choices not excuses

BEST DAY OF MY LIFE

Bent Rules

Out My Mind

Life's Fair

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"The Voice"  Lyrics:

Lately I’ve been learning to let go
Too many lessons that I can’t forget tho
I won’t hold back, oh no lets go
I’m gonna be the voice not the echo

Prove them wrong, gladly
And i had to grow up, i became a daddy
And you people never got me, you never had me
Good life, good wife but she still a baddie
And they don’t understand, they don’t comprehend it
And I’m living my truth you forever bend it
And you didn’t get the message, time i send it
Just a lion who rose, aye check the pendant

I’m not for play play
One wish like Ray J
Help all the people I love
Stopping’s a no go
Won like a solo
My voice it will rise above

Hot, since i was young yeah they was on my jock
Yeah it’s going down, cutting ties cause I’m not
Playing only in the park, yeah its a lot
Kept it on the real makes sense that it caught

Not on E but i keep it rolling
Though the whip payed for drive it like its stolen
And i gotta make it out so i gotta go in
I’m exposing all the lies aye call me Snowden

If you’re ready you ain’t gotta get ready for it
I won’t back down, I’m going tom petty for it
Legend like the Brady one
I know that I’m the crazy one
I didn’t like the path that i was on
So i just had to go and make me one

I’m not for play play
One wish like ray j
Help all the people I love
Stopping’s a no go
Won like a solo
My voice it will rise above

The Voice

JB - Ride For Me Prod:sketch Mix by: Malbary

did it to yourself (Prod. Ninety8)

this is for those peeps in the sad times, an upbeat sad song :)

used to it (Prod. Heydium)

FAST LIFE

Produced by BĀ$$MØB, Keys Cobain, Teflon Sega

I Think Of You

lyrics - 
damage to my brain got me turning 
wouldn’t speak a word unless u wanted
is it me or am i going down a spiral
everyday i’m waking up with more problems
i feel alright for the moment 
don’t get too used to who i am in person 
cos the way i lose control is too concerning 
and you wouldn’t like me anyway im certain 

u wanna take it all the way?
shame i never felt the same oh no
tried to tell you what i meant
but you only focused on yourself

think i found somewhere to hide 
no light no dark just right 
make a promise that you’ll never leave my side
make a promise that you’ll never let me die

don’t wanna talk
don’t wanna stay here anyway
god it’s all too much to keep up day to day 
is it right to think that i’d be better off
jumping to my senses knowing all along
nothing mattered there was nothing at the golden arch
infatuated with the thought of never giving up
what’s the point when everybody does the fuckin same? 
what’s the point of even feeling fuckin anything?

u wanna take it all the way?
shame i never felt the same oh no 
tried to tell you what i meant
but you only focused on yourself

think i found somewhere to hide 
no light no dark just right 
make a promise that you’ll never leave my side
make a promise that you’ll never let me die

damage

lyrics - 
oh i always find my hand on the trigger when i'm wanting u
i got a funny feeling that i'll see u soon
devil in disguise oh u know i can see right through
and i hope that u want to

take me for a ride
rip apart every inch of me
oh love, we live a life of pure make believe
i wish you'd come and take control
you can take everything u need from me
from me, yeah

devil on ur way down
love
love on your way down
love
x2

never wanna lie for mistakes
never wanna die where i lay
i never wanna show i'm afraid
i just never learned to cry through the pain, oh
god it's been a rough day
and i hope u hold back
i ain't got enough strength
you wanna take us off track
but it's hard when u fall apart
i just don't know where to start
i ain't giving up 
i'm the devil babe

devil babe
come to terms with the devil babe
devil babe
devil on ur way down
come to terms with the devil love
love on ur way down
love

devil

the landing phase (prod. Michael Rose)

I Dont Wanna Fall

Recorded/Engineered/Produced in my bedroom.

Available everywhere March 1st x

~ Guilty

~ Down

Listen: lnk.to/recents

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1xhzGxVauY0fYnsU1iN1qQ?si=26YrVs8oQYui8VBJNXsVVg
Stream on Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/recents-single/1532677204

Produced by conner & kodeblooded

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Twitter: https://twitter.com/onlyconner

LYRICS:

You’re in my recents 
You're in my recents 

I wear my heart on my sleeve 
All these distressed fabrics 
To keep reminding myself 
I didn’t always have this 

I was hella average 
I had bad habits 
Now I’m Calabasas
Finally getting cabbage 

I’m cool by myself 
I don’t hang with the rich folk 
I feel too alive  
To look down the end of a pistol 

You chose this, can’t blame me 
Made me feel crazy
For ever chasing you 

You’re in my recents 
You and I not so recent though 
I’m releasing demons 

Come right here baby 
I need way more 
Romance is dead 
I’ve heard it all before 

I don’t understand 
You don’t want a man 
Why can’t we move forward 
I can’t be stuck past 
I ain’t looking back no more

You drive me insane 
I feel like a psycho 
I might be losing my mind 
But at least imma lose it in nice clothes 

Skipping the line for the night show 
I’m in LA where the hype goes 
I’ve got no room for distractions  
I do not like those 

You’re in my recents 
You and I not so recent though 
I’m releasing demons 

I'm still battling these demons
I'm still battling these demons

You’re in my recents

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conner - recents (prod. kodeblooded)

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did it to yourself (Prod. Ninety8)

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