you & i // FT. Ty$en (smokerose)

Lyrics-

Intro- 
Bro im a junkie
Im depressed
Im suicidal
I dont even know the difference between reality
Ion wanna be alive anymore
Fuck life!

Verse 1-
I'm lost in the way that I think
Fucked up yeah I'm on the brink
Clonazepam Diazepam 
I'm addicted I need some help but i can't do that
Rehabilitation wont work
Mama gonna find me in a hearse
Struggling with mental health
Fucked up inside my head
Everybody tellin me it gon get better
But it never gets better its just dark weather
My body dropping to the floor 
Cardiac arrest
Oh what the hell kid benzo's dead again
OD OD HELP ME OH PLEASE
Fuck me, change me bury my body
Living in a reality that is black and white
Burning in the flames of the fucking candlelight
Watch my tears fall down my face
Watch the tears fall in my grave
See the teardrops in my eyes
She's the devil in disguise

Bridge- 
Devil in disguise
Devil in disguise
See it in her eyes
It makes me wanna cry
Oh baby tell me why
Am i this fucked up
Please just tell me i'll always have your love

Verse 2-
Woahhhh tell me
I don't wanna be alive so help me
Psychiatry don't do shit
All i ever get back is im deluded
Put me on meds, wont change a thing
I want some good brains
I want a good thing going for me but theres nothing
Just a junkie
Im rock bottom cant get lower
Sorry mummy
Fucked up lying on the couch
Percocet, oxycontin pouring out my mouth
Vomit on the floor
Blood on my wrist
The realest as it gets, KID Benzo's in this bitch
Here we go
Watch the tear fall down her face
She's the devil in disguise okay <3

Devil in Disguise

Devil In Disguise (prod. AsharpTheOne)

I was working on a rock project, deciding just to drop the tracks as singles

angel's touch

EVER - ANGEL'S TOUCH (PROD. ANTICON)

[lyrics]

cutting wrists in a bathroom 
blood dripping down my veins
cutting wrists in a bathroom 
tears falling down my face
cutting wrists in a bathroom
don't wanna be here today
cutting wrists in the bathroom 
im falling in my grave

cutting wrists in the bathroom 
blood squirting down my hand
cutting wrists in a bathroom
load up the gun its jammed
crying hard in my bedroom
all i really want is xans
cuttings wrists in the bathroom
i have zero plans

i dont have the answers that you hope to find
my life has been made up of lies
the only thing keeping me strong is the knives
mixing up codeine and sniffing ice

cutting wrists in the bathroom 
blood squirting down my hand
cutting wrists in a bathroom
load up the gun its jammed
crying hard in my bedroom
all i really want is xans
cuttings wrists in the bathroom
i have zero plans

here we go again, here we go again
i've never felt this alone in my life
why do rockstars always die?
i don't even know if i want to be alive
i don't know
cutting wrists by myself
such a lonely soul
i might not even live to see tomorrow
kid benzo drowning in sorrow

Cutting Wrists In The Bathroom

Cutting Wrists In The Bathroom (prod.king theta)

does she love me (ft. Satyrn)

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I wanna be alone
I wanna be alone
I smell her on my clothes
That girl is never gone
Under streetlights I see her ghost
That girl won't leave me alone
I think we met before
In the cold
Heart in the snow

And surely
I don't think you met me just to hurt me
Every picture that we take is blurry
I believed you when you said don't worry
I believed you when you said you cursed me

Caught up in your web
I'm caught up in your web again
I admit I'm stuck with you
Caught up in your web
I'm caught up in your web again
I don't really care what you do
Caught up in your web
I'm caught up in your web again
I admit I'm stuck with you
Caught up in your web
I'm caught up in your web again
I don't really care what you do

I wanna be alone
I wanna be alone
Can't sleep
Can't dream at all
That girl just played along

When the rain fall
Will you answer that late night call
When I'm dying all alone
When I'm crying all alone
When I'm here feeling nothing at all
I'm here feeling nothing at all
When the rain fall
Will you answer that late night call
When I'm dying all alone
When I'm crying all alone
When I'm here feeling nothing at all
I'm here feeling nothing at all

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<3

emo fruits aka ima change my name soon...haha jk... unless?

