WHATUOFFER (ft @BIGMOLEY)

prod. jfkmetasco 
mixed by me :) 


lyrics: 

you chose me 
but you could never know me 
like im the one & only 
we both know that’s not right 

chose me 
was going through the motions 
the things that kept me going 
now nowhere in my sights 

you owe me 
i turned into the old me 
i wanna take it slowly 
i think that it’s alright 

chose me 
but you could never know me 
like im the one & only 
we both know that’s not right… 



i felt married to the fact that i will never find my peace 
felt like i was dying a long time ago, even in my teens 
it’s just the same fuckin cycle, just work sleep repeat 
same fuckin cycle, just work sleep repeat.. 

im at the end of my life, ill say goodbye to all my friends 
my loved ones, my family, cause this is the end 
the only thing that kept me going was i knew how to play pretend 
i was so down on my luck, im cutting ties not making amends 

so where do we go from here..?
where do we go from here…?
im thinking where do we go? 
where do we go? 
you chose me back then im thinking where do we go



you chose me 
but you could never know me 
like im the one & only 
we both know that’s not right 

chose me 
was going through the motions 
the things that kept me going 
now nowhere in my sights 

you owe me 
i turned into the old me 
i wanna take it slowly 
i think that it’s alright 

chose me 
but you could never know me 
like im the one & only 
we both know that’s not right…

so choose..

prod. jkjmetasco 
mixed by me 


lyrics: 
￼

so tell me why 
why? 
am i on my own 
why? why? 
is this not working 
i try and try 
but it’s not worth it 
why try 
to make it worth it 

take it from someone who actually is what you pretend to be 
you cut me off but you were more than just a friend to me 
i don’t wanna cut you off & I don’t wanna be enemies 
i gotta protect myself I gotta protect my energy 

protect my energy 
i thought you and me we had some chemistry 
you had no compassion u had no empathy 
now im living without you, oh so separately 

how do I talk about it 
how do I get this off my mind 
how do I not bother my friends 
they heard it 1000 times 
how do I get myself together 
how do I get you back tonight 
how do I turn everything around 
and how do I make this shit alright 

tell me do you have a problem with this 
are my vices getting in the way of conquering this 
do you ponder all these questions while im asking you this 
like me keeping you around why am I taking the risk 

why am I taking the risk 
have I come to my senses 
how can I speak to you to convey the message 
you won’t let me talk won’t let me finish my sentence 
while I was with you I was serving my sentence 

so swing for the fences 
aim for the trees 
felt the cold glare of strangers as they pass over me 
felt a whole ton of anger, was so hard to breath 
i was lost in transition, was so hard to see 

so tell me why 
why? 
am i on my own 
why? why? 
is this not working 
i try and try 
but it’s not worth it 
why try 
to make it worth it 

take it from someone who actually is what you pretend to be 
you cut me off but you were more than just a friend to me 
i don’t wanna cut you off & I don’t wanna be enemies 
i gotta protect myself I gotta protect my energy

tell me why?

music video: 

https://linktr.ee/Chon978

prod jkj
mixed by me 


if i want it, imma buy it baby what did u expect? 
i did way too much, better show me sum respect 
yea nothing lasts forever livin my life wit no regrets 
there ain’t nothing in this world that i love more besides a check 

if u want me to talk, then cut me a check 
i never cared , baby i confess 
never told you cause i didn’t want the mess 
im sorry baby what did u expect? 

baby what did u expect my social status, hadda lay low 
turn everything around & u were supposed to be my angel 
walking round wit devil horns disguised as a halo 
after everything i still got nothin i can say tho 

talk is cheap, but ain’t nobody buyin 
i don’t need you still not replying 
i agree, ur not who i confide in 
i agree, ur not who i confide in..

cause i got 10 more fuckin problems when im faded 
i can’t win, ill wait my turn but i feel jaded 
imma sinner but i know that’s unrelated 
imma sinner but I know that’s still ur favorite 

yeah im feelin like im ozzy the way i bark at the moon 
im just hangin around waiting for something to do 
idc what ever happens as long as it’s something wit u 
idc what even happens as long as it’s something wit u….

if i want it, imma buy it baby what did u expect? 
i did way too much, better show me sum respect 
yea nothing lasts forever livin my life wit no regrets 
there ain’t nothing in this world that i love more besides a check 

if u want me to talk, then cut me a check 
i never cared , baby i confess 
never told you cause i didn’t want the mess 
im sorry baby what did u expect?

