look at this hideous mess - 2

slut (emochanel)

i’m spinning spinning so fast baby break my heart 
why don’t u meet me by the bathroom 
u can kill me when u want 
i just rly wanna know 
i just wanna rlly know 
if you’ll fuck me up if i give u all my love 
break my bones put me into tiny pieces 
slit my throat and make me quiet 
ask me if i’m fine baby i’m just crying 
i don’t feel good yeah i wanna throw up 

i like self destruction and self harm 
it’s the way i fucking cope 
so i gotta cheat the rope 
she slit her cute throat 
i just wanna know 
if u rly loved me 
then why’d you have to go 
omg it stopped being fun 
whyd you stare at me
i guess u should’ve run 
times out 
baby don’t u pout 
ur so pretty when ur dead 
i’ll lay ur corpse in my bed 

jesus fucking christ i have so much hate in my heart 
wish it would go away 
i didn’t want it from the start
i cant sleep 
i wish u were here 
it’s my fault 
that i fucked up 
i lost something that meant so much 
do u know what it’s like to live so numb 
wishing 4 death that shits so dumb 
i’d rather slit my wrists then fucking move on 


i didn’t learn my lesson 
everyday i wanna give up 
i hate looking at my phone 
i wanna hurt my self and upload that 
livestream my suicide bitch it’s cute 
i get closer and closer and nobody knows 
feeling like a psycho the way that it goes 
i’ll be gone soon i hope u know

livestream

livestream (kaneda7)

lyrics:
oh my oh my god rawr xd i just wanna be ur scene queen n it feels so great when ur texting me ka kandii bracelets on me 2009 og i dont care abt popularity yea im so fucked up metally i dont rlly fucking giva fuck i jus wanna party sorry i dont like drugs raver girl on me overdosing on salami yea u dont love me i wish i could be happy

tell me that you love me
i could make you happy
ik ur the one girl
ik this is sappy
but we could be together
girl i wanna b forever
with you

mi mini skirt on me can u tell me am i pretty in the back of the club wanna see ur titties n if she ask me out imma b like yes plz yes plz ye ye yes plz

ily idk y i even try cuz everytime i start to cry like
dont take ur love away from me
i could make u happy
anything in this world girl
i'd do it gladly
i love it when u smile
can u pls just stay a while
i dont wanna lose u
lose u

rylorie x luvwillow - YES PLZZ<3

listen to my new music
shit song i made at like 14
doesn’t reflect anything i make now

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BRAIN FEEL GOOD

BADDCITIZEN X MIH-AJLA [X0Øx] - FLESH

✞✞✞
ft: @kidsnorlax + seraphim
prod: @pixelhood
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(kidsnorlax)
rawrxd, come kill me
baby i don’t even think that you heard me
i’ve been up for 3 days i’ve been hurting
don’t you step into my life to just hurt me
blades thru ur heart i love it when you look dead
find me in the bathtub water colored red
murdering my trust with a bullet in my head
let me hold your hand i’ll lay with your skeleton

(cholorofilm)
chopping up her limbs
and eating them for free XD
mfs biting me u can never be me
RED GLITTER ON MY JEANS
GOT SUM BLUD ON MY STALL
RED GLITTER nail polish minds as well
call the cops :3
got a scar up alt bitch right on me
hopefully u will kill me join my fantasy 
lately has been so damn somber :(
lets jus bring back #emocowboysummer

(seraphim)
walkin round an im feeling like a zom b 
really hate these meds i jus wanna cut my body 
hate myself always got a razor on me 
string my veins and im lookin kinda gnarly 
these doctors making me live day by day 
if i tell the truth they might take me away 
mental hospitals won't take my grave 
fuck ur meds ill prolly kill myself

(kidsnorlax)
rawrxd, come kill me
baby i don’t even think that you heard me
i’ve been up for 3 days i’ve been hurting
don’t you step into my life to just hurt me
blades thru ur heart i love it when you look dead
find me in the bathtub water colored red
murdering my trust with a bullet in my head
let me hold your hand i’ll lay with your skeleton

come kill me

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come kill me w/ snor + seraphim (p. pixelhood)

PROD BRITNEY SPEARS LOL
SHOUTOUT GUTZXX

im fuckin set i got the gun inside my bag
i got the sights i got attatchments i got hella fuckin mags
if ur a homie then i'll message u do not show up to class
im pullin up for my revenge on all these mf fagss

i got the hello kitty camo on  my ar do not test me
like this is what gon happen when yall faggots all reject me
all these bitches fucking hurt me now i like it when they wreck me
like can u make me wanna kms i find it fucking sexy

i fuckin love u but u prolly think im crazy
i only feel the way i do cause they all fucking hate me
im so fucking angry and im drinking on the daily
dk what drugs im taking and im acting fucking shady

i got a gun intrusive thoughts up in my head
and everybody's staring at me theres a tightness in my chest
and i cant do this every day i always see my fucking ex
ur always spreading fucking lies but i got proof deleted texts

im offa molly when i walk in
look whos talking
hello kitty camo and my sights are fucking locked in
offa molly when i walk in
look whos talking
hello kitty camo with the flashbang in my pocket

