Full Mix from scratch practice.

So see if I'm waiting,
You're watching me on my knees begging,
It's all an illusion,
That's drawn from your own conclusions,

Again, I am not the weakness,
Again, I am not the weakness,
Again, I am not the weakness,
Again, I am not the weakness,
I am not the weakness,

Mother mercy come undone,
I am not the only one,
Broken by the serpent's tongue,
That calls your name again, again,

I am not this way,
I am not this way,

Grovebass Test

Sometimes you need the change,
Sometimes it's (just not the same),
Sometimes I need you here with me,
Sometimes I need a way out,

Even nothing isn't freedom from your pain,
You go, I go, spiral, it never ends,

Sometimes you need the pain,
Sometimes you need the end,
Sometimes you wish it all away,
Sometimes you wish for it to fade,

Sometimes

I'm stuck in a loop watching you fall further and further from my embrace,
And I wonder, have you ever?

Have you ever become like me?

Have You Ever

For twenty years I've played guitar, 7 weeks ago I had a motorcycle accident and caused permanent damage to my left arm meaning I'll never be able to use it again, and never be able to play guitar again.

This is my first attempt at writing music since the crash.

I lost an arm, so everything is programmed.

Broken to pieces,
It's taken away,
Symbolic gaussian,
Where nothing's the same,

Deserted pathways,
Lead back to the brain,
Malfunctioned tissue,
Now rotting away,

It is one inside of you,
It is the fight inside the heart,
It is not alone,
The journey has just begun,

01 Deserted Pathways

Tweaks to do, but probably the closest to a finished track since losing an arm. ODIN and RealEight through NueralDSP Gojira and GGD Cali cabs.

Lyrics:
There are things we hold at night that we shelter from the sun,
And through the burning pain we sear this heart anew,

So we sit down when we're told not to go,
And we wonder why we're unfulfilled,

Ask yourself, and you'll know why you are so alone inside,
Free yourself, become all you've ever meant to be tonight,

Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?

Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?

Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?

Ask yourself, and you'll know why you are so alone inside,
Free yourself, become all you've ever meant to be tonight,

Wingclip (Test)

Never known what to get from you,
I put a piece of me in and get to somebody new,
It's such a mind-suck-fuck-this-shit beside it, 
Amphetamine appealing, I'm barely fucking breathing, 

And I can't see things the way they are,
And it's soul destroying to me,
The way that we let things die,
It's fucking disgusting to me,

Another one to suffocate the faith,
I held to my open arms,
This is the last time I engage, with lesser ones,

Push down, breathe out,
Just cry the pain you feel in out,
It will get better,
Just trust the way,

And I can't see things the way they are,
And it's soul destroying to me,
The way that we let things die,
It's fucking disgusting to me,

And we can see all colours run,
Draining the state you've become,
It's better when you let go,
Beckon the feeling inside,

And I can't see things the way they are,
And it's soul destroying to me,
The way that we let things die,
It's fucking disgusting to me,

And we can see all colours run,
Draining the state you've become,
It's better when you let go,
Beckon the feeling inside.

RealEight Mix Test

There are things we hold at night that we shelter from the sun,
And through the burning pain we sear this heart anew,

So we sit down when we're told not to go,
And we wonder why we're unfulfilled,

Ask yourself, and you'll know why you are so alone inside,
Free yourself, become all you've ever meant to be tonight,

Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?

Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?

Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?
Can't you see it's fading?

Ask yourself, and you'll know why you are so alone inside,
Free yourself, become all you've ever meant to be tonight,

01 Wingclip

Just practicing writing with one arm and MIDI everything.

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