Everytime i feel this way i think about the memories of my lost loved ones. How i still carry a piece of them with me. I can't let them disappear. It is my duty to carry them as long as i can.

Hyper Japanesque 3 TЁЯRA 天上の星～黎明記～

I don't wanna go big brother..

The rain taps soft against my skin,
Cold like the thoughts I keep within.
I trace the scars like lines on glass,
Wondering how long I can last…

Would it hurt, or would I feel nothing?
If I close my eyes, will I wake up dreaming?
If I let go, will I drift away,
Or will I be stuck in yesterday?

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
If I stab myself, will I care?
If I jump, will I reach the sky,
Or will I just fall and never ask why?
If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?

The city glows like funeral lights,
I count the windows late at night.
How many people feel like me?
Do they wonder how it’d be?

Would it burn, or would I feel nothing?
If I stop breathing, will I hear them calling?
If I fade out like a quiet song,
Would they even know I’m gone?

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
If I drown, will the silence stay?
If I run, will I find escape,
Or will I just lose my own name?
If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
I reach for the blade, but my hands shake…
I stand at the edge, but my knees break…

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
If I jump, will I feel the wind?
Or will I regret it before it begins…?

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?!
I step forward, the wind pulls tight…
The city lights blur into the night…

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
The world is quiet, no one calls my name…
Did I ever matter, or was it just a game…?

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
If I close my eyes, will it feel like sleep?
Or will I just fall too far, too deep…?

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
If I let go, will I finally be free…?
Or will I just wake up…
As another version of me…?

If I'm suicidal then why am I scared..?

FROM "ANEW, AGAIN" AVAILABLE FOR PWYW ON BANDCAMP https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/album/anew-again
And the art I used for the track art here is by my friend Jess! https://twitter.com/kalrot Follow her on twitter, she does good Gumis

This song basically just came about from me wanting to make another song with GUMI. Wow cool

Check out the lyrics and the rest of the songs from the EP on my Bandcamp page!! https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/album/anew-again

https://twitter.com/pamiejaige
<3

Grand Restore (feat. Marcy Nabors & GUMI English)

Irisu Syndrome !

USAGI NOTE

Download here: https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/album/autumn-every-day

"Hey jamie paige this album came out in september why are you just now posting it on soundcloud" please dont judge me i am a mess

Mastered by Marcy Nabors (twitter.com/Shadolith)
Album art by Valerie Halla (goodbyetohalos.com)
Featuring collaborations with:
ODDEEO (soundcloud.com/oddeeoofficial)
Natbird (natbird.neocities.org)
Marcy Nabors (twitter.com/Shadolith)

Autumn Every Day

Too Much Autotune

Hosoe Shinji - SON OF SUN

The Chainsmokers - Closer (Jamie Paige Cover)

You can get this song at https://ravenworks.bandcamp.com/track/urban-night-sky

そらをおよぐ/URBAN NIGHT SKY

TOHO EURO FLASH Vol.1

Miracle∞Hinacle

IMBOLC「生命の焔纏いて」

Im basil-chan i make music and lyrics
I can't add any more songs here as it was limited so I'm on audiomack now: https://audiomack.com/coolmarchione

If I'm suicidal then why am I scared..?

Basil-chan

Recent comments

DarkProphet

Related tracks