jaded

prod. happyaccident & nadddot
mixed by me :) 



im so dettached from reality, what makes u think im attached to you? 
i wore my heart all on my sleeve by chasing after u 
no need to lay ur problems on me i don’t feel bad for u 
too much isolation, it gon make me catch an attitude 

more money, more problems, & the more u know 
but now she reads my texts & now she comes to my shows 
im so bored of entertaining i can’t help it i know 
progress gets reverted back to normal, it shows.. 

im an asset treated like a liability 
idk if u still care but it was real to me 
i am actually the person u pretend to be 
that u pretend to be.. 
that information is so detrimental 
been spending money on these instrumentals 
back in my life don’t think it’s accidental 
don’t think it’s coincidental 
what you do to my mental 

more money, more problems, & the more u know 
but now she reads my texts & now she comes to my shows 
im so bored of entertaining i can’t help it i know 
progress gets reverted back to normal, it shows..

the more u know 2

prod. jkj
mixed by me 


i get fight or flight responses 
too tired to deal with nonsense 
i can handle truth, u felt the need to be dishonest 
thought we’re makin progress 
and now i don’t know what to think 
i was somewhere near the edge but now im on the brink 

ohhhhh 
whyd u have to be so cold 
u know this shit is getting old 
oh baby i shoulda known..

fight or flight

haveumetmyglock? (ft BIGBABYGUCCI)

tell me baby are you satisfied
all my feelings classified 
look up at the satellites 
you can bring me back to life 

i was thrown away, was cast aside 
everything ive analyzed 
couldn’t help me strategize 
but i know what you had in mind 

it’s me, it’s you 
cant think straight, can you? 
even on my worst days, chose you 
even on my worst days 
you still come in first place, yea

first place

🍂🍂🍂
mixed by me 

i feel far away from home 
i don’t like who ive become 
is it worth it holding on? 
oh no. 
battle lines have been drawn in the sand 
at least i know where we both stand. 
used to hurt myself & ill do it again 
ill learn how to be that person again 

maybe this is healing? 
maybe it’s getting worse 
is this just a feeling? 
is that all its worth? 

i have tailwinds pushing me away from peers 
ive been struggling for one too many years 
maybe it’s just something that i fear 
is it something i fear.. 

i feel far away from home 
i don’t like who ive become 
is it worth it holding on? 
oh no. 
battle lines have been drawn in the sand 
at least i know where we both stand. 
used to hurt myself & ill do it again 
ill learn how to be that person again

tailwinds

prod. mando & jordan 
mixed by me 


“””
if u say u love me baby, tell me again
we could talk for hours u were more than a friend 
everything’s still foggy but i still remember when 
remembering december with u in my bed 
two decembers later ur still in my head 
i wish you’d come over need to get this off my chest 
taking melatonin im still yearning for rest 
still don’t understand me so make it make sense 

tell me again 
tell me again

baby i could give u everything you need 
could go anywhere what you wanna see 
let’s go shopping maybe let’s go to the beach
world to ourselves baby it’s just u & me 

baby i could give u everything you need 
could go anywhere what you wanna see 
let’s go shopping maybe let’s go to the beach
world to ourselves baby it’s just u & me 

“””

artery

thank you @777bando for the adlibs. featuring @avspwaters 
produced by indie beats 
mixed by me 


“you’re a polarizing figure to say the least 
whenever i need u most is when u leave 
i was reflecting on why you’re so hard to reach 
but now i understand it’s got nothing to do with me 

well ive been told 
some things must have to die before they grow 
oh no 
it’s the last thing i expected for us both 
and so.. 

is it worth it paranoid? 
what u built could be destroyed 
i know it hurts, i know it hurts. 
when ur trynna fill the void 
picture perfect, polaroid 
i know it hurts, i know it hurts. 



i know it hurts 
for what it’s worth 
it’s what i deserve. 
oh no… 

is it worth it paranoid? 
what u built could be destroyed 
i know it hurts, i know it hurts. 
when ur trynna fill the void 
picture perfect, polaroid 
i know it hurts, i know it hurts.”

polaroid (ft austin waters)

a cool little freestyle i did 🏚️🏚️🏚️
￼prod. mando & h8kelly

a cool freestyle (prod. mando x h8kelly)

pocketsonlizzo (ft BiGMoley)

sippin spirits

into my eyes (ft eczotic)

for the worst (ft tracy 2 mars)

