New drum kit/sound presets out now <3 
payhip.com/internetjoe or 
https://traktrain.com/cart-single-track/879458
Tracklist:
0:00 - @love3244 + @syntheus
0:52 -  @newgarasu + @prodsoulsss
1:34 -   @prodsoulsss
2:10 -   @odel007
3:02 -  @veezuh
3:45 -   myself
5:28 -  @tamino404
6:18 -   @rpsu
8:24 -  @g_rippo
8:51 -   @tommet45
9:16 -   @kojowav

December Clips ##2k21 (+ lov3ly, odel, kojo, veezuh, tamino404, garasu, irusu, rippo, + more)

https://open.spotify.com/album/7GUg6hXvCdbsxuTSMzuWkl?si=S2c_IYkFRL-09raX5x22ug
https://loveismisery.bandcamp.com/album/sickness
projects from 2022-2024 that ive been working on and have finally decided to finish

1. never let this go @lilac @cookies
2. the best of me
3. i swear this time i mean it @foryourheart
4. bleed for you
5. take my hand @foryourheart
6. we fell apart @fvckriv
7. mad bout dat flip
8. dagger through my heart
9. without you @harpyzzz
10. picture perfect
11. heartbeat
12. savior @prodkirian
13. isolation @1vacy
14. timing

sickness ✮⋆˙

Sometimes w/Shatter3d & Jichu

@domerrz @kyoakyo <3 @remedysnuts

tell me how it feels like ive been here before
every turn i take it feels familiar
no one can hear me but i yell some more
get me out of this trap i cant feel a thing
i know how it feels to be all alone
im confused my feelings are unknown
dont know if i love or hate u i dont know

so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again

@domerrz
You know it really breaks my mind
I was led astray for some time (I can't close my eyes)
You couldn't find a place to reside
I found you in my heart where you lie
It just hasn't felt the same in a while...
I'm reaching for the stars in the sky
I can still see the tears when you smile
I see right through your disguise

Feel my mind dying
You ask why, I'll hide it
I just decided, I don't even mind it
I'll sit in silence
It's so traumatizing
but I'm sure you mean well
I've been under your spell
It's my truth I can't tell

tell me how it feels like ive been here before
every turn i take it feels familiar
no one can hear me but i yell some more
get me out of this trap i cant feel a thing
i know how it feels to be all alone
im confused my feelings are unknown
dont know if i love or hate u i dont know

so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again
so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again

break my mind +dom (akura, kyoa)

@me
take another xan cuz i wana forget u
saved the last dance 
jus in case u came thru 
ever since that day 
nah never could hate u
everything u said ya
sadly it came true 

breathin in the smoke 
ya im exhaling toxic air 
FCG the gang ya 
we bangin that seperate air 
if u rlly cared now 
if u rlly cared now 
you'd be standing here

@braxiey 
standing all alone to you
& i breathe in this toxic air
separate me far from youuu

ya pour another cup
Pass another blunt
I got toxic in my lungs
And i still dont feel enough
Cause this pressure hold me down
Got this feeling cause i really never needed you
Mow the snakes
Cut it out
All you do is talk

@braxiey/@me
did this shit all by myself i dont need help no
smoking top shelf and i aint ever comin down
this aint what i want
ya we never stop ya
noooo
no we never stop


prod.@aerelin

shoutout Gooce, Bam, R3dM4n, and Space Icon
https://open.spotify.com/track/49IwP5vsh1Pp24y9x6hSKM?si=b637c63ccf1845f3

toxic air w/ braxey [aerelin]

mixd by yan

lyrics,,
getting so hard 2 take all of this pressure
Stab me in the back like now im severed
Together I cant help but feel so tethered
All the hard work gon pay off I put in effort
2 much going on like ima breakdownn
At a loss 4 words dont know what to say now
Laying on the floor think I just stay down
Never switch up same circle same crowd
Flying overseas cant wait 2 touch the ground
Running out of options cant figure it out
Walls closing in dont think I can get out
And my hearts beats 2 a different tune noww
Stuff these racks in my pocket
I feel nervous ima vomit
I feel like this so often 
like why cant I just stop it
Goin up like rockets
He aint bout it he talk shit
You say that im toxic
They staring when I walk in
Get out my mentions im blocking
In da coupe you walkin
Follow me you stalking 
Walk in the store I got options
You know that im all in
Im walking while you be crawling
Yeah you know im ballin
Im shooting shot calling

breakdown (yandere)

look back ft. crescent, kerosene (hiyori, yandere)

internet girl ft. owari

https://open.spotify.com/album/0ExFKA9p5TvOZqj2bNQAp2?si=aWrt-52vRwi5hSs4WIq-cA
its my bday xd

i knew i couldnt trust you

2025-1-28

"Hi, hey, and hello! I know I never got to be around but I just want you to know that I'll always be waiting for you, no matter the obstacles in between us." :)

@wintress13
- https://www.instagram.com/sorasociety15/

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after everything i thought we'd be okay
all this time we've never changed
why does it always stay the same? idk
"promise me you'll never go away"
but why must someone take the fault?
why must someone take the blame? idk

so let's hold on 'till the night falls
please just pick up, it's the 9th call
guess i'll wait here all on my own
(this time idk how to tell you)

i'm singing my heart out
can you hear me?
the distance is so loud
can you hear my shouts?
i just need you near me
but my voice can't reach you now
the thoughts won't ever go away so i need you now

remember when we sang our songs
made up for our wrongs
i said that i'd wait, but i cannot wait for long
but it's alright (idk how write this)
guess i'll find another one
done with holding on to the same things

(oh oh oh)
(i played my part)
(oh, we can't restart, no)

but i can't go
now i can't go to sleep, 'cause it's so cold without you here
now it's so old
wipe the tears off my face, 'cause we both need to persevere

but i'll try and find a way
i just wanted you to stay
cutting ties, falling down
i just wanted to escape
but i cannot run away
i don't think that we can change
curse it all, curse this fate
(it'll be alright)

toxic air w/ braxey [aerelin]

yen!

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