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

HELLO KITTY CAMO (@shredmyself insta)

credits to mollys (not a reprod)

og song:
https://soundcloud.com/eternalvoidz/lucifersresurrection-tired

luci4 - tired (instrumental) [prod. bacleo]

featuring: @luvwillow 
produced by: @blood-pup
mixed and mastered by: @angelicamori

[Chorus: cy4ne]
Bitch, don't hit my line, seeking solace in your low
I won't be your safety net, just kill yourself right now
I've grown tired of your lies and your dirty game
Ain't no longer your pawn, time for bridges to be burn
But now, don't hit my line, don't you dare crawling back
You never gave a fuck 'bout me, you know that is a fact
You played with my emotions, now I'm spending money on my own
No more second chances, don't you dare to text my phone

[Verse: luvwillow]
Hit me up on IG, do you wanna be my bae?
We can chill at my place, we can do like anything
Is it drugs or is it lust? Is it love, or are we lost?
I don't wanna play no games, girl, you're driving me insane
Are you hot or are you cold? Girl, you gotta let me go
I just popped another pill and now my world is moving slow
I don't know how to deal with this, got you stuck in my head, I can't resist

[Pre-Chorus: cy4ne]
Told me I was money hungry, used my CC for your gain
I'm done playing games, it's time to break this fucking chain
But now, don't hit my line, don't you dare crawling back
You never gave a fuck 'bout me, you know that is a fact

[Chorus: cy4ne]
Girl, You're driving me insane, but love still lingers true
Gave you my affliction, but you took advantage too
Told me I was money hungry, used my CC for your gain
I'm done playing games, it's time to break this fucking chain
But now, don't hit my line, don't you dare crawling back
You never gave a fuck 'bout me, you know that is a fact
You played with my emotions, now I'm spending money on my own
No more second chances, don't you dare to text my phone

[Verse: luvwillow]
Hit me up on IG, do you wanna be my bae?
We can chill at my place, we can do like anything
Is it drugs or is it lust? Is it love, or are we lost?
I don't wanna play no games, girl, you're driving me insane
Are you hot or are you cold? Girl, you gotta let me go
I just popped another pill and now my world is moving slow
I don't know how to deal with this, got you stuck in my head, I can't resist

solace [+luvwillow] [blood pup]

bleed by my fucking side 
take my precious shitty life
sawing at ur lovely thighs 
kiss me in the freezing cold 
bby u will never know 
i feel so fucking dead 
i can see u in the trees 
watching me shake 
w a razor in my hand 
and she thought i was pretty 
so i cut out her heart 
and brought it home with me 
i promise ill be good
if u stay w me 
webcam suicide 
ill recording me bleeding 

screaming i hate it 
i’ll pop the pills u shake it 
u told me u hate it i’m just probably faded 
mutilate my self for the fuck of it 
find me dead on the floor wishing u would hold me 
cutting i bleed it 
im dead in the snow i need it 
i’m fragile u love it i fucking hate it 
plastic pretty face 
beautiful sccared waste 
i’ll be all urs if u kill me today 

tell me i’m ur favorite 
that it’ll be okay 
my hands keep shaking  
i’m ur fucking corpse 
be gentle with me 
ur all i adore 
ur name on my chest 
ur with me forever 
i’m so obsessed with u 
i’m watching from the dark 
in a room full with bodies but all i want is u 
depressed and scared and sitting in my room 
bby u know id do anything for you 

im ur webcam girl 
so pretty and dolled up
so sccared and alone 
just wishing for a hug 
i’m ur webcam girl

imurwebcamgirl (pixelhood x kaneda7)

prod. teeth
w/ @horrormovies666


(cholorofilm)
step into my red room
glitter glitter nothing to lose
stay awake in the dark
skinwalker in the dark
step into my red room
glitter glitter nothing to lose
stay awake in the dark
skinwalker in the dark

rotting away rotting away
i must hide and go away
in my head i’m not safe
rotting away rotting away
i must hide and go away
in my head i’m not safe

(horrormovies)

red room, my bedroom

red room, my bedroom w/ horrormovies (p. teeth)

prod me

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
let's go
wrists r sticking 2 my sleeves, i don't wanna go outside
i can't even interact it makes me fucking horrified
pale face, black dress bby can u be my bride?
i just wanna get worse, but i want u by my side

cuz it's me n u forever bby till death do us part
i told u i was so fucked up u should have listened from the start
i just wanna trauma bond like do u wanna see my scars?
everything i touch gets ruined but i swear i have a heart

suicidal love , suicidal love
i won't ever feel complete so can u tell me i'm enough?
suicidal love , suicidal love
omg i'm such a feen like bby will u be my drug? x2

omg she's picture perfect
pls tell me that ur worth it
idc if u hurt me bby ik i deserve it
and if i show u love idc if u return it
i'm so afraid of abandonment js don't leave me deserted

i got pretty lil styros i'm cutting js 4 u
omg i like ur barcodes babe they're such a pretty view
can we pls just fucking spiral cuz it's all i wanna do
self destruction's all i know it's all i'm going to persue

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

suicidal love

Femboy Friday

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Mit techno remix for Gilli's "Kender Ik I Morgen", fra hans 2022 album, Carnival

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Kender Ik I Morgen - DJ JALEK Techno Remix [FREE DOWNLOAD]

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwgcIgAayM8

cover art by deadlyyucca

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