BEAN$$$! (ft baeak)

first one

lyrics: 

loose off the henny & i kick my feet up 
can’t fw a bitch unless we writing a prenup 
i just walked up in the club, yk i brought the heater 
show you a band rn and it’s not for the re-up 
my life a movie, ya main bitch an actress 
see the way she movin all over my mattress 
show me some motion & go make it happen 
i just got paid for a show, sent em packing 
im on my GG shit no allen 
im talkin shit feel like im jimmy fallon 
pockets are fat, but they full of that salad 
you scrape to get by like a vulture with talons 
you don’t get no motion you don’t have no talent
back of the party im losing my balance 
let’s go band 4 band rn, show me your balance 
why are u talking if you don’t really have it?

let’s go band for band rn

tunnel vision i wish yall could see what i see 
get wrapped up inside my feelings don’t excite me 
looking at me like im him well shit i might be 
i ain’t fw that sugar honey iced tea 
walk out wit it idc if it’s pricey 
every time im in the city, treat me nicely 
and they know that they shouldn’t take me lightly 
and they know that they shouldn’t take me lightly 

and they know that they shouldn’t take me lightly 
always watch out for the people trynna spite me 
always pourin up some syrup in my hi-c 
they can talk all they want they still won’t fight me 

i got dreams wish yall could see 
nowhere near where i wanna be 
feelin burnt out honestly 
but tunnel vision’s all i can see 

tunnel vision all i can see..
tunnel vision all i can see……

———

tunnel vision i wish yall could see what i see 
get wrapped up inside my feelings don’t excite me 
looking at me like im him well shit i might be 
i ain’t fw that sugar honey iced tea 
walk out wit it idc if it’s pricey 
every time im in the city, treat me nicely 
and they know that they shouldn’t take me lightly 
and they know that they shouldn’t take me lightly

tunnel vision

I got real PTSD can’t even hold the hammer 
Feel like WWE cause I’m a Summerslam ya 
Your bitch get nervous around you homie she not shy on camera 
If you not speaking about no dollars I can’t understand ya 
I’m only smoking on that top shelf not smoking cancer 
I’m in love with all the stripper and exotic dancers 
I ain’t even mean to say that I don’t got no manners 
You can’t even see my face feel like cobra commander 

G.I. Joe I’m on a mission racing to that cheddar 
How the fuck am I excluded if I’m doing better 
I can’t stoop down to that level can’t lower my standards 
Jumping off the top rope I feel like Colt Cobana 
I’ve been drinking and I never had a problem with it 
I’ve been smoking and I never had a problem with it 
I got vices and my friends can barely tolerate it 
But when I step into the party I’m not moderated 
Huh, I just put the geek bar on pulse mode 
In the party and I’m smoking on that ozone 
I just wanna get rich and buy my own home 
When I’m stuck inside that party trying to phone home 

I got real PTSD can’t even hold the hammer 
Feel like WWE cause I’m a Summerslam ya 
Your bitch get nervous around you homie she not shy on camera 
If you not speaking about no dollars I can’t understand ya 
I’m only smoking on that top shelf not smoking cancer 
I’m in love with all the stripper and exotic dancers 
I ain’t even mean to say that I don’t got no manners 
You can’t even see my face feel like cobra commander

c0bra c0mmander

prod. yunme 

yea im boutta pop my shit huh 
greetings and salutations 
can’t even park my whip 
too many citations 
keep my shit on dnd 
if you trynna check my location 
u can’t tell me shit 
no u can’t even say nun 
u can’t even say nun 

i got bad hoes in Thailand that treat me like im god 
never struggling with finance im gettin all the guap 
they been saying that im next up but i get that a lot 
they been saying that im next up but i get that a lot 
obsessive compulsive, too aware of my surroundings 
depressive remembrance, my angels look down frowning 
im losing my patience, 1000 days and counting 

yea im boutta pop my shit huh 
greetings and salutations 
can’t even park my whip 
too many citations 
keep my shit on dnd 
if you trynna check my location 
u can’t tell me shit 
no u can’t even say nun 
u can’t even say nun

say nun

prod. yunme 


don’t know where im staying at 
don’t what he starin at 
he can come & get it back 
but he gon have to say that 
i can feel the sorrow in my hands 
gotta wake up do it all over again
if they want where I am 
do something about it come and kill me where I stand 
& i know who I am 
& i know who I am 

