Written, Performed and Recorded by Christoffer Samuelsson

Lyrics:
And I was transformed again
To someone I was meant to be
I've waited my whole life for this
Let go, I won't let go

For years I've been searching
For years I've I was not
Who I wanted to be

Now I am found
Almost finally myself
All I needed was time

I don't listen to the threats
Thought up to control me
There's goes my pushing away
I won't go away

For years have gone by
For years have been time
They have corrupted me

How air is a she
Unveiling over me
Filling my lungs again

For Years

Written, Performed and Recorded by Christoffer Samuelsson

Lyrics
Are you thoughtless on your remarks
Are you obsessed with hiding your flaws
Centralize your thoughts on me
Forget about your insecurities 

For a while
Until you're alone
You need that break again
I won't be there

Do you tremble at the thought
offering your time to someone
Applying the preset attitude
never grasp the concept of gratitude

Only a fool
gets laughed at
About time to let you go
I won't be here

Don't think that you need me
Don't think that you need me
Your friendship is deceiving 
Time to start releasing
Don't think that you need me
Don't think that you need me

Thoughts On Me

Written, Performed and Recorded by Christoffer Samuelsson

Lyrics: 
En trasig kyss med spruckna läppar
Ett falskt löfte och brustet  hjärta
Är allt jag kan ge dig just nu

En tom tanke utan mening
En förutsägbar framtid
Är inget som du vill ha

Jag lyssnar för mycket på tystnaden
Jag tror jag hör röster från min enda vän
Jag passar bättre som ett lik
Tvångsmata mig vit arsenik

Om monster betydde något annat
Jag måste monster
Men det är inte så det är

Jag vaknar utan anledning
Mitt i natten, men jag drömde iallafall ingenting

Jag lyssnar för mycket på tystnaden
Jag tror jag hör röster från min enda vän
Jag passar bättre som ett lik
Tvångsmata mig vit arsenik

Jag gråter men jag känner ingenting
Inte ens tårarna ner för min kind
Värdelöshet och tankspriddhet
Hur kan det vara att du är det bästa jag vet
Det bästa jag vet
Det bästa jag vet
Tvångsmata mig vit arsenik

Vit Arsenik

Written, Performed and Recorded by Christoffer Samuelsson 26/2-14

Lyrics:
I'm not needed here
And I don't need this here
If there's pain to feel
I'll keep it for myself
The pain is always there
Projected on my skin
I hate the face in the mirror
I'm so sick of it
 
It's always and every day
I will never get used to it
I feel like I should hide
and never show my face
There's always the next thing
There's never time to breathe
I love to be alone
Where I can't be seen
 
I feel sometimes that I'm someone else
But I'm every person I have ever been
The constant strife for perfection is driving me insane
 
I don't really want anyone
I don't even want me
Face it these are our vital years
And they're dying me away
But they are on my chest
And they are under my eyes
I can't talk face to face
without thinking I'm judged
 
I feel sometimes that I could be somewhere else
But I'm everywhere I want to be
I'm just taking my time getting to the place I need to be
 
You remind me of the pain, we're detained
Take my mind of the gray, endless day
I can never take it away, take this pain, take this pain
The scars are forever burnt on my face, on my face
 
I wish I could erase it, never see it, never go through it
But I walk through these walls
I wish that for only one day it could disappear and stop tormenting me
But I walk through these walls
 
Through these walls
Through these walls
Through these walls
Through these walls

Face It

Written, Performed and Recorded by Christoffer Samuelsson

Lyrics:
Every move I make is a force of the elements
Perceive a different everything, I'm so in tune to me now
I've been living in circles, they were all made for me

And I know 
How it Feels
To be me
And it takes
Just a second
To be free

I will let some words explain just what I am
When I'm in darkness I will know where to turn for light
And all those reaching hands in disguise as silence and sound

And I know
How it feels
To be me
And it takes
Just a second
To be free

This seems to be to fathom

How it feels
To be me
And it takes
Just a second
To be free



Every Move I Make

Written, Performed and Recorded by Christoffer Samuelsson 8/1-15

Lyrics
I don’t know what I’ve been told 
Anymore

Psychological terrorists

To me now
I’m in an elevator

To Me Now

Written, Performed and Recorded by Christoffer Samuelsson

Pour me a glass of my own blood
I drink and there's no harm done
Letting out some poison 
And letting it back again

This decease is ceasing me
I'm at the brink of caving in
And the pain that boils from within
How I love to let it sink in

Du vet inte hur jag låter när jag är tyst
På något sätt så känner jag mig trygg
Dagen är slut och det är äntligen natt

I see a hooded figure standing over me
It asks do you believe that I'm here
I say yes, you have always been here
Guiding my dreams when I sleep

It says my time has come we have to leave
Satan take my hand and set me free

Du vet inte hur jag låter när jag är tyst
Jag har ingenting gemensamt med hur jag ser ut
Han viskar i mitt öra

Jag kan inte se ett ord
Och du blev så tom
Utan ditt blod

Jag vill veta hur det känns
Jag vill känna hur det bränns
I elden mina synder brinna
Från mitt förflutna försvinna

När jag är tyst

Written, Performed and Recorded by Christoffer Samuelsson

Listen
I don't want to know your name
You're not
my predicable fantasy

I feel every moment lose itself
I see every second shooting past me
Unbreaking ground cause you're not her
But neither is she

Listen
To what I have to say
Take me
For granted again

have to stop and regain control
I'm addicted to this illusion of love

Please don't
appear in my dreams
Another
Day lost to memorize

Painful is the word I'm looking for
Shortened pearl a bad obsession
Leave my head to do the thinking
Easily defeated

Kill me slowly I embraced the flaws
Pierce me wholly in the hold of your jaws
Somehow I'm always faster on the draw
Apparently I'm a dish better eaten raw

Oh time it doesn't heal my scars
And you're not even who I think you are
Kill me cause I've lost my morning star
Why I'm contemplating it's so bizarre

Shortened Pearl

Written, Performed and Recorded by Christoffer Samuelsson

Never thought I'd see you in this light
I thought that you were more than that
It's easier to love someone 
If you don't know them to well

Never believed never thought I'd end up this way
Never thought it would be you who would ruin me
I'm claiming this night I'm taking what's mine for just one night I live 'til I die
I feel no pain the self loathing's away bottoms up I welcome the light

Vill du inte veta hur jag känner när jag tänker hur jag mår?
Jag lyssnar när du pratar men jag tror inte att jag förstår
Ska vi hälsa på varandra när alla dagarna går och blir år?
Varför är det dig jag ser när jag ser någon med lite långt hår?

I don't want to forget
I don't want to celebrate
I drink to make things happen

I will always carry you
inside outside
in the centers of centers
inside outside
you are the beautiful nothing
inside outside

Inside outside

Written, Performed and Recorded by Christoffer Samuelsson

I'm going away
I'm going away
I'm going away
I'm going away

I'm going away
I'm going away

To a place that you can't find
or travel
Hidden in the back of my mind
in a corner

There is
Bad Weather
Inside

You're playing in the centre of my eye like a perfect film
But ever since you broke me you've been losing appeal
Now I'm making murder

Never thought I could really escape
your sentence
I'm doomed for life so I might as well
start my descent
Forever was a great idea
but it is hell
My foot is emptying me of blood
I dreamt

I'm nearing the neck of your woods
You would too if you stood where I stood

I never let you reach my insides
I regret it but you were kind of dry
Mixing some truth with your lies
I'm waiting for twelve minutes to go by
Forever is twelve minutes to go by
Twelve minutes is forever to reside

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