the next on

Back home zoning off a lot
Hit rock bottom
Back to upselling bottom rock
Can’t look at bro the same
Ever since I seen him nodding off
Right on the cusp of “plot thickens”
Then he lost the plot

I trust in God’s timing
But why am I so nervous
I was tryna make calls
With no service
I been going through it all
Even lost purpose
I ain’t got no room to fall
I’m where the Earth is

He wanna start
I ain’t got a thing to lose
Bro just tell me when and where
If it’s beef, vindalloo
I got old friends asking
Vah what’s gotten into you
They say I been going crazy
I guess if I fit the shoe

Stuck up in a whole web of liars
You must miss the truth
I can see your eyes getting tired
Missing mister you
You can see my eyes getting colder
And you sit confused
The world ain’t waiting for me
I got things to do

My dreams died when my mother got a brain tumor
Had to fight off these weird fullas tryna use her
I considered turning from a dealer to a user
Then my person turned from my healer to a user

Next time they tell you 
That they not leaving
Don’t trust a word they say 
Until the plot deepens
One thing about these people
They can spot weakness
And right before you know it
You got shot defense
I been working non stop
What’s a long weekend?
I been hurting non stop
Sup, God, it’s me again
I been praying for some changes for a long time
All these fullas got their lucky break, I never got mine

All this talk about where will we end up
I got brodies tryna sell me on a week bender
I ain’t never popped a pill for a week ender
I popped too many, tryna leave as a weak ender
I got calmer but I still got a weak temper
Paid karma, now that fulla owes me 10 bucks
For when I did right and got done wrong
Money come and gone
It’s still nothing in my lunch box

I been paying bills since I was 13
But if I’m honest
I been tryna heal since way before that
Childhood trauma
Paranoid they wanna hurt me
Ran off on the therapist
Cos I couldn’t afford that

Back on the streets
When I’m homeless again
You made it hard for me to trust
I can’t put hope in a friend
You punched lines between us
I’m just a joke in the end
But you’re just joking again?
I start to choke with the pen

I just spend all of my savings tryna live
I’m back at square one
She look amazing
Even when she hasn’t got her hair done
Talking payment
Butha I’m still yet to get my fair sum
But I make it work
Fast money, tryna spare some
Parents looking down on me
Ashamed that I am their son
Heard my father passed
When I was younger
Didn’t care once
Even though my mother almost died
I couldn’t cry
Cos I only know survive and provide
What a life

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