I was brought to the hospital a month after birth to take the oxygen out of me in a incubator. But i played hockey, soccer, football, on the ski academy, lacrosse, water polo on vacation, was in vocal music my whole HS career, did some drama, road motorcycles, ect. I was always trying to find a girl to make a bond with and never let go of but when things kept slipping away it got me a lot of hate from the guys. Didn't help i would tell people what people were saying behind their back, give names, i'd try not to but then if i didn't the person who spread it would just assume i was the one saying it. I gave people something to talk about, i talk trash about myself third person a lot, i tried not to inconvenience people. I jus' wanted the white community to only bag on one dude. Being the messenger, hitch man and all. I used to drive round a lot rhyming over down beats on radio remixes or just sing new lyrics over the artist straight from my heart, to give credit to the "loveZ doveZ". I am disabled from blunt force trauma to my head a few other spots. I have a daughter named Ella and her mom left 8 days after she was born and didn't let me see her until i took her to court. But i am trying to find a psychologist that will do sanity checks instead of prescribing drugs that make me weak, lead to low energy, but feeling wired at night. It really takes the life(+)out of me.  Anyways in short, my dad says i would be in jail without them, but i'll save the whole story for who wants to ve a team player... together from the other side of the stereo.

Zeal Zilli-diot