Hyper Japanesque 3 TЁЯRA 天上の星～黎明記～

I don't wanna go big brother..



They said that life is precious—
Then why does it hurt so much?
No matter how much I scream,
The pain just won’t give up.

They tell me to keep breathing,
To hold on and survive,
But every breath just cuts me deeper,
Tell me—what’s the point of life?


I’ve seen love, I’ve seen kindness,
But it never seems to last...
The world keeps turning without me,
Like I was never here to start.


I'm screaming out—
But no one hears a thing!
I'm reaching out—
But my hands are breaking!
If I disappear, will someone notice?
Or will my name just fade away?

People lie and say they’re happy,
Then cry alone when no one's near.
We laugh, we dream, we chase tomorrow,
Yet drown beneath our silent fear.

I’ve tried to be strong, I’ve tried to be brave,
But the weight of the world drags me down every day.
If life’s worth living, then show me proof...
Because all I see is endless pain.

I don’t want to hate the world—
I don’t want to hate myself...
But every time I try to love,
It shatters into something else...

If I say I want to live,
Would that be called a lie?
If I say I want to die,
Would they finally realize?


I’m stabbing myself, I’m stabbing myself—
I-I-I-I’m stabbing myself!
It hurts so much but damn, it sure helps!
AAAAAAHHHH—


 they say that life is precious—
Then why does it hurt so much?
No matter how much I scream,
The pain just won’t give up.

The warmth is spilling, pooling red,
Fingers trembling, growing dead...
I swore I'd be okay this time,
But my body's cold—was that a lie?

The room is quiet, no one near,
No desperate hands, no voice in fear.
No pounding feet upon the floor,
Just emptiness behind the door.


The pain is softer than before,
A lullaby I can't ignore...
My heartbeat slows, my vision blurs,
I wonder if they’ll find my words.

Will they cry? Will they care?
Or just pretend I was never there?
Will they whisper, "What a shame,"
Then move along and forget my name?

I thought I wanted this to end,
But now I’m scared—I can’t pretend.
I reach for light, but it’s too late...
This is my choice, this is my fate.

I’m stabbing myself, I’m stabbing myself—
I-I-I-I’m stabbing myself!
It hurts so much but damn, it sure helps!
AAAAAAHHHH—


They said that life is precious...
Then why does it hurt so much?
No matter how much I scream...
The pain just won’t give up.



Fading pulse

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And the art I used for the track art here is by my friend Jess! https://twitter.com/kalrot Follow her on twitter, she does good Gumis

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Album art by Valerie Halla (goodbyetohalos.com)
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