Name: The New Beginning by CHRIStIAN
Duration: 3 min 36 s
Description: Guys i am back and hopefully i stay with y'all but my comp is having issues AGAIN!!!!! but still I'm gonna use this comp most likely and i will do my best to send y'all the best quality stuff there is to find in this world so hope y'all enjoy and have a great day :) And God Bless

nice opening pads, it does sound like a beginning to something :)

very nice key change, defiantly freshens up the chords

lol did you notice that you've spelt beginning wrong on the cover? :D

Played as the PICK OF THE WEEK on The Other SIde EP 003 Pt2 (Easter Grand Launch Special pt2)! {Mixed by Audire}

LOST 2

STREAM

https://open.spotify.com/track/63l4KSQVYZGhrtYSqC6SHd?si=d26bbeaaa92f480e

prod by @buginfestedfloorboards <3
featuring the lovely @starfall and @zzzkyr
sad stitch cover. can i get 1 like :(

there's so many things in the world you can fuck up
and somehow I managed to fuck them all up

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

to make you okay
I promise i'll stay
You won't leave my brain
you're stuck like a stain
And I'm not enough
My heart can't be touched
Youre ruthless enough
You call out my bluff
and If I had the chance
how could I find you almost
everyday and I get to see your smile
oh wow at least
once in a while
I get to you

Wake up to the smell of coffee and make up
and I want you lately I
don't let you go
don't let you go
I just wanted to be loved
I just wanted to be loved
and I feel alive again
and I just wanna feel okay
every step I take
every move I make
don't want it to fade

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

wow that was so deep

spotify

make u okay ft. starfall, kyra (soju)

circle of a loop, but it slowly gets more depressing

https://soundcloud.com/isaiahvillar
https://soundcloud.com/isaiahvillar/circle-of-a-loop

Isaiah Villar - Circle of a Loop (QBEX remix)

dc snuff film / waste yrself

haunt me (x 3)

Guys i am back and hopefully i stay with y'all but my comp is having issues AGAIN!!!!! but still I'm gonna use this comp most likely and i will do my best to send y'all the best quality stuff there is to find in this world so hope y'all enjoy and have a great day :) And God Bless

The New Beginning

prod. by @hatefulbeats

lyrics
--------
i'm drowning in my headspace
driving shockpoint like i'm isaac clarke in dead space
two gram cone to my dome now i'm dead wait
i feel fine celebratin' poppin' champaigne 
caught me in my zone all alone marijuana on my lip
fixing for the herb i'm packin' purple till i'm stiff
fall asleep in chairs or couches i don't give a shit
lil' sleepy boy i'm overlookin' on a cliff

this a fuckin' cliff note
cliff bars suck and clifford the dog was a nympho
break it till it fall apart i guess you got the memo
goodbye to my hello
i was once a shade of blue but you turned me to yellow
my color palette's minimal but i don't give a fuck
flip it till it saturates the vibrance ain't enough
been awake for days & i'm amazed that i'm still up
sleep is for the week & i'm afraid of giving up

follow hateful

cliffnote (prod. by hateful)

Lyrics:

everything changed in the blink of an eye now im lost in the crowd
wish it was quiet but thoughts are the loudest when no ones around
no im not proud of the way that i handled myself
wish things were different and i could start over
and wake up a new place be somebody else x2
cause
you told me that from the start, said that we cant get attached
said it would tear us apart, said that it would never last
now laying there in my bed
cant get you out of my head and im dreading the day that you decide to throw me away, o what a shame
maybe i should save myself, some inevitable pain

I need to know where your heads at cause lately i dont know
if i can keep up this act pretend that i dont care at all
weve been talking everyday but still i feel like somethings wrong
would you pls pick up yer phone i dont wanna be alone again (aye)
you could let me love you till the night ends~
then wake up in the morning say were just friends~
and if thats what you want ill make it happen~
i guess that it'd be better than nothing~
need to know where your heads at cause lately i dont know
if i can keep up this act pretend that i dont care at all
weve been talking everyday but still i feel like somethings wrong
would you pls pick up yer phone i dont wanna be alone again

you would let me love you till the night ends
wake up in the morning say were just friends
guess that it'd be better than nothing
it would be better than nothing

better than nothing ~ [p. discent]

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExM4-D9dUqE
Beat produced by @paczki
Song Mixed and Mastered by @darkskyparadox

AND IM FALLING
IN A PIT,
I ADMIT THAT IM SORRY :(
I DONT GET THROWING FITS WHEN YOU CALL ME.. 
OFF THE SHITS, MAYBE ITS ME WITHDRAWING..?
ME WITHDRAWING..
THINK I LOVE YOU !
I FEAR GOD IN THE ROOM WHEN I FUCK YOU..
AND ITS ODD, I ASSUME YOU'RE ENOUGH TO
FILL THE FOG AND THE GLOOM WHEN ITS SUBTLE..
NEVER SUBTLE, I KNOW..

