The acoustic demo of a song that's been wanting to be written for a while! It's a short, sweet and too-the-point song about fearing to fall short of expectations. Hope you like it and thanks for listening!! :D

Lyrics:

If I could scream my fears away
I'd surely rip my lungs apart
Paralyzed each and every day
Both in fear and agony

Complications hold me down
I wish that I could show you how
How to deal with all of this
How to deal with my foolishness

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
You know I could never be
All these things that you want for me
They're too much, just let me breathe

Please just know that I'm so sorry

If I could put the past on page
A part of me would never age
Conserve the truth of a different time
Prove that I had lived a life

Memories are appreciation
Of this life and its degradation
Without these to touch and feel
How do we know this life is real?

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
You know I could never be
All these things that you want for me
They're too much, just let me breathe

Please just know that I'm so sorry

I had screamed my fears away
and I had ripped my lungs apart
Paralyzed each and every day
Both in fear and agony

Complications had held me down
That was then and I can show you how 
How to deal with all of this
How to deal with my foolishness

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
You know I could never be
All these things that you want for me
They're too much, just let me breathe

Please just know that I'm so     x3

Sorry…

I'll go make my memories now…

Foolish (Acoustic Demo)

This is essentially the more upbeat/punchy version of the song "Chase" that I wrote over the summer. I hope you enjoy it, whether it's loud as f*ck in your car or quietly on some headphones. Please let me know what you think...Thanks for listening! :D

Lyrics:

So many nights that I have spent alone
Chasing fear and chasing hope
Now I think that I can see
Who we are and who we'll be
On so many nights I had spent alone
Chasing fear and chasing hope x2

These days I find you in a shelter
Praying for some better weather
But we fear the sun won't come
And the clouds have just begun
Once again we're on the run
Fearing that the sun won't come

Oh how time has passed you by
Don't you wish you could hit rewind
You gave your life for half a soul
Without it you just can't feel whole
You find yourself off the deep end
But my arms are always open x2

So many nights that I have spent alone
Chasing fear and chasing hope
Now I think that I can see
Who we are and who we'll be
On so many nights I had spent alone
Chasing fear and chasing hope

Without fear, I have a home

So many nights that I have spent alone

Chase (Acoustic Version #2)

"We love it when you turn us on!"

A promo for the radio show "The Motherload" with myself and my cohost B-Boy Brandon! Bringing you 10,000% of your weekly dose of awesome! Only on 90.3fm WESS - East Stroudsburg University - East Stroudsburg, PA

The background music is "Dota" by Basshunter

The artist introductions (in order) are:

Guy Blakeslee
Handsome Ghost (Tim)
Christian Diana & The Fox Fires
You, Me & Apollo (Brent)
Abstract Artform
Yael Meyer
Grace Weber
Mutts (Mike)

The Motherload (Radio Show Promo #4)

This is a quick promo and introduction to give everyone a taste of the artists that will be appearing at 90.3fm WESS' Spring Jam event on Saturday, April 2nd, 2016.

The editing and vocals are done by myself and the music belongs to the respective artists/parties. Quick changes and edits due to time constraints may have affected certain clips. 

This event features appearances and performances by:

Black Tie Stereo
Water Street
JayOmega
Syer
In Writing
Blind Choice
Sharla K.
Good News
King Dead
Jesse Elliot
The Set Up
Daniel Amedee
Send Request
Shaka Ptah
Austin Halls
Liv Wilinski
Panama Red
Cal Cahoe
The Gladiators of 2037
Disposable 
The Paper Jets
The Artist Anthony
Ree Hunnit
Working Class Hussys
Christian Diana & The Fox Fires
The Remnants
John Van Vynck
Jonathan Emile

90.3fm WESS - Spring Jam 2016 - Sampler/Promo

Disclaimer: I would like to think I'm a better lyricist than singer!

This is an honest track about dealing with anxiety in a relationship. It's also a demo. 

Lyrics:

Verse 1:

Here we are right right at the start
Broken dreams, but no broken hearts
Would you just believe
That only bad things happen to me

I guess I'm just ignorant to your needs
When life gets so dark and I just can't see
When you're right in front of me
But I'm losing myself so I beg and plead

Chorus:

Where is that love of mine?
Where are those eyes I hide behind?
Now they're off in a better place
Away from the demons I couldn't face

Where is that love of mine?
Where are those eyes I hide behind?
Cus I'm not fit to be seen
A better man this boy could be

It's okay, it's okay
Am I okay?
Whoa x2

Verse 2:

It's not you, it's mostly me
Cus I'm a victim of anxiety
I crash and flow when you're sitting right there
Pulling all these worries out of thin, thin air

You don't need this
I'm telling my self so I just dismiss
That there's anything wrong with me
But Im burning internally

[Chorus]

Bridge/Outro:

Take me back, back back to the start
Before these eyes could shatter hearts x2

Im okay, I'm okay
Am I okay?
No
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
No
But you're okay

Okay (Demo)

Just bought Logic Pro and converted a folk song I wrote into a rap in two hours for funsies because why not???

Logic Demos

All Over You (Rap Demo Version)

A demo track about just kicking back and singing when life gets too hard.

Sometimes - EP

Kick Right Back

Another mix of a previous new song. An EP is in the works. Thanks for listening!!

Kick Right Back (Mix #2)

A quick and dirty acoustic bedroom version of a song I've been wanting to work on. 

Thanks for listening!

Waiting For You (Acoustic Bedroom)

Previous Music Director, current Music Librarian and DJ for the 2014 MTV Woodie Award winning station 90.3fm WESS! Based in East Stroudburg, PA! "We love it when you turn us on!"

"With You Always" is also my musical alias. Stay tuned for random music from yours truly! Thanks for listening! :D

I also host/DJ the shows "Music That Doesn't Suck" and "The New Music Block" seasonally on 90.3fm WESS.

90.3fm WESS Website:

http://quantum.esu.edu/clubs/wess/

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