y wud i run?

You dont wanna know what go on in my head

I just wanna go and lay in my bed

And not have to worry about bad days ahead 

But i feel that energy i told myself i dont wanna fucking project dont wanna talk 

Dont wanna vent 

Dont wanna say all the words that i meant 

Dont wanna feel this way ever agin 

Stay to myself and it stay that way 

Go and stand up if you feel that way 

Maybe they'll see what you worth someday 

Maybe they'll see how you felt that day 

Maybe someday they'll give some fuck 

Trapped in my mind lil bitch im stuck

Bitch i would die for mine its up

I think my time is finally up 

I set myself on a mission for something thats missing 

I feel like Im never gon get

It i feel like Im never gon fit In 

Cuz all of the pain that I sit in

My fear is a drug and im nver gon quit it

I feel snake bitten 

Cuz my pain acidic

Who the fuck am i kidding 

They never gon listen

Till a hearse gon be the last place on this earth where the fuck you sitting

Dont think that ill ever have love for myself 

Dont think that ill ever trust no one around me eventually they turn to somebody else

The shit that you felt 

It never was dealt

Not even you give a fuck bout yourself 

You never gon get your way 

Shut the fuck up and just get up cuz aint nobody give a fuck bout your day 

Drop a body if he get in my way

I been solid tryna get to that pay 

Fuck an audi Im just tryna be sane 

Yeah they might got body but they dont got a a brain 

Never listen to what i gotta say

Sitting back im watching them all decay

Had enough of this shit i need away

Smoking dope that shit go straight to my brain 

I got problems that Im never gon fix 

Fuck the drama Im just tryna get rich 

Need the dollars give a fuck bout a bitch 

If I see nirvana just know that imma dip 

Ya time is coming so just stick to your head 

Hiding from the shit you dont wanna know

Final question when its you fucking dead 

Where the fuck you think you really gon go

MY TIME IS FINALLY UP (PROD.WRXST)

My first project ever GRIEF drops on March 27th, hope you will enjoy it

Spotify Link for ANGER: https://open.spotify.com/track/2TycnZ43afNc5344g4wu0i?si=c53565b194cd4f2e

Spotify Link

ANGER (prod. shvde x kosfinger x yjay x prodjulioo) *SPOTIFY LINK IN DESCRIPTION*

Till the bitter end…

“Black cats, why are your eyes like mine
Black cats, till we are dead inside”

BLACK CATS (Prod. HARZIA)

wings is regained (feat neff) #anarcho (prod dj blunt wizard)

prod @prod-mangetsu
mix/master @mightyassassin

ghost

DRUGS IN THE GARDEN (VINYL)

cool :)

Spotify Link: https://open.spotify.com/track/5sXD8QMDb0mPQhWOmO0T4R?si=8501345f7443433f

the tranquility of letting a good thing die

Sipping while I’m smoking I take og to the face

Acting like you know me if you did you’d stay away

 I can’t trip about no bitch especially one acting fake 

I got money on my mind I’m steady stackin till I’m straight

Holding up wait 

He tried gettin up in my face 

All they say all they say is Chrissy lame

Probably cuz they getting mad they bitches ain’t gon say the same 

Gotta keep my tunnel vision cuz these Hunnids on the way 

Hold up wait

They so quick to judge 

Almost made me think you cared but I know you don’t give a fuck

Demon on my shoulder keep on saying give it up 

Keep it pushing forward as of lately I’ve been getting stuck 

Hold up wait

I start to speculate 

I can’t trust nobody paranoia make me hesitate 

I been overthinking got me stressing need to step away 

Need to separate from all the shit that take my breath away

I’m so sick of pretending 

Don’t give no fuck bout myself I’m way too fucked in the head

And Im getting stuck in my past can never live in the present 

They never getting the message

 I never pick a direction

 I lay and rot at the bottom hoping it gon get better 

I never thought I’d make it back if you’d  ask me I’d say never

 I couldn’t  trip bout no shit cuz you can die like whenever  

these people cold like December 

and they gon fool you forever until you fold or surrender 

i got nowhere to go 

I can’t trust no mf who got no love to show 

Keep to myself I got no problems rather be all alone

Making money smoking dope the things that I know

PARANOIA (PROD.THORN BEATS)

This shit ain’t forever..


Ig - lildetchi

Detchi - Found The One (prod. @Malvi + @wegonebeok)

Insta: chrissynwndrlnd

Email : csimile0805@gmail.com

PARANOIA (PROD.THORN BEATS)

CHRISSY IN WONDERLAND

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