This Snow..

The theme song for "Mario the music box [chapter 3]"

Echo's of the music box

The Weight of Silence

just let me die

A music track from the upcoming game, broken memories: the last memory

when time stops..

a theme that's from "The girl that did not know who she is." created by Basil

I don't wanna remember! (Official theme)

You can see the music video version here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zx1JlFGgyqw

Fading.

"Where Did you go Big Brother?"

Would you love me if im a boy?

Don't leave me here..

"i hate you"

Two inseparable friends, burdened by overwhelming pain, choose to face death together. In their final moments (Cover was made by felicity !!)

we fall together..

a song i made for you it took me a few hours, even though i found out about what happened to you not that long ago. im sorry but i cant forget you, i won't,  i was not there in your final moments for you. im sorry..please forgive me. your the 3rd to go.. no more please.

I'll miss you..

Its still winter..

My last chance..

Meow, Alone


I w-walk through streets where silence grows,
Memories buried under snow.
Faces fade like flickering lights,
G-gone before I said goodnight.
My hands hold nothing, just empty air,
I tried to reach—but no one's there.


The world is cold; it doesn't care,
I c-carry grief too much to bear.
Watched them fall, one by one,
L-loved ones lost, all g-gone, all gone.
Yet here I stay, frail and small,
W-watching shadows as they fall.


I've heard laughter drift away,
Like whispers ghosts forgot to say.
I've seen flowers wilt and break,
Graves lined by an endless ache.
My chest feels heavy, heart so weak,
I-I can't find the words I seek.


They always leave—
T-they never stay...
Every p-promise fades away.
Now I'm in this o-o-other place,
Where the sky forgets your face... hiccup
Maybe here I'll b-belong—
nervous laugh through tears but I've been l-lonely far too long.


The world is cold...It doesn't care,
I c-carry grief—too much to bear...
Watched them fall, one by one...
L-loved ones lost... voice falters all gone, all g-gone...
Yet here I s-stay, frail and small,
wiping tears W-watching shadows as they fall.


If you're out there... hear my plea,
A b-broken song from only me...
I s-sing for those who disappeared,
The ones I l-loved... the ones I f-feared...
Even if no one's around...
a quiet sob, I'll sing... till I'm underground.

Lonely little one in the otherworld

Hush now, my dear, don’t be afraid,
Step inside where games are played.
The air is warm, the lights are dim,
A quiet house, a home for him.
 

Lace and ribbons, tied just right,
Velvet hands as cold as night.
Sit down, sit down, my honored guest,
You must be tired—get some rest.

Silver plates and porcelain smiles,
Stay a while, just stay a while.
Lullabies and sugar-sweet,
Take a seat, oh—take a seat.

Hollow eyes and lullabies,
Softest hands, but wrapped in lies.
Close your eyes, count to two,
I made this supper just for you.

Oh, don’t you fucking look at me like that,
You wanted to play—so play, you brat.
The door is locked, the night is young,
Did you think that you could run?

A little taste, don’t be so shy,
One small bite—oh, don’t you cry.
Blood’s so thick, it drips, it pools,
You’ll taste so good once tenderized, you little fool.

Drip, drop, the candles glow,
The floor’s all sticky—where’d your fingers go?
Bone-white hands and hollow cheeks,
Take a seat, oh—don’t you fucking speak.

Hollow eyes and lullabies,
Ripped apart and sewn with ties.
Close your eyes, count to two,
I made this supper out of you.

Isn’t it lovely? The table is set,
Your ribs are divine, your thighs are the best.
I’ll carve you up nice, I’ll savor each piece,
Oh, hush now—stop fucking screaming at me!

Hollow eyes, a gutted prize,
Your tongue so soft—let’s hear you cry.
Flesh so sweet, the perfect hue,
I made this supper out of you.

Hush now, my dear, don’t make a sound,
You’re home at last... beneath the ground.


a supper i made for you

Broken memories: The re-break OST  (I'll break your memories right where you stand) final boss theme.

It's not Like I Like You!

Tonight, the wind blows so cold
I know this is the last night in the sky
Tears have long lost their power, the pain never ends
Goodbye, to this world I once loved

The last stars have already faded away
Every moment is the final echo
I know, tomorrow will never come
Will you still remember my name?