holding on for dear life 
i don’t pray to god or the sky 
they deserve to die but so do i
they deserve to die but so do i

i’ve been trying so hard until i lost, it 
let these problems pile up and never solve, it 
i can’t hear it anymore when they talking 
i can’t hear them anymore when they’re talking 

lose my energy 
staring at a screen 
can’t afford to eat 
guess that’s all on me 
they take away a feeling 
that’s not considered healing 
lock myself inside this room 
& stare up at the ceiling 

don’t know where im staying at 
don’t what he starin at 
he can come & get it back 
but he gon have to say that 
i can feel the sorrow in my hands 
gotta wake up do it all over again
if they want where I am 
do something about it come and kill me where I stand 
& i know who I am 
& i know who I am

who i am

prod. yunme


hide my eyes 
& hope to die 
cross my heart 
too many times 
forsaken me 
it’s hard to breathe 
shelter me 
oh shelter me 

you ever been down and out I don’t think so 
you ever been counted out I don’t think so 
you say you brought the equalizer we ain’t equals 
they say they want the og I don’t do sequels 
new money new growth new people 
im sitting inside of my crib feeling so regal 
i don’t know wtf the deal is with these people 
i don’t know wtf the deal is with these people 

hide my eyes 
& hope to die 
cross my heart 
too many times 
forsaken me 
it’s hard to breathe 
shelter me 
oh shelter me

shelter

i see a world on fire 
get some rest, ik ur eyes look tired
derealization, all i do is crack a smile 
i haven’t felt quite like this in a while now 
i see
something in the distance 
something in the distance, oh yea 
i see 
you don’t need no assistance 
to justify your existence, no more 

but im still here all the same 
looking for somebody to blame
you & i don’t have to play this game 
cause im still here all the same..

all the same

feel the weight on my shoulders yea 
everyday im getting closer yea 
and we getting much older yea 
but the mission never over yea 
and i see 
where i wanna be 
right in front of me, yea 
and i see 
where i wanna be 
right in front of me, yeaa 

no hypothetics everything i say is factual 
and since 15 they always said i was a natural 
and all the damage done to me was just collateral
i guess i never needed anybody after all 
i been on my grind lately
been stressed for time lately 
i guess that that’s a good problem to have 

over exposed 
but i don’t know 
is there really nobody else? 
is there anybody out there? 
is there anybody out there? 

feel the weight on my shoulders yea 
everyday im getting closer yea 
and we getting much older yea 
but the mission never over yea 
and i see 
where i wanna be 
right in front of me, yea 
and i see 
where i wanna be 
right in front of me, yeaa

where i wanna be

baccarat

do they not see me as a person, just a persona 
to me it’s never really words, this is really trauma 
they gon drag down my name, put me into drama 
i hope they drag me up to heaven with pure nirvana 
when a house comes down, it is because it’s too old? 
or the foundation wasn’t strong enough?
and a home can’t stand up with hope alone 
was i ever really strong enough?

was i ever really strong enough 
don’t know how much longer i can shrug it off 
it can take a while but it’s not enough 
i could run for miles but it’s not enough 

no it’s not enough 
oh no it’s not enough 
you don’t see me for me so imma call your bluff 
oh no it’s not enough 
oh no it’s not enough 
you don’t see me for me so imma call your bluff
they only see a persona 
i wanna feel the nirvana 
i hate this thing that im apart of….

do they not see me as a person, just a persona 
to me it’s never really words, this is really trauma 
they gon drag down my name, put me into drama 
i hope they drag me up to heaven with pure nirvana 
when a house comes down, it is because it’s too old? 
or the foundation wasn’t strong enough?
and a home can’t stand up with hope alone 
was i ever really strong enough?

nirvana

it’s something about how u move 
that makes me wanna get up & do it too 
it’s something about how u move, move 
been lost in a way with u 

but then last summer 
exchanging numbers 
i never wanted this to go that way 
u were like no other 
oh what a bummer 
i guess you’ll never have to see my face 

yeah im dressed down to the nines but im dressed for all the tens in the building baby
bombay wit a lil bit of lime wanted me to come over see how u feelin baby 
this time would it be so fine, would it be alright to have this last dance? 
this time would it be so fine, would it be alright to give me a chance.. 

it’s something about how u move 
that makes me wanna get up & do it too 
it’s something about how u move, move 
been lost in a way with u

Chon$

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