songs of mine from a split tape I did with Chippr Jones in 2016.

WEIGHT

TEARAPART

SLOWDAY

NOTHINGELSE

CHEMISTRY
all songs written and recorded by Chris Lopez.
tape released by P.L.X.T.X at 冥王星 meiosē tapes.
2014

BLEU/wake up high. feel alright, free fall into my car cuz it’s all that I’ve got. slept all night, held me tighter. this is the last time I wake up. so what, this place sux, I give up.

SAUDADE/I dug up your tapes in the dresser. I’m going back in time. rewind. so now what? you just had to go. time. saudade. erase;rewind. saudade.

VIDA MORRINA/I think I lost my touch. I think I think about these things too much. It doesn’t help that I don’t talk half as loud as I used to. brush my curls out tonight. I fall asleep in the bathtub. drown myself in my grandpa’s cologne. brush my hair to the side tonight. call my whole family, spike my water with blood. bury myself in old t-shirts he left behind, perfectly folded. I’m crawling my way back to 1999. I’m taking bad pictures to slow down the night. I’m dying off slowly to come back another time. I’d rather just go home. bottle up & whine. turn off all the lights so I can’t see myself at night. your voice still sounds the same, even far away. I won’t get used to waking up this way, I swear I won’t. I promise the last time I tried to leave the house it lasted this long, I’ll always call you on the last half of my smoke break but not when I’m at home & I’m all alone I miss it all I swear, I promise. brush my hair to the side. take back my body & drawings from my youth. becoming socially inept. I cut all my hair off tonight. turned 21 & I just felt too shy. you never looked at me right in the eye. if this is what it’s like I just wanna fall down. I just wanna die. last night I scattered all your pictures. passed out in sheets of yours, alone. we talked a lot when we were younger, I drank a pint of his cologne. brush my hair to the side. last night I scattered all your pictures. last night I picked at all my blisters. 
I drank a pint of his cologne.

REWINDER/erase;rewind;relate to my mom. in the silent pockets of this apartment. all your socks lie inside my closet, but all alone I laughed it off. & you just kept it on. erase;rewind. just give up. spit up blood. poison my milk. fill me with pills.
 
KATANA//////////////


SOMA////////////////




Chris Lopez - Vida Morrina

CHRIS LOPEZ - "Thinkin' Of U"

CHRIS LOPEZ - "Friendends"

	
Sat outside to relax 
I’m vegged out on my back step 
bugs crawl on my lap 
I am part of this backyard! 
the spider in my hair 
who let go from somewhere above me 
he wanted to disappear 
“I can help you” 

Color fades in the sunlight 
I can’t wait till it’s time to burn up 
I’m fleeting and fading 
I am fake and plastic 
I am fabric and elastic 
I’m melting and waning 

I am fake and blank 
ya it’s true, ya I’m bleu 
I am part of this backyard 
Colors fade away, I lied, so what 
I’m fine, I am part of this backyard 

Life on Cherokee 
what a breeze 
what a dream it was to me

CHRIS LOPEZ - "Cherokee Street"

Bean, where have you been? 
I really need you right now 
Oh, I know what you’ve been up to 
I think I know what you mean, Bean 
Where have you been?

CHRIS LOPEZ - "Bean"

two takes of guitar only, one in the left ear, one in the right ear. used a handful of guitar pedals and a usb mic.

CHRIS LOPEZ - "Fear"

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noise based, pop music and experimental art performed by Chris Lopez aka Lizzie Page
Austin, TX

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