The laughter once shared has scattered in the wind
Every breath feels like a goodbye
In this lonely night, I curl up in the corner
No more courage to face tomorrow

The last stars have already faded away
Every moment is the final echo
I know, tomorrow will never come
Will you still remember my name?

The laughter once shared has scattered in the wind
Every breath feels like a goodbye
In this lonely night, I curl up in the corner
No more courage to face tomorrow

I once lived for love, ran for dreams
But now, nothing can return to the past
Please forgive me, for not having the courage to go on
Please forgive me, for not being able to hold the sky for you

This is my last night
There will be no more dawn
Please remember, I once smiled for you
But now, my heart is cold
In this lonely night, I say goodbye to you

I want to tell you, I'm so afraid
Afraid to leave, afraid of a world without you
But my body can no longer bear it
Time, full of pain, has torn me apart

No sound, only my own tears
Lonely and helpless, memories cut like knives
If I could, I would stay
But I know, I can’t go on anymore

I want to tell you, I'm so afraid
Afraid to leave, afraid of a world without you
But my body can no longer bear it
Time, full of pain, has torn me apart

No sound, only my own tears
Lonely and helpless, memories cut like knives
If I could, I would stay
But I know, I can’t go on anymore

I close my eyes one last time
Hoping to see you again in my dreams
But I know, I won’t wake up again
Tonight, is the forever goodbye

This is my last night
There will be no more dawn
Please remember, I once smiled for you
But now, my heart is cold
In this lonely night, I say goodbye to you

Goodbye, my dear,
Goodbye, this world,
There is no turning back, I walk alone toward the end of darkness.


最后一夜 (Last Night)


Petals drift upon the water, carried where the cold winds blow
I lie beneath a sky so quiet, wondering if I'll ever know
Will the dawn still paint the garden? Will the stars fade into light?
Or will I stay inside this silence, lost between the day and night?

I'm just a flower in the rain, holding on through all this pain
Whisper to me, tell me now, will I bloom or wither down?


Will I wake up tomorrow, see the sunrise touch the trees?
Will I feel the wind around me, dancing soft like memories?
If my petals start to falter, will you still remember me?
Or will I be a dream forgotten, lost beneath the autumn leaves?


Shadows trace along the window, moonlight hums a lullaby
Every heartbeat feels so fragile, like a petal waiting to fly
If I sleep, will I keep dreaming? If I fall, will I be free?
Or will I fade into the echoes of the ones who came before me?


I'm just a flower in the rain, reaching through the endless gray
Sing to me, just one more time, will I bloom or slip away?


Will I wake up tomorrow, see the sunrise touch the trees?
Will I feel the wind around me, dancing soft like memories?
If my petals start to falter, will you still remember me?
Or will I be a dream forgotten, lost beneath the autumn leaves?


If the light should pull me under, promise me you’ll still believe
That the garden keeps on growing, even if it’s missing me
Hold my voice inside your laughter, let my roots remain with you
Even if I drift to stardust, know my love will see you through


I can hear the flowers whisper, calling softly in the dark
Every bloom that’s ever fallen still leaves traces on your heart
So if my time is truly ending, don’t let sorrow take its hold
Let me live inside your moments, let my story still be told


I’m just a flower in the rain, reaching through the endless gray
Sing to me, just one more time, will I bloom or slip away?


Will I wake up tomorrow, see the sunrise touch the trees?
Will I feel the wind around me, dancing soft like memories?
If my petals start to falter, will you still remember me?
Or will I be a dream forgotten, lost beneath the autumn leaves?


But if the light calls me away, don’t you cry or feel afraid
I will bloom inside your heart, where the flowers never fade...

Will i wake up tomorrow?

its over..


Ohhh, dying... it's dying,
Everyone hated the flower,
They're trying to stay calm,
Just keep breathing, don't give up.

Ohhh, little flower, little flower,
Ohhh, you hear it calling you,
Ohhh, little flower,
Feels like dying, they're dying,
The sun has given up,
The flower's given up...


The flower is sitting there, it's dying,
Ohh... dying, dying, it's dying,
Everyone hated that flower,
No more water for you, flower,
Even the sun has given up on you,
Ohh, you won't shine...
Just keep on going, going, going, going,
It's so dark...
The flower won't survive...