PARDON ME
I CAN SEE 
U & ME
IN HARMONY 
STARTING THINGS
OUT WEST.
OUT WEST, OUT WEST, OUT WEST.. yeah. (x2)
--
FUCK ME !
TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL SOMETHING 
SOMETIMES MY THOUGHTS GET UGLY.
SOMETIMES YOUR THOUGHTS ARE OF ME.
ARE OF ME
I KNOW SOMETHING
SOMETHING THAT LIES ABOVE ME
I TRIED TO DIE, IM SUFFERING
IM OUT MY MIND, IM UNCLEAN (DIRTY? IDK)
IM OUT MY MIND !

GOD IN THE ROOM (PROD. PACZKI x DARKSKYPARADOX)

prod me
s/o pitfall
the song has no layout it represents the confusion in my brain pain

LYRICS

talkin on da bros, u movin dangerous
french hoes sound like angelus
bonjour, oui oui!
thats him wowee
talkin on da bros, u movin dangerous
welsh hoes like im humpherous
bore da, shwd i chi? beth ti'n eisiau??
thats him wowee

welcome to da heavy rain
big money wid a heavy chain
u cud never make it hear u a fuckin lame
make me wana screa ea e a ea eam
sendin bullets at yo tea ea ea ea eam
fuck it ! ima do it anyway
beat u up like anyday
how u 40 and u still aint gettin pay
ima bea ea ea ea eat 
da fuck into your tee ee ee ee eeth

talkin on da bros, u movin dangerous
french hoes like im angelus
bonjour, oui oui!
thats him wowee
talkin on da bros, u movin dangerous
welsh hoes like im humpherous
bore da, shwd i chi? beth ti'n eisiau??
thats him wowee

i jus wana feel like someone takes and interest
feel like someone fuckin cares
but i sit here feelin worthless
feelin joy is gettin rare
and i know that i sound stupid 
and i know that i sound dumb
but this feelin is so constant
and it weighs a fucking ton

welcome to da heavy rain
big money wid a heavy chain
u cud never make it hear u a fuckin lame
make me wana screa ea e a ea eam
sendin bullets at yo tea ea ea ea eam
fuck it ! ima do it anyway
beat u up like anyday
how u 40 and u still aint gettin pay
ima bea ea ea ea eat 
da fuck into your tee ee ee ee eeth

rain

prod me 
i hope u likey

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

(verse)
and its hard 2 hide
so i hardly try
yes i wonder why
that i try 2 lie
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i 

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

INSTRUMENTAL BREAK !!!!!!! OMG GUITARS!!!!!!!

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

pessimist

ok i shudve made it longer 

lyrics:
still wishing u cud tell me what i did
i can see the disapointment in ur face n its so big
i jus cannot understand why u keep telling me ill fail
its like u want me out doin drugs doin coke like the rest

cuz my head stil hurts but its alright now
im stuck in place n i cant get out 
tell me why u cant accept that i get money
i get more than ANYBODY talkin 
so whys it always superficial 2 u? :(

i find it funny that u tell me that im wrong
when u know im fuckin right u jus a stub inside a thorn
u always talkin shit yea i can hear u in my room
id love 2 tell u both to shut ur mouths u stupid fuckin fools

but i try my best everytime but its not good enough
why why why do i keep fuckin up
tell me what ur problem is
tell me whats the issue
tell me what the problem is cuz im still 

still wishing u cud tell me what i did
i can see the disapointment in ur face n its so big
i jus cannot understand why u keep telling me ill fail
its like u want me out doin drugs doin coke like the rest


cuz my head stil hurts but its alright now
im stuck in place n i cant get out 
tell me why u cant accept that i get money
i get more than ANYBODY talkin 
so whys it always superficial 2 u? :(

superficial

I have found greater dreams and aspirations, but I will always honor music as it is what got me to where I am now, I will miss you all and please remember that everyone that supported me has truly changed my life, thank you all for everything and allowing me the chance to be where I am today, thanks guys and hope to see you all again :)

The New Beginning

CHRIStIAN

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