This lonely body and this lonelier mind were built for dysfunction only. I've been so fucking disgraceful at times, and it hurts so bad while unfolding what I've been afraid to tell you. I can not relate to this life, I can not escape from this life.

Days spent imprisoned by an awful routine and it doesn't involve me sleeping at night. I lay in fear of the days ahead and the droning noises of my mind, and of what I've been afraid to tell you. I cannot relate to this life. Hazy thoughts and these awkward tongues spilled for you for discomfort only. When this city bustles with echoes at dawn I never feel so lonely. 

I've never felt so lonely for a lifetime or a day...to live, to learn, to breathe, or walk another way. I've been walking in a coma lately. I cannot relate to this life, I cannot escape from this life.

Dysfunction Only

Who knew running out of misery made the spirit thrive. Who knew we'd be hooked on new age recipes for a joyful mind. Who knew summer's spent in outer space for an afterlife tasted of friends braised with new age recipes of a forest bright, of mindless souls blocked by canopies of an altered mind. Living only misery is a lonely life, cataracts to this world is one's greatest plight. Only minds draped in ecstasy can sing this promise life, of soaring castles built on grey skies.

Summer

01. Dysfunction Only

02. Sleep Fast, Dream Slow

03. Summer

04. Light To Burn Out

I'm not too fond of myself
I don't know a thing about you.
I lost half a lifetime here 
as a spider on the windshield

You're pretty fond of yourself
and I don't know a thing about you
I found the half of my life left here
 to dream about you.

The venom in your veins
the shackles and the chains.
the life is gone, a violent slumber in the rain

Chris Giurleo

The Windshield

I'm collapsing like a war horse sleeping through the day.
There's a fire on the back porch and it's smoldering.
You took me at my worst and I just stayed the same,
you know I'm in no mood to talk about these things.

I've been fearing all the worst things you're not telling me.
Living with the bitter bones of false identity, I don't have the time.
You hung me out the dry and I cannot complain, I know I'm not the
worst, but I'm still ashamed.

Millisecond of a life time right in front of me.
I'm so sorry it sickens me.

I'm collapsing like a war horse sleeping through the day.
I'm so sure that it's still worth fighting for every day.
You took me at my worst and I just stayed the same,
I know I'm not the worst but I'm still ashamed.

War Horse

Today I drank from the sun, I let the spiders drown.
Destroy your body & your mind, so we can lose them on the drive.
Wide eyes feast on small prey, take control & make the largest sounds.
Please take control of yourself or turn into someone else.
Forego the televised events & bring the cigarettes.
I can tell you anything with every confidence.

Small Bodies (Spiders Remix)

Today I drank from the sun, I let the spiders drown.
To find such small prey, they make the largest sounds,
of distant whispers within the largest crowds.
I find my strength and shelter, corrode as rusted keys
opening doors outstretched to nowhere, no time to ever believe.
Counting so many blessings, misery you always find me.

Such evil spirits in my grasp.
I'm too scared to do what they ask.
Euphoria is here, I will fade as last.

Today I drank from the sun, I let the spiders drown.
To find such small prey, they make the largest sounds,
of distant whispers within the largest crowds.
I lost my rite of passage when I released your hand.
Bareboned unsettled touch, I still failed to be your friend.
Counting so many blessings, misery you always find me.

Chris Giurleo

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