I - I - I - I'm sorry...
I - I - I - I'm sorry...
I - I - I - I'm sorry...
I - I - I - I'm sorry...
I - I - I - I'm sorry...


Ohhh, I'm so sorry,
The tears are falling,
The flower won't get help,
It's gonna die forever...
Ohh, dying, it's dying,
Ohh, dying, it's dying,
It's dying, ohh, it's dying,
Ohh, this is the end of that flower,
It's already hanging!


Ohhh...
All that hate for you, flower,
Even the sun has given up on you,
You won't shine,
Yeah, you won't shine,
Ohh, little flower,
Everyone hated the flower,
They're trying to stay calm,
Just keep breathing, don't give up...
Ohhh, little flower,
Ohh, little flower...
Little flower... has died...



Ohhh...
All that hate for you, flower,
Even the sun has given up on you,
You won't shine,
Yeah, you won't shine,
Ohh, little flower..

Ohhh, I'm so sorry,
The tears are falling,
The flower won't get help,
It's gonna die forever...
Ohh, dying, it's dying,
Ohh, dying, it's dying,
It's dying, ohh, it's dying,
Ohh, this is the end of that flower,
It's already hanging!


Ohhh...
All that hate for you, flower,
Even the sun has given up on you,
You won't shine,
Yeah, you won't shine,
Ohh, little flower,
Everyone hated the flower,
They're trying to stay calm,
Just keep breathing, don't give up...
Ohhh, little flower,
Ohh, little flower...
Little flower... has died...

little flower..[remake]

One by one, they fell asleep…
Quiet, quiet—just like a dream…
No more voices, no more screams…
Finally… I can breathe…

I don’t regret a single thing,
I traced my steps, I tied the strings,
One cut, two cut—silent nights…
I watched the light fade from their eyes.

The house is still, no fights, no lies,
No heavy footsteps stomping by,
No more hands that push and shove,
No more voices spitting love…

Mother was first, sleeping tight in her chair,
A knife to her throat—she didn’t even stare.
Father was loud, he fought, he swore,
But he fell to the ground, just like before.

Sister ran fast, but I was too quick,
She clawed at my arms, but the blade still hit.
Brother was last, crying out my name,
I held him close… then snuffed the flame.

So why is my chest so tight…?
Why do I feel so… cold tonight?
The quiet was all I ever craved,
So why do I feel like I’ve dug my own grave?

Why am I crying? It doesn’t make sense!
They’re all gone, so why this emptiness?!
I should be laughing, I should feel free—
But something inside is sinking deep…

I walk through halls painted red,
Their voices should be in my head—
But there’s nothing, nothing left,
Just my own breath, shallow, wrecked.

No one's watching, no one's near,
No more pain, no more fear…
Then why does my throat feel tight?
Why are my hands still shaking tonight?

I thought this was my happy end…
So why do I feel hollow instead?
The silence should’ve set me free,
So why do these ghosts still cling to me?!

Why am I crying? It doesn’t make sense!
They’re all gone, so why this emptiness?!
I thought I wanted this—I swear I did—
But now I just feel like a little kid…!

I thought I was stronger, I thought I was right…
But now I’m just drowning alone in the night…
I thought I could live without their chains,
But without them here… nothing remains.

Why am I crying? Why can’t I breathe?!
Why does their silence feel like it’s crushing me?!
I thought I’d be fine—I thought I’d be free—
But I think I just killed the last piece of me…

One by one, they fell asleep…
Quiet, quiet—just like a dream…
No more voices, no more screams…
Finally… I can breathe…
But then why… does it hurt so much?

Why Am I Crying?!

I'm sorry..



They said that life is precious—
Then why does it hurt so much?
No matter how much I scream,
The pain just won’t give up.

They tell me to keep breathing,
To hold on and survive,
But every breath just cuts me deeper,
Tell me—what’s the point of life?


I’ve seen love, I’ve seen kindness,
But it never seems to last...
The world keeps turning without me,
Like I was never here to start.


I'm screaming out—
But no one hears a thing!
I'm reaching out—
But my hands are breaking!
If I disappear, will someone notice?
Or will my name just fade away?

People lie and say they’re happy,
Then cry alone when no one's near.
We laugh, we dream, we chase tomorrow,
Yet drown beneath our silent fear.