F4LL3N 4NG3L (prod. glorygasp)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

sample by @sorrow_bringer

one more sin and then I fall
you'll never see me tall
you left me here for dead
on the ground

you wanna kill me, I know
but you'll never know my side
I will never let you know that
I feel cold

just tell me what I need to know
don't waste my time with you 
cause I know that you wanted to go

you act like you don't give a fuck
and every time that you're with him
you only think of me

yeah I wanted to cry
yeah you want me to cry

and now you're tryna fuck with me
you care about the money that i make
but I am going to

run
don't waste my time with you 
cause I know that you wanted to go
don't waste my time with you 
cause I know that you wanted to
run
and now you're tryna fuck with me
you care about the money that i make
but I am going to

one more sin and then I fall
you'll never see me tall
you left me here for dead
on the ground

you wanna kill me, I know
but you'll never know my side
I will never let you know that
I feel cold

SPOTIFY

I'm Near The Abyss

deeprest - DIRTY DAWG

CREDITS :
𖤐 PRODUCTION ► https://soundcloud.com/morecalcium333
𖤐 ENGINEERING ► https://jayremi.com
𖤐 COVER ART ► https://behance.net/L1FEGFX

LINKS :
𖤐 SPOTIFY ▼
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5L0qqDu4PETBdsWrNKX9zO
𖤐 YOUTUBE ▼
https://youtube.com/@realdeeprest
𖤐 APPLE MUSIC ▼
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/deeprest/1562076584
𖤐 INSTAGRAM ▼
https://instagram.com/realdeeprest
𖤐 TWITTER ▼ 
https://twitter.com/realdeeprest

LYRICS:
Bitch it's deeprest in the room
Got like forty ghosts beside me
Watch me slide on this beat 
I got impeccable timing
I prefer the name Thunder 
But you can call me Lightning if you want
Watch the way I flaunt what I got 
Despite the fact I won't get invited to the spot
I'm a loner with a cause whose always feeling lost
But somehow I'm still making it, I feel like I'm a boss
Baby come and grind on me, I'm a dirty dawg

Pushin' pushin' my limits
All I want's to go get it
Doin' addy for fitness
Got her legs up like a gymnast 
The pussy wet and I'm swimming
I been gone for a minute
But now I'm back and I'm killing these tracks
To them I'm a villain 
I'm so numb, yeah 
I lost all feeling
Smoke that dumb pack 
Still can't feel shit 
My heart I gotta rebuild it
But it's so hard, bitch that's real shit
So take my cup and I fill it
Most litty in the whole building
I'm so numb, yeah 
Lost all feeling
Smoke that dumb pack 
Still can't feel shit 

Bitch it's deeprest in the room
Got like forty ghosts beside me
Watch me slide on this beat 
I got impeccable timing
I prefer the name Thunder 
But you can call me Lightning if you want
Watch the way I flaunt what I got 
Despite the fact I won't get invited to the spot
I'm a loner with a cause whose always feeling lost
But somehow I'm still making it, I feel like I'm a boss
Baby come and grind on me, I'm a dirty dawg
x2

M.DEEP.M.A.

DIRTY DAWG

DIRTY DAWG (prod. morecalcium)

October Silence feat. Vails (prod. irby x jolst)

Leaves In The Fall (Prod. Neverforever)

never enough
LYRICS:

feel like ive lost it
i might go insane
constant exhaustion
(please) put a bullet to my brain
i ran out of options 
hoping these pills numb everything
maybe im afraid bcuz i wont heal
i apologize that i cant speak on how i feel
its taken weeks to deal with this shit an yk thas real
half the goddamn time i dont even fucking feel real
fuck my feelings
i dont ever wanna feel things

insanity

𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘐𝘴 𝘓𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘐𝘯 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘍𝘢𝘭𝘭 🍂
𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘓𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨

Leaves In The Fall (Prod. Neverforever)

𝙇𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙄𝙣 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙁𝙖𝙡𝙡