Shout out my bro for telling me to shout the hook as loud as possible. That really made the song.

Wilted (Prod. IOF)

I stayed right aint no feelings on the inside
She stayed ghost casting shadows when its midnight
Stay up Stay up They cant get me when its all empty
You gave up. Is that all that its meant to be?
I see the scars bleeding guess its all on me
I prayed for this I prayed for this please god dont let me pay for this

All the expectations killing me
Why the fuck do i keep losing sleep
Cant stay up cant stay up
Close my eyes maybe i won't wake up
When you dont got no real meaning
Why the fuck am I still breathing
I ask questions dont give reasons
Say I love you you dont mean it
All the expectations filling me
With the doubt that you wanted it to be
Cant stay up cant stay up
Close my eyes no I wont wake up
When you dont got no real meaning 
Why am I held down by demons
I ask questions dont give reasons
Say i love you know i mean it

Theres no way I can forgive
No way we can be friends
I wont pay for your sins like i used to
I wish that this would end
Im never gonna get
all the time that i wasted im wasted
Spend a couple months on some downers
No one to pick me up when Im drowning
Im sinking Im sinking
Underwater and I guess im gonna breath in

Sleep (prod @beatsbyneco)

Maybe I like being broken
I like walking in the dark
Maybe I love being hopeless
When it all seems to break my heart
I like being broken
I love being broken

Do you really want from me what you promised
I can’t seem to reach it
Spending every day down on my knees 
Begging for some weakness

I’ve grown to like 
All my hate and spite
Filling me I can’t look forward
Aint no progress from the way I’m depressed 
I can feel it in my chest no it won’t stop

Did they really think that I could just see past
How Im so different
You made me like this 
Always thinking what’s next
It breaks me fuck it breaks me
Please god take me

This is how im coping when it’s so hopeless
Put on a fake smile I know you won’t notice
You won’t notice me
You don’t know a thing

Hopeless (prod @caps.ctrl)

This beat is very loud so It was hard to mix my vocals very well, but i couldnt pass up on this beat

All i do is think of you and then i get high
All the voices in my head they tell me to try
In my dreams i really think that you could be mine
Then i wakeup and realize im lying
All i do is think of you and then i get high
All the voices in my head they tell me dont try
In my dreams i know that you would never be mine
Then i wakeup and realize im right

Maybe im right
maybe i can win this time
spend another night 
cold on the floor im dying
spending every little thought on you
And the pills dont really help
Got me seeing ghosts im through
how does everything end up so wrong
got nothing thats going for me 
Just a fucking sad ass story
Sad times and i just need some help
Hearing all these voices but i know im by myself
so loud
how this shit get so loud
 screaming
time for peace and quiet 
I just find my demons
Hiding everywhere I know they wanna try me
Save me from myself maybe she can find me

Find Me (prod @caps.ctrl)

The dark comes over me like
The ghosts come haunting me like
I can hear the voices scratching in my walls
The broken memories
The scars dont seem to bleed
I think im fixed but im not ready for this 

Could you remind me just how you left
I swear you were begging for something
You swore you would never leave
But i know it wasnt me
Youre the one who fuck up this time
Get it right
Now im lost in my mind
Cannot find 
Cant relate 
All the stupid shit you break

Could you just tell me how you really felt
I know you were only thinking of yourself
You swore we would always be
But i guess you couldn't see
Youre the on who fucked up this mind
Fuck my life
Now i've lost all my time
Cannot fix
I just hate
All this stupid shit I break
Cannot find

Dark (prod @blade901)

I'm not even sure what genre this is

Maybe I dont care who i am 
im nothing
I dont really fuck with all the same shit yall did
Maybe I dont give a fuck
bout being someone
gotta lotta problems i bet you aint one

Fuck a problem
Getting rid of all of them
Getting hard to speak 
When your words they are colder than
Ice in my veins 
Ice in my veins
I know it gets old all i do is complain

Restart all of it 
Tired of you calling late
Leave me alone when you know
That it's honestly
Ice in my veins 
Ice in my veins
I know it gets old I dont care anymore

I dont want another try
No i never lived lie
But tonight got me thinking that maybe she was right
I know youre sick of me
My mind plays tricks on me (green day!!!!)
Keep spending all my time
Leaving everything behind
Get sick on apathy
Not chasing anything
Im so complacent
Keep on wasting
Im just waiting for it 
No i dont care
No i dont care who i am
No i dont care 
Fuck being who i am

I Don't Care (prod @Apxllo)

She just wanna kick it like ko
I just wanna flex cuz i say so
I spend all my time on the way low
Never take it slow
want it cuz i know

She just wanna kick it like ko
I just wanna flex get that queso
I spend all my time on the way low
Never take it slow
want it cuz i know

I know I know
You spend all your life with your eyes closed
I take checks no Im never behind
How Im supposed to live with the shit that's on my mind
Speak out when i stay inside
Living it up cuz you know we gotta die
I stay high 
No i never fucking smoke
Only one lane which way do i go
I been spending too much time on the freeway
Got me running circles all the things that she say
I left no youre the one who left woah
Got me seeing stars
And im knocked out like it's ko

Ooh flex
Got checks
Long nights
no rest
stay up
like this
im fine 
what's next
make a killing with my actions all the time
no regrets i can never rewind
Sing what's mine
it aint never right
This that going off shit
To the other side 
I been spending too much time out in my way
Got me running circles fuck the things that she say
I left no youre the one who left woah
Got me seeing stars
And im knocked out like it's ko

(featuring my bro) we made that fire. thanks

KO (prod @Jvsper X @IOF)

We out here ?
im not even sure what kind of music i make anymore

christian

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