I’ve tried to be strong, I’ve tried to be brave,
But the weight of the world drags me down every day.
If life’s worth living, then show me proof...
Because all I see is endless pain.

I don’t want to hate the world—
I don’t want to hate myself...
But every time I try to love,
It shatters into something else...

If I say I want to live,
Would that be called a lie?
If I say I want to die,
Would they finally realize?


I’m stabbing myself, I’m stabbing myself—
I-I-I-I’m stabbing myself!
It hurts so much but damn, it sure helps!
AAAAAAHHHH—


 they say that life is precious—
Then why does it hurt so much?
No matter how much I scream,
The pain just won’t give up.

The warmth is spilling, pooling red,
Fingers trembling, growing dead...
I swore I'd be okay this time,
But my body's cold—was that a lie?

The room is quiet, no one near,
No desperate hands, no voice in fear.
No pounding feet upon the floor,
Just emptiness behind the door.


The pain is softer than before,
A lullaby I can't ignore...
My heartbeat slows, my vision blurs,
I wonder if they’ll find my words.

Will they cry? Will they care?
Or just pretend I was never there?
Will they whisper, "What a shame,"
Then move along and forget my name?

I thought I wanted this to end,
But now I’m scared—I can’t pretend.
I reach for light, but it’s too late...
This is my choice, this is my fate.

I’m stabbing myself, I’m stabbing myself—
I-I-I-I’m stabbing myself!
It hurts so much but damn, it sure helps!
AAAAAAHHHH—


They said that life is precious...
Then why does it hurt so much?
No matter how much I scream...
The pain just won’t give up.



Fading pulse


I didn't mean to... but the blood won't dry
It drips from my fingers, pooling at my side
His skull split open when he hit the ground
And now there's silence—no more sound


Mama, I'm sorry—will you even believe?
His face is frozen like he’s mid-scream
His little hands still clutching my sleeve
I try to shake him, but he won’t breathe

“It was just a game... just a game...”


I just killed my little brother
And I don't know what to do
Cracked his head against the table
Now the floor is stained with proof
He won’t wake up, he won’t wake up
Eyes rolled back, staring through
I just killed my little brother
And I can't undo the truth


It started small, just pushing around
He spat at me, I knocked him down
He fell too fast, hit the edge so hard
Flesh split open like broken glass




They'll take me away... they’ll call me a monster
I hear his voice in the walls, getting closer
I see his body, but it’s not right
His limbs start twitching in the dead of night


I just killed my little brother
But he's laughing from the floor
His shattered teeth still whisper
“I’m not gone, I’m something more”
He won’t wake up, he won’t wake up
But I hear him through the door
I just killed my little brother
Now he's begging me for more...






I just killed my little brother...

"i just killed my little brother.."

I don't wanna wake up tomorrow

The rain taps soft against my skin,
Cold like the thoughts I keep within.
I trace the scars like lines on glass,
Wondering how long I can last…

Would it hurt, or would I feel nothing?
If I close my eyes, will I wake up dreaming?
If I let go, will I drift away,
Or will I be stuck in yesterday?

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
If I stab myself, will I care?
If I jump, will I reach the sky,
Or will I just fall and never ask why?
If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?

The city glows like funeral lights,
I count the windows late at night.
How many people feel like me?
Do they wonder how it’d be?

Would it burn, or would I feel nothing?
If I stop breathing, will I hear them calling?
If I fade out like a quiet song,
Would they even know I’m gone?

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
If I drown, will the silence stay?
If I run, will I find escape,
Or will I just lose my own name?
If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
I reach for the blade, but my hands shake…
I stand at the edge, but my knees break…

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
If I jump, will I feel the wind?
Or will I regret it before it begins…?

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?!
I step forward, the wind pulls tight…
The city lights blur into the night…

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
The world is quiet, no one calls my name…
Did I ever matter, or was it just a game…?

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
If I close my eyes, will it feel like sleep?
Or will I just fall too far, too deep…?

If I'm suicidal, then why am I scared?
If I let go, will I finally be free…?
Or will I just wake up…
As another version of me…?

If I'm suicidal then why am I scared..?

a flower does not always live.

Im basil-chan i make music and lyrics
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