Flowers

i made this while being sick!!

Track 10 from “Clown” - Out Now Everywhere

Stream/Download: aeter.us/clown

Lyrics:
She said “maybe I would like you better right now”
If you were naked 
Not hard to say it
And I’m starting to think we’re getting better right now
Even though I say it
It’s hard to feel sacred here

And you’re much prettier
When you’re not talking
Ouu, I hate to interrupt but
I don’t like you
And I feel filthier
When I’m not stalking
Constantly inside this noggin of mine
So time-consuming

She said “maybe I would like you better right now”
If you weren’t crazy
And I mean that lately
“And I would really like you better right now”
If you weren’t selfish
I guess that’s where hell is, well

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filthy yet so pretty

Track 5 from “Clown” - Out Now Everywhere

Stream/Download: aeter.us/clown

Lyrics:
Things keep changing
I’m replacing
I miss being a kid
Scary faces
Lungs can’t change yet
I miss being a kid

kids

I don't know if you're alive or just pretending
With all the time you'll end up spending alone
Cause i know you fear it more than anything I've ever known
Can you fix it at all?
Think i need a witch doctor
Hexing on my heart i feel it

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

Cause i runaway
In your mind, i swear I'll roam in it forever
In the end
Cause I'll never see your face again
I know it never really mattered cause you're still

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

And i know
It's not getting better
I'm nothing but a jester
Your punchline, you're my header
All the time i thought I'd get back
Don't let go, I'm falling right back
I'm so attached
I'd never leave
I'm so defenseless when
They all attack
It's so relentless

I don't know if you're alive or just pretending
With all the time you'll end up spending alone
Cause i know you fear it more than anything I've ever known
Can you fix it at all?
Think i need a witch doctor
Hexing on my heart i feel it

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

Cause i runaway
In your mind, i swear I'll roam in it forever
In the end
Cause I'll never see your face again
I know it never really mattered cause you're still

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

motley

song by catrnado and nos! will be available on spotify soon …

stranger

fronto freddie

keepsake (kirani.)

pride

would you talk to me at all?
i'm just constantly at fault

i'm met with misery
i should've seen the fall
you look so good to me, your skin is all i want
(you're all i want)

with all the tears you shed
you're still here standing tall

tryna pick apart
all of my flaws
i know this shit wont end, i'm stuck here at the start

it feels like torture
it's so damn horrid
you're lurking as i
make the wrong choices
just say i lost

i'm met with misery
i should've seen the fall
you look so good to me, your skin is all i want
(you're all i want)

with all the tears you shed
you're still here standing tall

tryna pick apart
all of my flaws
i know this shit wont end, i'm stuck here at the start

misery

Song i made awhile ago and had been forced into uploading it. 

i made this while being sick!!

xclchris

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